My husband, who is twelve years younger than me, secretly raised an outer room outside behind my back.
My little husband, who used to sleep with me in his arms every night, now looks at me with disgust.
You are no longer the peerless you, old and ugly, you can't even have children, and it is merciful for me to allow you to continue to occupy the position of wife. 」
I looked at the dark lacquered door in front of me, and the sound of piano and music could be faintly heard inside.
The maidservant Cuizhu looked at me worriedly, Miss, why don't we go back? Today is your birthday, and my uncle may be waiting for you at home with a leave of absence in advance. 」
I clutched my handkerchief tightly in both hands.
After hesitating, he walked into the small courtyard with the word Xu Fu written on the door plaque.
In the courtyard**, I only saw a bright and delicate woman stroking the piano, and I breathed a sigh of relief.
Cuizhu happily whispered in my ear, Miss, it must be the rumors that the mother-in-law and the little girl are spreading nonsense, my uncle is willing to go to the place where he dies in order to find medicine for you, how can he betray you. 」
I relaxed, and as soon as the corners of my mouth lifted, I heard the maid making tea under the grape trellis.
Miss played this song really well, but it's a pity that the old man was dominated by the old woman in the house, and he couldn't hear your fairy music from time to time. 」
The girl wrapped her fingers around the ends of her hair and raised her head slightly, Qi Ran promised me that she would definitely accept me as a concubine, and when I entered the mansion, the old woman did not have to worry about it at all. 」
Xu Fu Qiran. The words together pounded my brain.
Eh, who are you? Dare to trespass on a private house, my lord is an official, not you ordinary people can afford to provoke! 」
The little maid walked over and questioned proudly.
I only have two hostas on my head, and I am wearing light makeup, and I really don't look like an official wife.
Cuizhu stepped forward and slapped the other party directly, An outward room that can't see the light, return your master! 」
After the servant girl was beaten, she was unwilling, raised her hand to fight back, and Cuizhu scuffled with her.
Cuizhu was inferior to the opponent's brute strength and fell behind.
I frowned slightly, and quickly clamped the opponent's wrist, and with one force, I threw the person to the ground, and immediately heard the sound of broken bones.
The woman's face was tinged with anger, but she also guessed my identity and knew that it was not my opponent.
So he giggled, So you are the old woman, no, it should be an old hen who can't lay eggs, if I had you, you would have invited yourself out of the hall with a sense of humor. 」
What is the point of playing prestige in front of me now, when I am pregnant and gives birth to a son in the future, you still have to point to me to reward you with food! 」
She smiled brightly and spoke sarcastically.
As she looked up, I saw the familiar pair of sapphire South Sea pearl drop earrings on her ears.
It was when Xu Qiran accompanied me to go shopping last month, and I fell in love, but he said that another pair of Dongzhu earrings was more flattering to me.
It turned out that there was another plan behind his words.
I endured the pain in my heart, hooked the corners of my lips and smiled faintly, Since you are the master's sweetheart, it is possible to enter the house to serve, why don't you be tired today, I will teach you how to talk to the housewife! 」
Cuizhu, smash her mouth for me! 」
Cuizhu got the order, grabbed the woman's shoulder and slapped her a few times.
The woman's body was delicate, and she could only endure it for life, her eyes were hazy with tears, and her face was immediately swollen on both sides.
Murder is heart-wrenching, I continued, I still wonder why my husband wants to raise an outer room, it turns out that he just wants a tool to give birth to a son, so he didn't even tell me that he wanted to accept it. 」
You'd better get pregnant soon, and the child should see my mother-in-law as soon as possible, and when he becomes an official in the future, he can also earn me a wife. 」
When the woman heard this, her face turned blue and white, and she seemed to remember the rights that I, the original partner, had.
When Cuizhu heard this, he raised his eyebrows and snorted, I really think of myself as the master of the house! 」
I snorted coldly, didn't want to entangle with her anymore, and left with Cuizhu.
Back in the house, Xu Qiran has not come back yet.
I sent all the attendants down from the house, threw myself on the bed, and wept quietly.
Outside, a thin layer of snow pressed against the dry branches of the house.
Eight years ago, his promise to be a couple for the rest of my life seemed like yesterday.
Cuizhu came in with a bowl of noodles and looked at me with a distressed face, Miss, eat a little. 」
I turned my head in a daze and looked at her blankly, Cuizhu, is the heir really so important? But when he married me, he knew. 」
My father and brother guarded the frontier, and I grew up in Kyoto with my mother.
