Text|Baili Ziqing.
In the night sky of the Emotional Beauty series, there are countless stars. Perhaps, I can convey my heartfelt thoughts to you through them.
However, the search was fruitless. I've been separated for so long, but I still can't let go and can't forget.
I wanted to borrow a star to send my thoughts, but suddenly I couldn't find a suitable star. A hint of hesitation suddenly rose in my heart, maybe this will still disturb you.
At this moment, you should have let go of me.
At night, your figure always comes to mind, remembering the figure you were away from when you were separated. I watched you get into the car and close the door. Then the car starts slowly, and after a split second the lights flash, you disappear into the night.
There were a lot of stars in the night sky that night. They twinkle and flicker, as if they were crying. I was in the same place, and I couldn't let go of it for a long time. I tried to catch up, but my feet wouldn't listen. Suddenly froze in place.
I don't know how long it took before I slowly left. I didn't get drunk because I knew I wouldn't be able to let myself go. That night, I was alone in our rental room, hiding in the corner, counting the stars in the starry sky outside the window, listening to the ticking of the clock until dawn.
In my head, I recalled the bits and pieces of the past. When the first rays of the morning sun shine through the window, scattered on my face. At this moment, I came back to reality. Last night, it was like a dream. Now, it's time to wake up.
I can't do that anymore, I have to clean up right now because I still have to go to work.
It's night, I'm looking for you in the stars
I've lost count of how many nights I've thought of you. It seems like a long time coming. It seems like it was yesterday.
Work is normal, but life is not back on track. I want to forget you, but I can't. The more you want to forget, the more you remember.
I'd love to give you a ** and send a message. But the edited information was slowly deleted by me.
I can't go back, I really can't go back. in the mind. It's always been that voice.
It seems like I've gone back to my normal life. But only I know in my heart that this feeling of emptiness is like losing my soul.
It turns out that it is so difficult to let go of a person and a relationship.
I also know that sooner or later I will let go, and I will be relieved. But at the moment, I don't see this kind of light. I understand all those truths. The people around me will also be kind enough to comfort me. But I just can't let go.
Perhaps, if you really love, you won't be able to come out so easily.
The kind of helplessness that I really want to see but can't find any reason may only be understood by those who have really experienced it.
yes, love the night. But at the same time, I am afraid of the night.
Because at night, you can miss quietly. I can put my thoughts on it. But at night, it is also a lonely existence, whenever the night wind blows across my face and pulls me back to reality. It's really uncomfortable to stare at the place where you used to live together, that kind of hysterical helplessness.
What is true love? Straight Christians promise life and death.
Some people say: It is this kind of regretful love that can make us unforgettable. But I still can't understand why we still have to separate when we love each other?
I know that you may still be thinking about me and still loving me. But what's the use of all this? We're still separated.
Some people also say that since they are separated, it means that they are not in love. And I don't agree with that.
If two people are together, they can't live a happier life. Or that you can't bring better happiness to the other person. Well, I'd rather choose to let go. Because letting go is also a form of love.
Zhang Ailing once said: I love you and am willing to give up everything for you, including you.
Admittedly, giving up is a pain. But if you're not happy, I'll be in more pain.
Perhaps many people choose to let go, and that's because of this. It's not that I don't love it, but I have no choice but to do this.
Compared to making the other party happy, choosing to let go seems to be the best choice. Two people who love each other don't have to be together.
And the love of the past can only remain in memory.
Although I still think about it, my thoughts will still float in the starry sky. But as time goes on, less and less can remember your face. In my memory, your figure is getting more and more blurred.
Maybe by this time, we are about to come out and really let go.
At this time, when I think of my former feelings, I have lost a lot of waves in my heart. I have experienced a lot of things, and I have gained a lot of insights into my understanding of feelings.
At this time, maybe the former he has been married and had children, and he has lived a very happy life. And he may have formed a family, or he is still alone.
In fact, it doesn't matter what the situation is.
The important thing is that I am really relieved.
This may be the general experience of letting go of a relationship. I'm sure many people have experienced it. If you love deeply, and then you separate, you will be left with this kind of regret. But even so, we will find a way to let go.
Emotional matters, since they have become history, let it remain in the bottom of my heart. In this way, it can be regarded as a good home.
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