Zhen Huan finally accepted King Guojun wholeheartedly. In her eyes, King Guojun's love is so unique. He always touched her inadvertently, not the kind of happiness that surged like a frenzy, but penetrated bit by bit like a breeze and drizzle, making her involuntarily cherish. For Zhen Huan, King Guojun's love is like the wish she made in the Yimei Garden in the palace, hoping to grow old with her beloved, and the delicacy and care made her feel deeply warm. In contrast, the emperor's love is superficial, often rewarded with gold, silver and jewelry, and his favor for Zhen Huan depends entirely on his personal preferences.
When Zhen Huan was deposed from the palace and practiced in Ganlu Temple, she encountered many hardships. The sisters-in-law there sneered at her, as if she had become their laughing stock when she was in trouble. In the face of Jingbai's difficulties and heavy physical work, Zhen Huan has always been submissive, but she is still inevitably subjected to all kinds of torture. One day, King Guojun suddenly visited the temple. When he saw Zhen Huan laboriously scrubbing the floor of the main hall, his eyes showed deep pity. He whispered, "I'm late." This short sentence revealed the guilt and pity in King Guojun's heart. In King Guojun's heart, Zhen Huan has long been an indispensable existence. He knew that Zhen Huan cared most about her daughter and the little master of Meizhuang, and he had no nostalgia for the emperor for a long time. So, he specially brought the portraits of Princess Haoyue and the little lord of Meizhuang, so that Zhen Huan could see their faces. This undoubtedly gave Zhen Huan great comfort. Rewrite as follows:
is better than the description of a thousand words by others, this painting of King Guojun undoubtedly relieves a mother's lovesickness for her daughter. Seeing that Zhen Huan was so happy, but so sad, King Guojun promised that every two months in the future, he would send Zhen Huan a portrait of Haoyue, so that it was like a mother watching her daughter grow up. This move gave Zhen Huan the greatest comfort as a mother. On the occasion of Haoyue's birthday, King Guojun carefully purchased materials and needlework and sent them to Ganlu Temple, hoping that Haoyue could wear the new clothes sewn by Zhen Huan herself. This is undoubtedly Zhen Huan's extravagant hope hidden deep in her heart. There is a line in "The Journey of No Confusion": Like is the purest emotion in the world, but an empty sentence of "like" is not enough to reflect like, and the "ability" in liking may not only refer to money and material, but the kind of care and care from the heart. This just confirms King Guojun's selfless dedication to Zhen Huan.
Zhen Huan's father contracted an illness in exile, and Zhen Huan was imprisoned again, and when King Guojun learned about it, he asked Wen Shichu to dispense medicine and personally went to Ningguta to visit Zhen Huan's family. He knew that Zhen Huan cared about his family and couldn't see each other, so he took the risk to bring a letter home. When Zhen Huan saw her father's handwritten letter, tears couldn't help but burst out of her eyes, this hard-won family letter comforted her feeling of missing her family. Everything King Guojun has done for Zhen Huan has never been declared, everything is just deep affection. If you truly love someone, you will see her mind and do everything you can to satisfy her. Although one is a Buddhist sister-in-law, the other is a nobleman; One is the waste concubine of the Son of Heaven, and the other is a handsome young man, this world of difference makes Zhen Huan dare not think about it. She rejected King Guojun with a ruined body, but she didn't know that she was fearless in her true love for someone. King Guojun's dedication and love for Zhen Huan deeply touched each of us. I understand the core message and emotional overtones of each story. King Guojun's heart for Zhen Huan has long surpassed his rational choice. Their love does not need to be compared, because love itself is the only answer. Even in a foreign location, their hearts are still connected. King Guojun felt the wind blowing towards him in Zhen Huan's heart, which was the tacit understanding and resonance of their emotions.
When Zhen Huan was faced with a predicament, King Guojun did not hesitate, but took immediate action. He knew that Zhen Huan was sick and fell halfway to Lingyun Peak, he was not the so-called "timely rain", but arranged eyeliner in Ganlu Temple in advance, always paying attention to Zhen Huan's situation, and ensuring that she could appear when she needed it most. His care and love for Zhen Huan transcends the limitations of time and space. When Zhen Huan was seriously ill and had a high fever that did not go away, King Guojun was anxious. He took everyone away, took off his coat, wore only close-fitting underwear, and lay down in the ice and snow. He used his body to cool Zhen Huan, again and again, until her body temperature returned to normal. Although Zhen Huan was asleep, her consciousness told her that she was being hugged by a cold "big ice cube", which was as comfortable as drinking iced plum soup in the hottest part of summer. This is the love and dedication of King Guojun, and he interprets the true meaning of love with his actions. When Zhen Huan**, King Guojun fell down because of illness. He knows that possession is to change others, and love is to change oneself. He is willing to go into the darkness and accompany Zhen Huan out of the predicament. This kind of love is selfless, it does not ask for anything in return, it only asks for the well-being of the other person.
