Torture yourself
Written by Zhu Yongjie
You ask, how many chili peppers have you eaten.
How can I remember it clearly?
I have eaten and eaten a lot of clear red insects and steamed vegetable buns with cold flavors.
Enjoy the torments that life has to offer.
Watch me clench my tears and bite to pieces, and listen to me grit my teeth and chew.
The taste is only spicy.
A man lives a shaky life, laughing like he has no heart or lungs.
It's this kind of stimulation that makes me remember so clearly that there is a little me in this world.
Chili pepper has made me fearlessly obsessed with life, accompanied me through many ups and downs, and inspired me to write tirelessly.
It's the role model in my heart, the talented and decent big brother.
His sudden death caused my conflagration and left me with questions that disrupted my life.
I can't guess how he felt before he left, and I was sad that I kept biting me.
Grief exacerbates my deep regret and makes me question myself about what I have done.
Happy, smooth, reassuring, and sunny.
Heartwarming, cold, deadhearted, butterfly changes and flies away.
What should we expect from sunshine to rain?
How long is it from life to death?
I have sincere kindness to people.
Yes, I expect a good ending.
Only by living well can we have the meaning of living.
Don't let down the care and encouragement of family and friends.
Be kind to yourself and empty your boring trash.
The skylight of life must not be closed!
Every ray of sunshine is for you and me.
What a precious warm memory.
The colorful countryside is endless, and the dreams of this world are worth looking forward to.
Brothers, we should have had a drink together and then played chess.
About the Author:Zhu Yongjie, male, from Xincai County, Henan Province, has worked in the county party committee for 16 years, served as deputy director of the Organization Department and Propaganda Department, member of the party group of the county CPPCC, director of the office, and ** researcher. He loves reading and learning, literary creation, and has many works published in different **, and occasionally his works have won awards.