Later, when I was 18 years old, my mother died of illness, and my planned family relationship had to be postponed for three years.
My father and brother were worried that I would stay alone in Beijing, so they took me to the border pass, but they didn't expect that two years later, the Northern Yuan Kingdom would suddenly provoke a war.
Beiyuan's actions have been deployed for a long time, and the forces have even infiltrated the palace, and our information cannot be transmitted to the emperor's ears at all, so there is no reinforcement for a long time.
My father and brother had to defend the frontier to the death, so they sent someone to risk my life to send me out of the enemy's encirclement, I took the front-line intelligence sent to Beijing, soaked in the cold pool in late autumn for a night to avoid the pursuit, but also caused a cold disease and was infertile for life.
The battle was so tragic that by the time reinforcements arrived, my father and brother had already died on the battlefield.
I was alone and ill, and my marriage was cancelled.
originally wanted to keep the title of county lord canonized by the emperor and the glory and wealth, so he lived his life quietly and quietly.
But Xu Qiran wanted to provoke me, and when he was only eight years old, he dared to run to me and say that he wanted to marry me.
He pestered me for ten years and finally made that promise.
And more than once promised, said twice.
My dead heart began to beat, but I remembered the family affairs that had been dismissed, so in the end I refused.
Qi Ran, I am narrow-minded and can't tolerate other women sharing husbands with me, but I can't have children, there is no solution to this matter, don't mention it again. 」
Xu Qiran grabbed my shoulder, and the affection in his eyebrows and eyes overflowed, I don't care, I Xu Qiran only needs you to be your wife! What children, what women I can do without! 」
If you don't want to marry, I will continue to wait by your side, and when I am old, you will believe that I don't care if I have children, I only care about you! 」
His eyes were so eager and determined that every night when I was happy, I felt that I had made a good decision.
But when did that look start to disappear?
I think it was two years ago.
Cuizhu's choking sound pulled me back from my memories.
Miss, you lost your qualification to be a mother for the sake of guarding the border and the people of the world, you are right. 」
Since my uncle is doing this behind my back, it means that I still care about you in my heart, and when my uncle comes back, you will press the ignition and say it well. 」
Cuizhu grew up with me since she was a child, and in order to serve me, she has never been married, and I have long regarded her as a relative in my heart.
Hearing her words, I felt even more confused, Cuizhu, I can't have my own child, and I also know that leaving that woman to give birth to a child and holding it under my knee to raise it from an early age is the best choice. 」
But I can't tolerate the existence of a third person in a marriage, but in this world, three wives and four concubines are common, and I don't know why I have such deviant thoughts in my head. 」
Cuizhu covered her mouth, tears couldn't help but fall down anymore, she wanted to speak and stopped, and finally only said one sentence, No matter what decision Miss makes, Cuizhu is by your side. 」
I can see that what Cuizhu really wants to say is not this.
When I first got married, Xu Qiran said that he didn't want me to be with my former friend all day long, and his eyes were full of me, so I should also be full of him.
Later, Xu Qiran said that I was the housewife, I should be elegant and steady, and people would laugh at me when I always danced with guns and sticks.
Later, there was a lot more about what I should do.
Because I love him, I slowly sink down and become more and more stable.
Every time Xu Qiran and I want me to change, and I choose to compromise, Cuizhu will inadvertently show such a desire to speak and stop expression.
I think Cuizhu should feel sorry for my concession, but she thinks that my concession can be exchanged for happiness, so every time she wants to say something, she finally becomes silent.
A light snow began to fall outside the window, and my cold began to attack again, and my knees felt like the wind had penetrated into them, and I felt numb and swollen.
Cuizhu hurriedly called someone to bring the medicine up, covered me with a small quilt, and stuffed two soup women on her legs.
Miss, thanks to your uncle, the winter before marriage was even more difficult. 」
The thought of this relieved my dull heart.
Yes, he is willing to go for me where he dies.
In the winter of the first year we got married, he knew that my feet were prone to cold, and asked me to put my feet on his stomach before going to bed.
I felt ashamed and unwilling to live or die.
But he didn't dare to force it for fear of annoying me, so he had to sulk there, and finally saw that I still refused, and he cried angrily to himself.