The beauty and true meaning of love lies in each other's care and dedication. The story of King Guojun and Zhen Huan tells us that love is not only an emotional exchange, but also a spiritual fit and selfless dedication. This kind of love is truly worth pursuing and cherishing. Huanbi told Zhen Huan how King Guojun took care of her when she was seriously ill and helped her reduce her fever. Although Zhen Huan was hurt by love, after hearing the news, the deep emotions in her heart were awakened again. She sat in front of the window, staring quietly at him sleeping on the sickbed, the love and pity in her eyes could not be concealed. In Zhen Huan's heart, perhaps he has already become her dependence. From his cover when he visited Meizhuang in private, to the lotus scene he prepared for her on her birthday;From his comfort when she was frustrated, to his sacrifice to save her life when she had a miscarriage......He was always there when she needed it most. She gently woke him up, and a "Yunli" revealed deep affection, and he understood that everything he did was for her.
However, at this time, the emperor suddenly came to visit Qingliangtai with his concubines and Haoyue, and Zhen Huan could only hide behind the screen in a hurry. When everyone inadvertently mentioned Zhen Huan, he was called "Zhen's", and Haoyue asked curiously: "Who is Zhen's?"Concubine Jing replied awkwardly: "A person you don't know." The emperor's taboo against Zhen Huan is obvious. At this moment, Zhen Huan realized more clearly the huge gap between herself and King Guojun - one is the waste concubine of the Son of Heaven, and the other is a royal noble, how can there be results between them?Zhen Huan knows that there are some things that should not be delusional if she knows that there is no good ending. Just like her previous relationship, knowing that the emperor would not be a person with true feelings, she still expected him to treat her wholeheartedly, but ended up in such a bleak end. After experiencing pain once, she does not want to suffer from love again. Because she knows that a person's level of understanding is directly proportional to the pain she suffers.
After the emperor left, Zhen Huan immediately changed her attitude. When she called King Guojun "Wang Ye", she was actually making a stand to him: there could be no future between them. Whether the emperor knew it or not, a dream was always a dream, and there would always be a moment to wake up. But in the world of feelings, people often have difficulty controlling themselves. Zhen Huan's heart for King Guojun is not hidden deep in her heart, even if she repeatedly admonishes herself, such feelings must not be had. In the original book, her state of mind is depicted like this: the emptiness in her heart for a moment is not noticed by herself. At some point, emotions come over me like waves, and I suddenly realize that I am already in the middle of it, but I must try to restrain this emotion.
After Zhen Huan rejected the queen of Guojun, he reduced the number of times he went to Lingyun Temple. However, one night, a tanuki broke into Zhen Huan, Huanbi and Jinxi's room, and danced its teeth and claws in the dark, which frightened Zhen Huan into a panic. Huanbi and Jinxi can't chase the tanuki away. It turned out that this civet cat smelled the "bird smell" in Zhen Huan's room and came to look for food. As the trio panicked, a tall figure broke into the house and chased the tanuki away. When he heard the sound, he turned out to be the king of Guojun. It turned out that he had been waiting outside Lingyun Peak for the past few days, guarding Zhen Huan to sleep. Seeing that King Guojun was so affectionate, Zhen Huan was puzzled. In order to dispel this awkward atmosphere, King Guojun said, "You can covet this moonlight as me." Today I was negligent and accidentally fell asleep, which frightened you. In fact, the bright moon outside the house is like a county king, waiting for Zhen Huan's mind alone.
The most torturous thing in the world is knowing that the other party loves you deeply, but you have unspeakable suffering, and you can only reject it. At this time, it suddenly poured rain outside the house, and the sound of rain was accompanied by the sound of King Guojun's flute. Zhen Huan has mixed feelings in her heart. Jinxi saw Zhen Huan's thoughts and persuaded: "Lady, let the past pass." You are so haggard, you have tortured both yourself and the prince. The prince is a person who values love and righteousness, and he can be entrusted with it for life. The current situation is urgent, and we just need to focus on the present. Jinxi's words made Zhen Huan make up her mind, she rushed out of the house, and chose to be with King Guojun. Sometimes you need the courage to do what you know you can't do. Since Zhen Huan chose the king of Guojun, she must understand that once the matter is revealed, even if she was the emperor's abolished concubine, she will face the consequences of being unable to **. Even if the emperor doesn't like her, her behavior will anger the emperor. How could the emperor allow his own brother to get involved with his former woman?
But Zhen Huan still took this step, and she knew that the road ahead was full of challenges. Her courage may be the greatest comfort to King Guojun. Like ordinary men, King Guojun asked Zhen Huan when he had feelings for him. Zhen Huan replied shyly, maybe in Qingliangtai, maybe by the Long River, or earlier, after I had a miscarriage, when you comforted me with the sound of the flute. You always reached out when I needed it most and didn't let me down. There will always be someone who will become a part of your life and tell you with actions: this is where you belong, don't be afraid. They will always be there for you, no matter what happens. Sometimes I wonder, why is King Guojun so obsessed with Zhen Huan? When she was the imperial concubine, he thought about it; When she was a waste concubine, he still pursued it firmly. Why would a nobleman who does not covet the country be so persistent with a woman?
At the beginning, King Guojun's mother was the most favored, and he was the emperor's preferred candidate for the crown prince. For so many years, he hid his edge and pretended to be laid-back, but it was not his intention. He just wants the emperor to be less suspicious of him and let him live in peace. For men, power and love are the most important things. Since the country has nothing to do with him, he must get love, even if it is for a short time.