I've been thinking about it for a long time, how to call you, whether to call you "Fangfang" or Liao Xuefang?
I'll call you "Liao Xuefang". After all, I have been calling the affectionate title "Fangfang" for more than ten years, and it was the "customary name" when we were husband and wife.
Now that the two of us have dissolved their relationship as husband and wife, it is appropriate to call you "Liao Xuefang", after all, this is a return to your original identity.
From now on, the nickname "Fangfang" will be handed over to your next office.
Although we have been nominally divorced for three years, if we take into account the events of the previous years, it has actually been close to five years.
However, I felt in my heart that we were truly divorced on that night not long ago.
So, for the past three years, I have been exercising my husband's privilege and my heart is full of doubts and wants to restrain you.
Whoever you're with makes me feel uncomfortable, angry, and angry.
We went through the divorce process three years ago, but deep down I always felt that we were not really separated, but rather like a temporary separation, waiting for the day when we would be reunited.
In fact, my behavior is just a joke in your heart.
Have I ever had a place in your heart?Even if it's just a small bit.
However, the answer is cruel, I have never entered your heart, neither in the past nor in the present.
However, after more than 10 years of experience, especially the recent incident of your new boyfriend, I gradually woke up from my dream.
Isn't this the reappearance of Hu Wei back then?There was a Hu Wei in the marriage back then, and now there is a new boyfriend outside the marriage, and there is another "** incident" up there
Back then, because of Hu Wei, we argued endlessly, fought a lot, and you even drew a knife against each other.
It's just that the sad role is still me, and it hasn't changed.
Therefore, I am deeply saddened that if I have a little place in your heart, even a little bit of sesame seed, you should not hurt me so much.
I know you're always good at finding excuses for yourself. You have been moved by me, which is why the word "wrong love" is on your lips so often.
Speaking of which, I can't help but want to settle accounts with you. If you go back further, have you really had the slightest tolerance for me in life?
Have you noticed a phenomenon that our married life seems to have been rewritten without permission?
We never had the opportunity to experience the sweetness of marriage, but were directly caught up in endless disputes.
Back then, we had endless disputes because of Cheng Wenjin's **. Back then, I asked you to delete his **, and you still questioned me, how old am I, will I delete it if you ask me to delete it?
How old am I?I tell you: because I am your husband, who has a red book, which is protected by the laws of the land.
May I ask you: **How old are you??I believe that you have not been able to answer this question until now.
Because in your heart. More important than me, the legal husband, the husband who is protected by the law.
Isn't that the truth?
Just like your entanglement with Hu Wei five years ago, I used to hysterically want to change your mind. Yet not only did you not look back, but you even broke with me by drawing your sword.
In your heart, Hu Wei is more important than me, who is legally protected by the law.
May I ask you where was the wrong love?
It's not wrong love, it's no love at all, you are unwilling to marry, you know this very well in your heart.
I don't know what kind of injustice and hurt you were before we were ten years of marriage.
So during our marriage, you transferred all the injustice and hurt you suffered in the last period to me.
I thought: This matter has something to do with Cheng Wenjin, right?Because he is always an obsession in your heart that is difficult to let go. ** is the best proof of this.
At that time, because his parents were firmly opposed, you were forced to separate, which made you unwilling. During a long period of anxiety, your hair starts to fall out and eventually becomes bald.
I think it's more appropriate for me to say the word "wrong love".
I've been in love with you for ten years, but you can rest assured that from now on, such an opportunity will never come to you again. From now on, Liao Xuefang will completely disappear from my life, and there will be no more waves.
If it weren't for the psychiatrist who gave me counseling in the past few days, I would have collapsed and fallen into a desperate situation.
In the past few days, only with the help of psychiatrists' guidance, I have been able to barely maintain my inner peace. Make yourself no longer uncomfortable.
It also made me more sober and saw your true colors.
In the past, I was resistant to counselling, believing that seeking counselling was a ridiculous act.
After confiding in the psychiatrist about my ten years of life with her and my inner feelings, I was shocked to realize that during these ten years, I was just a stand-in for your last relationship.
The hurt and injustice you suffered in your last relationship were silently transferred to me.
For so many years, I have naively thought of many reasons for her to deceive myself.
The extremes in your life and your lack of patience with me may just be a trait of your character.
I have a few more things to say about patience. I remember that after the incident between you and Hu Wei ended, I suggested that you cut off contact with him and the people in his circle. However, not only did you not follow my advice, but you also accused me of being too lenient.
If you have the slightest affection for me, you won't let a few outsiders hurt me again. In your heart, I'm not a fart in your heart.
You see, compared to Cheng Wenjin's **, Hu Wei, the people around Hu Wei, and your favorite boyfriend, my existence seems insignificant. Even, I'm nowhere near as important as your momentary emotions.
Liao Xuefang, your four relationships, Cheng Wenjin, Cao, Hu Wei, new boyfriend, only I, Cao, was trampled like a dog by you.
Cheng Wenjin dumped you back then, Hu Wei dumped you, new boyfriend here, you put your attitude towards me on him and try it to see what good fruits you have to eat.
Well, that's all there is to it. I wish you well in the future.