I have always hoped that after avenging the blood and the deep revenge, I can leave a Buddha heart alone with peace of mind. But you told me with your life that it was hard. You said that you have faced the Buddha for so many years, and in the end you have not cultivated a Buddha heart that loves all things, and you have only learned to love me.
The morning snow fell, fell in the nunnery, and was dyed with Buddha incense.
It is estimated that the monks in the temple on the opposite side of the hill are about to wear out their shoes again, and they asked me to send some cloth shoes made by the nuns in the nunnery today.
I'm a layman in the whole plum blossom hermitage, so from the beginning, the matter of sending shoes was handed over to me.
So early this morning, I wore my thickest emerald green padded jacket and carried a basket of cloth shoes, and went out in the light snow.
But who would have thought that as soon as the shoes were handed over to the temple, the snow outside would be as heavy as goose feathers.
The mountain roads were covered with snow, and it was not safe for me to go back as a girl, and if I stepped on the traps of a nearby hunter and injured my foot, I had to wait to feed the wolves.
So I could only wait in the temple when the snow was a little lighter, and then let a little monk send me back.
How is Liu Gongzi doing? "I held the hot tea and asked the abbot about his old man.
The abbot sighed, stopped the rosary in his hand, and replied to me: "It's still the same, and it's so cold that I can't even get out of the house." ”
Seeing that I was silent, he smiled kindly, "If you are worried, go and take a look, and accompany him." ”
That's ......Then I went. I put down the teacup when I heard this, quickly said goodbye to his old man, and walked to the side courtyard.
This Liu Gongzi is Liu Jin.
It is said that his body has been very weak since he was a child, and his family was afraid that he would die early, so they sent him to this Baiyun Temple, hoping to be blessed by the Buddha.
Speaking of which, his family is now the richest person in the Great Yang Country, Emperor Qi Liuhan.
Yes, Liu Jin is the crown prince of the dynasty. Because there is no difference between the doors in this Buddhist land, everyone calls him Liu Gongzi.
I arrived at the side courtyard and creaked in through the snow in the courtyard. Before he entered the house, he heard a Qingyue voice inside speak: "Tao Yun, come in." ”
How do you know it's me? I slumped my shoulders and went in, enveloped in the warm air of the room.
Liu Jin, who was standing by the window, smiled when he heard this, "I saw it with my eyes." ”
Yes, such a magnificent and beautiful snow, he couldn't go out of the house, so he could only stand in front of the window and look at it.
Sending shoes again? He asked me.
I looked at his pale face, nodded, and then took out a packet of sun-dried plum blossoms from my bosom and handed it to him.
There was a look of surprise in his eyes, but he still stretched out his hand to take it, "Plum blossoms have become a taboo in the Great Yang Country seventeen years ago, and it is forbidden to plant and hide, where did you get it?" ”
I patted the hem of my clothes disappreciatively and sat down on the chair, "Stealing from my **, I remember you told me that you only saw plum blossoms in paintings, and brought them for you to see." ”
Though it is a wrinkled plum blossom which has dried.
Actually, there is a plum blossom in the nunnery, but I can't bear to pick it.
That's what my mother planted.
Tao Yun," he stared at the dried plum blossom in his hand for a while, and raised his eyes to look at me, "Thank you." ”
I was uncomfortable with him, and I hurriedly twisted my head to the side, "It's nothing. By the way, although plum blossoms like cold, making tea is to dispel the cold, just to warm your body. ”
Liu Jin didn't speak, just listened to me with a smile.
After a long time, his voice was still so elegant and clean.
Tao Yun, you're blushing. ”
When I returned to the nunnery, ** was chanting, and I was going to sneak back to my house, but she found out.
Come here. So I obediently went over.
How many days have you not chanted? "* Open your eyes and look at me lightly.
I glanced at the Buddha and said weakly, "Four, four days." ”
The teacher told you a long time ago, don't lie in front of the Buddha. ”
After that, she sighed again, "The teacher knows why you always don't believe in the Buddha, but your mother also hopes that you can let go of that ......."”
*," I interrupted sullenly, "I know what my mother thinks, and as soon as it's over, I'll listen to her." ”
As long as it's over.
Alas, that's it, after all, you are not a monk, and as a teacher, I can only hope that you will want to open it as soon as possible. ”
Seeing ** close my eyes again and start chanting, I walked away silently.
When I turned around, I saw the Buddha's eyes looking at me in a trance, with a trace of pity and pity.
How can a Buddha statue have an expression? I chuckled.
There are still a few days before the end of the month, and at the end of each month, Liu Han will go to Baiyun Temple to visit Liu Jin.
The plum tree left for me by my mother in the yard was scorching under the snow.
That kind of prosperity is like this country 17 years ago.
Seventeen years ago, this country was not called Da Yang, but Da Yun.