With red eyes and an aggrieved look, Wen Yanxin, why don't you let it go? I'm going to warm your feet! I'm going to warm you for the rest of your life! 」
His voice was so loud that it was about to reach the door.
I was so ashamed that I was busy covering his mouth, but he took advantage of this to hold me, You don't let me be your foot warmer, if you don't give it to me, you will go around muttering. 」
The tears in the corners of his eyes had not dried up, and there was already a smug look on his face, and his eyebrows and eyes were crooked.
I couldn't laugh bitterly, so I had to put my foot on it.
But he hugged him tightly as if he had a treasure.
In the evening, after the dishes were heated over and over again, Xu Qiran finally came back.
The smile that had just hung on my face froze at the sight of the woman following him.
As soon as Xu Qiran entered the door, he smiled and said, Madam, I plan to take Lin Ru'er as your concubine, you choose a day to carry her into the mansion. 」
Lin Ru'er smiled defiantly at me.
My eyes flashed slightly, but I still squeezed out a smile, and it took me a while to find my voice, Husband, today is my birthday. 」
Xu Qiran nodded disapprerovingly, I know, by the way, I have a colleague who just joined the company who knew about your birthday, and specially sent you a painting. 」
The little guy immediately opened the scroll in his hand, and the picture on it was the pine crane prolonging the year, Madam, Lord Su said I wish you happiness like the East China Sea, and longevity than Nanshan. 」
My heart was shocked, this is a blessing word used by the elderly.
Lin Ru'er looked suddenly realized next to her, Husband, this Lord Su is the one who gave Lu Qiqin to me when I moved into the small courtyard of Wenxi Lane, right? 」
In ancient times, Sima Xiangru was the heart of the Pomeranians, and he played the phoenix with the green qi.
Lin Ruer said this thing specifically, but she just wanted to take the opportunity to humiliate me, they are talented and beautiful, and I am an old man.
Lin Ru'er covered her mouth as if she had said something wrong, and said anxiously, Sister, this Master Su has just joined the company and has no eyes, you are 38, and your husband is only 26, according to your age, if you are two or three years older, you can be your husband's mother. 」
Master Su probably ignored the relationship just thinking about his age, so don't be angry with him. 」
You don't look old, at least not like 38, like. 37。」
Speaking of this, Lin Ru'er couldn't hide a smile in her eyes.
I gritted my teeth slightly, looked at Xu Qiran with my eyes open, and unconsciously carried grievances in my voice, Qi Ran. 」
He glanced at me lightly, Ru'er has a straightforward personality, and what they said is right, at the age of 38, she is already a grandmother, do you have to be blind? 」
What is your own situation, you have to have points in your heart, don't deceive yourself with such a girlish posture all day long. 」
I was shocked by his words.
Before I got married, Xu Qiran's pursuit of me, an older orphan girl, was already highly discussed by everyone, and many people in the circle questioned and even attacked me for being so old and shamelessly seducing young men.
It was my sworn enemy who said this, the third lady of the Yongchang Marquis Mansion.
He couldn't deal with the woman, so he beat her own brother.
But he is a scholar, and he is the opponent of the second son who has been practicing martial arts since he was a child.
But in the end, it was quite a match.
Just because Xu Qiran was like crazy when he beat someone, he didn't want to die.
Xu Qiran broke an arm, and the other party broke a leg.
I heard that the onlookers were stupid at the time.
I haven't heard anything like that since.
He was the one who put an end to all this talk at first, and now he has brought it all to me.
Tears couldn't help but fill my eyes, and I cautiously verified, Qi Ran, you said you didn't care about this, didn't you? 」
He looked at me and sighed lightly, If you want to hate, hate Qing and I was not born, I am old. 」
I was stunned, what he said at the beginning was, If it weren't for you in this life, why worry about green silk with white clothes. 」
The aftermath of these words still lingered in my ears, and he looked at me impatiently.
Yanxin, it doesn't matter if I don't care, you look at your current appearance, you will be sick in winter, in the house of a fifty or sixty-year-old woman, the smell of medicine is not as heavy as yours, who doesn't say that you are thirty-eight years old, and you look like a forty-something. 」
I looked down at myself, there was no decoration on my pale dress, and even on my birthday, I was wearing a ruby silk bracelet more than usual.
On the other hand, this woman is wearing a long skirt with colorful gold thread acacia flowers, and half an arm with flowers on the outside.
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