It just dawned on me.
Put all the troubles and pains of the past.
All thrown out of the clouds.
All beings are self-grasping.
Indulge in the sea of life and death.
Every day for an illusory goal.
Rack your brains and use all means.
The ending is unbearable embarrassment.
I used to think that I would let go when I understood the reason.
But a hazy illusion.
It also made me intoxicated.
Makes me doubt. Am I going astray.
How many times involuntarily.
I see myself as a tragic character.
It's that narcissistic.
I want to play a vigorous show.
Sink and sink again.
Fallen into the valley of infatuation.
I can't tell the difference between southeast and northwest.
I was in a state of extreme panic.
Until they are in danger of jumping off a cliff.
In such a moment of extreme helplessness.
I'm finally willing to admit it.
Paranoia, greed, selfishness.
Self-centered.
These are the things I care about.
It's mine that cares.
Deviled**.
Makes me look ugly......
That's it. My subconscious struck out.
I checked my thoughts.
Eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body.
I scoffed. Where is the once sane self?
Obviously self-sufficient.
Why do you want to go out desperately?
Life is nothing but an experience.
How much time there is.
For you to waste? This time I really let go.
I chose to face it bravely!
Pain and happiness are relative.
Bitterness and happiness go hand in hand.
The reason is so simple.
But it has to be unfathomable.
What is bad about the things of the world?
It's obviously a discriminating mind!
So I realized. I felt in the dark.
There is an endless supply of power!
And the all-pervading love.
Shine like the sun.
Warm as spring! 