At that time, the emperor was Emperor Xu Yunbai, and Liu Han was the prime minister of Dayun.
There is only one queen Fu Xuan in Yunbai's harem, and the two of them are very affectionate, and they are envied by the world.
But seventeen years ago, when Yun Bai and Fu Xuan's only daughter Yun Tao was just one year old, Liu Han led all the courtiers to force the palace, saying that Fu Xuan charmed the monarch and Yun Bai abandoned the court.
This move has been planned for a long time.
So Yun Bai was forced to abdicate, and Liu Han was elected emperor by the ministers and changed the name of the country to Dayang.
Yun Bai and Fu Xuan escaped from the palace overnight with Yun Tao, but they were caught by people who Liu Han had already arranged for a hundred miles away.
During the fight, Yun Bai was injured by the sword countless times in order to protect Fu Xuan and Yun Tao, and finally died.
I am Yun Tao. Yun Bai is my father, and Fu Xuan is my mother.
The queen mother later told me that it had just snowed heavily on the day we were hunted.
And the blood of his father fell on the snow, which was particularly dazzling.
Later, the queen mother and I were taken back to the palace, and Liu Han told her that if she was willing to continue to be the queen, she could spare our lives.
It turns out that this Liu Han has long admired my mother, but my mother has only been my father in her eyes from beginning to end.
The queen mother didn't look at him at that time, looked at the plum blossoms in the palace and said to him: "If you want me to obey you, unless the plum blossoms in the world bloom in summer." ”
Liu Han was so angry by this humiliating refusal that he gave us death.
The ** who was ordered to execute us was ashamed of my father, so he designed to let us fake our death and sent us out of the palace.
After that, the queen mother brought me to this plum blossom hermitage.
After that, Liu Han made a strange holy decree: the whole country is forbidden to plant and hide plum blossoms.
Since then, plum blossoms have become a taboo in the Great Yang Kingdom.
I asked my mother why she liked plum blossoms so much, and she said that when she was nineteen years old, she went to the palace with her father, who was an official, to enjoy plum blossoms.
Later, after the queen mother became a monk in the nunnery, she often said: "The Buddha said that an instant is sixty moments, so in the moment when I looked at him, I had already loved him sixty times." ”
When I grew up, I often thought that I probably couldn't love someone as deeply as my mother.
* Always said, "Your mother can let go of hatred and end up with the Buddha, why can't you also let go of everything as she hopes?" ”
Actually, I used to think I could, after all, I hadn't experienced any of those things.
But when I was 10 years old, I was so excited when I happened to hear people in the nunnery talk about the presence of the crown prince in the Baiyun Temple on the opposite hill.
I thought it was a chance God gave me.
At the end of the month, I carried the tiger into the mountains early in the morning.
The tiger is not really a tiger, but a snow-white cat that I have had for five years.
It seemed to be very reluctant to be carried out of the warm room by me, and it has been extremely uncooperative with my work.
So when I finally tossed it to the tree I had chosen, the sun was already hanging high.
It seems that it has been a lot warmer these days, and Liu Jin doesn't have to stay in the house anymore, I think.
Then I heard the sound of someone approaching not far away, and hurriedly hid behind a nearby tree.
The three of them walked over to this side, and the one on the far right was Liu Jin, and the old but well-spirited one in the middle was probably my target for today, Liu Han.
The one on the left is also Liu Han's son, the second prince Liu Ce.
The snow in the mountains is as beautiful as you described. Liu Han said to Liu Ce with a smile.
Liu Shizhi glanced around slightly and said, "Erchen just listened to what the monks in the temple said. ”
Liu Jin next to him nodded, "Erchen has been staying in the house, but I didn't know that the situation in the mountains was so good." ”
I don't know if it's because of my weak heart or what, but I always feel like he's looking at me when he speaks.
The three of them got closer and closer, until they finally came to the tree where the tiger was hiding.
Then I heard the tiger being dragged by the tail and "meowing" from the tree.
When I saw that it was about to pounce on Liu Han who was directly below and scratched it fiercely, I didn't expect Liu Jin next to me to push him away violently and meet the tiger's claws with his shoulder.
There was a stabbing sound, and the clothes were torn, revealing blood marks on the shoulders.
As soon as I saw that the situation had changed, and it was Liu Jin who was injured, I hurriedly ran out from behind the tree.
Oh, I'm not here for a while, why is this beast still crazy and scratching people? ”
Saying that, I hurriedly picked up the tiger that was caught by Liu Han and hit it symbolically a few times.
Is this your brute? Liu Han looked at me.
Liu Jin, who was covering his shoulders, and Liu Ce, who was on the side, also looked at me, but with different meanings in their eyes.
Fortunately, I was well prepared, and I drew a lot of freckles on my face in advance, and I took them.