A 68-year-old man left a 7-page suicide note at the Star Pier in Hong KongLeap into the sea
The suicide note is full of anger towards Andy Lau, the king of heaven.
This old man is Yang Lijuan's father, Yang Qinji, who tried to use death to achieve his daughter's dream of chasing stars.
And Yang Lijuan is the crazy fan who forced his father to sell his house and kidney, and he wanted to see Andy Lau until he forced his father to death.
Time will make a person grow, and it will also make a person wake up.
16 years later, Yang Lijuan began to wake up, but the former Yang family could never go back.
The father's bottomless doting led to tragedy
In 1977, Yang Lijuan was born in an ordinary family in Agan Town, Lanzhou City.
His father, Yang Qinji, was a teacher, and his mother, Tao Juying, was unemployed.
This family group embodies the most realistic side of human nature, taking what they need.
Yang Qinji is 14 years older than Tao Juying, Yang Qinji was 37 years old when they met, and Tao Juying was only 23 years old.
Tao Juying's family background is not good, because Yang Qinji has a formal job, so she married Yang Qinji under the persuasion of her family.
Even she herself said:"I've always looked down on him, so much older than me. ”
In the second year of marriage, they had their own child, Yang Lijuan.
At this time, 38-year-old Yang Qinji was extremely excited and loved his daughter even more.
But the life of a family of three is not happy.
Although Yang Qinji has a stable job, he has no ambitions, and he has always been just an ordinary teacher, and the two often quarrel because of this.
Tao Juying not only quarreled with her husband, but also often beat her children. The more Tao Juying beats the child, the more Yang Qinji dotes on his daughter.
A colleague commented on Yang Qinji: "As long as his daughter is happy, he can do anything." ”
Yang Lijuan wanted to drink a drink, but Yang Qinji, who had no money, went to the store to steal it.
The doting on his daughter has lost his principles, and he can't tell whether this is love or harm.
When Yang Lijuan was in her second year of junior high school, she told her father that she didn't want to go to school, and Yang Qinji agreed to her daughter's dropout.
Even though the teacher went to Yang's house many times to persuade Yang Lijuan's parents to let their children go to school.
But Yang Qinji would only say to the teacher: "The child doesn't want to read, and I can't help it." ”
Love her, but don't think about her future, such a father will eventually pay the price for his choice.
After dropping out of school, Yang Lijuan stayed at home all day watching TV.
One night when she was 16 years old, Yang Lijuan, who was asleep, had a dream in which a man was holding her hand and running.
Another day, Yang Lijuan walked into a house in a dream, and the house had a tape with the words:
You are my woman. ”
Yang Lijuan happily told her father about her dream, and saw that her beloved daughter was happy because of her dream, and the old father was also very happy.
Since then, Yang Qinji has been very careful at home at night, afraid that the sound of walking will disturb his daughter's dreams.
Yang Qinji said: "When you bring food to your daughter, you have to be careful not to make a disturbance, and your daughter will not eat." ”
Yang Lijuan, who is intoxicated by dreams, may be the happiest, because when dreams come true, they have to pay a price.
One day, Yang Lijuan saw Andy Lau's poster at the same school, and she was stunned.
She was excited and excited, because Liu Tianwang on the poster was the person in her dream, the person who took her to run.
This sudden sense of happiness overwhelmed Yang Lijuan's mind, she believed that all this was fate, and she must see Andy Lau and tell him her dream.
So she told her father about the idea.
Yang Qinji thought that as long as his daughter could be happy and happy, she could do anything, so she signed up for a tour group to Hong Kong and asked her to find Andy Lau.
The cost of Yang Lijuan's trip is9900 yuan, which is the only savings that the Yang family has. And the living expenses of the entire Yang family are all supported by Yang Qinji's meager pension.
Yang Lijuan spent all her family's savings to go to Hong Kong, but she only brought back disappointment, because she didn't see the person she wanted to see.
If Yang Lijuan gives up, then the Yang family can live a normal life, and she will continue to enjoy her father's favor.
However, she didn't.
didn't see her idol, Yang Lijuan has been unhappy.
When the old father saw it, it hurt in his heart. How can a person who dotes on his daughter without a bottom line bear to see his daughter like this?
This time, he wants to take his daughter to Hong Kong by himself.
The family had no money, so Yang Qinji bought the house. Selling the only place for a family of three, they can only rent a house.
With money, Yang Lijuan, accompanied by her father, went to Hong Kong again to find her dream. As long as they hear the news of Andy Lau, the father and daughter will not miss any opportunity.
This time, they still came back in vain.
More than half of the money from the sale of the house was spent, and in addition to paying the rent, the remaining money could no longer support Yang Lijuan to continue chasing stars.
But at this time, seeing that Andy Lau had become Yang Lijuan's demon, she still had to continue to look for it.
Yang Qinji's bottom line of doting on his daughter was once again lowered.
In order to raise money, Yang Qinji was ready to sell his kidney, he said: "You can live without one kidney, and you must fulfill the doll's wish to go to Hong Kong to find him." ”
And Yang Lijuan, who was addicted to dreams, told her father: "It's a bit dangerous to sell a kidney, you'd better borrow it." ”
The father's doting without going offline, and the madness of his daughter's obsession are pushing the family into the abyss.
At this time, ** has begun to pay attention to Yang Lijuan's star-chasing, and rushed to Lanzhou to interview the Yang family's father and daughter.
Subsequently, Yang Qinji said to Andy Lau through **: "I hope you can meet our children alone." ”
But Andy Lau knew about it.
responded publicly: "Asking my father to sell his house and kidney to see me is disloyalty and unfilial piety." ”
and issued a document to persuade the Yang family's father and daughter to stop this behavior.
At this time, the father and daughter of the Yang family didn't pay attention to these at all, but continued to shout through **: "I really hope that Andy Lau can meet Juanjuan, listen to her dream, and our family will come back to live a good life." ”
So, in March 2007, the Yang family went to Hong Kong with their last hope and borrowed more than 10,000 yuan.
On March 25th, with the help of **, Yang Lijuan's Andy Lau fans in Andy Xintiandi will meet the man in their dreams.
On the same day, there were hundreds of people at the event, and Yang Lijuan only took a photo with Andy Lau, and the event ended quickly.
Before she had time to talk about her dreams, it was all over, and Yang Lijuan was extremely sad.
The daughter is so sad, and the father's heart aches. As long as he can make his daughter happy, he is willing to do anything.
In the early morning of March 26, Yang Lijuan had fallen asleep in the hotel, and Yang Qinji and his wife were sitting in a fast food restaurant next to the hotel.
His wife fell asleep on the dining table, but Yang Qinji was completely sleepy. In order for his daughter's "dream" to come true, Yang Qinji is ready to make a last stand.
In the end, Yang Qinji left a 7-page suicide note on the dining table, and came to Hong Kong's Star Pier alone to commit suicide by jumping into the sea.
"I'm dead, and you Andy Lau still want to see my child. ”
This is Yang Qinji's anger, and it is also the last thing that an unprincipled father does for his crazy beloved daughter.
However, the death of Yang's father did not wake his daughter up from the "dream".
Yang Lijuan did not regret her father's death, but went even further, because she felt that seeing Andy Lau was her father's last wish.
"The surname Liu, you must see me, this is my father's last wish! ”
This is her shouting to Andy Lau through **.
Without his father's support, his pursuit of his "dream" behavior was completely stopped.
After Yang Qinji's death, the family lost their economy, and they no longer had money to support Yang Lijuan to chase stars.
Without a father, no one took her to Hong Kong to find Andy Lau anymore.
At this moment, she shouted in pain: "Dad, Dad, why did you leave me behind, what should I do?" ”
Her father's death hit Yang Lijuan hard, but she never thought that her father's death had anything to do with her.
In desperation, she and her mother returned to Lanzhou with their father's ashes and scattered their father's ashes into the Yellow River.
* The attention to Yang Lijuan is very high, and the people of Lanzhou are ashamed of her. The notorious of forcing her father to jump into the sea has become a label that she can't shake off.
Wherever Yang Lijuan goes, she will be despised and cursed, and the house they rent is often disturbed.
In order to avoid people's attention, she and her mother changed places.
Although the residence can be changed, the most difficult problem in front of Yang Lijuan still needs to be solved.
It's how to live with her mother, she can no longer live the life of being spoiled as a princess.
She first went to the community to run the subsistence allowance, and the staff said that she:
If I had such a daughter, I would have kicked her out a long time ago, and I am really not ashamed to receive a subsistence allowance at such a young age. ”
She went to take the bus, and before she could get on the bus, the driver closed the door.
In desperation, Yang Lijuan began to go out to look for a job.
He went to a restaurant to apply for a job, and as soon as the boss saw her, he said:
You are the Yang Lijuan who forced her father to jump into the sea, right? My temple here is small, and I can't accommodate you. Let's go, don't throw your guests off. ”
In the end, it was a friend of my father who felt pity for the mother and daughter and introduced Yang Lijuan to a job in a grain and oil store.
The owner of the grain and oil store is also a good person, and he encouraged Yang Lijuan: "If you make a mistake, correct it and work hard." ”
In this way, Yang Lijuan began a normal life.
After many years, Yang Lijuan appeared in front of the camera again, and it was she who participated in Lu Yu's "Yu See Later".
At this time, Yang Lijuan was over 40 years old and still unmarried.
She works as a shopping guide in a supermarket, with a monthly salary of about 2,000 yuan, lives in a low-rent house, and lives an ordinary life.
When she has time, she will go to volunteer to enrich her life.
For so many years, although there are few topics about Yang Lijuan in society, she doesn't pay attention to them and doesn't want to be disturbed.
Today, she lives an ordinary life and has become an "ordinary person".
Time can make a person mature slowly, and it can also make people understand the truth of the matter.
Lu Yu once asked Yang Lijuan: "If you could do it all over again, would you still choose this?"”
"No," she said. ”
At this time, Yang Lijuan had realized that her obsession had killed her father, and remorse had been imprinted in her heart.
She vowed not to marry for the rest of her life.
Standing on the edge of the Yellow River, tears of remorse flowed from his eyes.
If she had woken up earlier, none of this would have happened.
If words don't wake a person up, the price will wake him up.
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