Reminder before reading: This article is based on reality and contains fictional creations.
When Ah Yan left, I went to see him off, but he didn't inform anyone but me.
I was sitting in the waiting area with Ah Yan, and he turned his head to look at me, and he asked me, "Do you regret it?" ”
What do you regret? ”
He looked at me, and then suddenly laughed softly, as if he was really happy, and the immature face in the depths of my memory began to gradually coincide, "In the future, I will get married, I will give my wife the best love in the world, I will have children, it may be a little boy, it may be a little princess." In this life, just like that, ordinary and happy. ”
After a pause, he said, "Ke Xu Yan, my wife, it's not you." ”
I chuckled and looked into his dark eyes, "In that case, then you don't want to come back, never, never again." ”
Ah Yan lowered his head for a long time before he spoke: "Xu Yan, you tell me, when did the girl I have been watching since I was a child become what she is now?" ”
Ah Yan stood up, dragged his luggage, and left without looking back.
After a long time, I muttered: "It was from the day when I was ten years old, on that rainy day when lightning and thunder roared, my Chinese teacher wanted to give me a make-up lesson, and you went home first with the rain and smoke." ”
When the siren sounded, I was not afraid, I was not panicked, only calm.
I sat in the interrogation room, having not eaten or drunk a drop of water for a day and a night, and the bright light shone on my face and forced me to wake up.
The female officer stood up and kicked over the chair she was sitting in a rage, "* To record a statement?" looks like he's wronged and doesn't say why, ** record a confession to die? The dagger on Professor Gu's chest has been tested, and it is your fingerprint, you still look innocent? ”
I listened without saying a word, lowered my head, and the female officer walked around the table, walked up to me, grabbed my hair, and forced me to look at her.
But I didn't feel any pain at all, because since I was ten years old, I had been pulling at my hair and banging against the wall in the middle of sleepless nights. Only in this way can I ease the fear in my heart.
The female police officer said viciously: "You have killed everyone, don't you dare to record a confession?" ”
There was a letter in my pocket, which I wrote when I was sitting next to Gu Yao's corpse, waiting for the police to come and arrest me, I grinned and said, "After recording, please help me hand over the letter in my pocket to Yang Yuyan, and tell her that if Chen Yan comes back and gets married and has children, give the letter to Chen Yan." If he's not married, never tell him what happened to me. ”
The female police officer loosened my hair, picked up the chair she had just kicked over, and scolded, "Let you make a record, not let you die." ”
The female officer began to put away her temper, got into the mood, turned on the recorder, and flipped through the notebook.
Are you and Gu Qi a couple? ”
Be. "Why did you kill Professor Gu, what is your relationship with him? ”
He was my primary school teacher. ”
Ah Yan and I have grown up together since we were children, and when I was very young, I liked to follow Ah Yan and call him "Brother Ah Yan".
A long, long time ago, I wanted to marry Ah Yan.
When I was a child, my parents were busy with work and often couldn't take care of me, but my parents and Ah Yan's parents were good friends, so they put me at Ah Yan's house when they were not at home.
Uncle Chen took the most care of me, and at that time, Aunt Chen always liked to tease me, saying, "Yan Yan likes us Ah Yan so much, so will you marry us Ah Yan in the future?" ”
I said yes, yes, I want to marry Ah Yan the most.
Before I was in junior high school, Ah Yan would pick me up from school every day, and by the way, I also brought Yang Yuyan with me.
Yang Yuyan is the same age as me, she is my good friend, she lives across the door from my house, she loves to come to me to play together, and will follow me to Ayan's house to play, she always sweetly calls "Brother Ayan".
The next day, Ah Yan came to pick me up and Yang Yuyan to go to school as usual, and it was drizzling in the morning.
I deliberately didn't take an umbrella, and righteously refused Yuyan's proposal to let me play an umbrella with her, and squeezed into Ah Yan's umbrella and squeezed into Ah Yan's arms.
Later, in many sleepless nights, staring at the dim wall with my eyes wide open, I would always think of this day, remember the original appearance of Ah Yan and I, and think of the very little warmth in my life.
Thinking of the best boy in the world, he clearly said not to fight with me with an umbrella, but he still hugged me tightly and leaned the umbrella towards me.
But I thought, if it wasn't good for this day, then I would definitely be able to marry Ah Yan, and it would be good if I didn't have this day.
At the end of school in the afternoon, I was left by the Chinese teacher to rewrite and make up the lessons because I answered the Chinese paper badly.
The Chinese teacher's surname is Gu, he is a male teacher, thirty years old and upward, wearing black-framed eyes, likes to wear white shirts, and looks like Sven.
Ah Yan and Yuyan stood outside the office waiting for me, and then Ah Yan knocked on the office door, walked in and bent down and said to me who was writing the question: "Yang Yuyan, she is not feeling well, I will take her back first, and then pick you up, okay?" ”
I nodded, stopped my pen, and looked out the window, "It's raining so hard, you must remember to pick me up." ”
Ah Yan left first with Yuyan, and I was concentrating on writing the scroll, but Teacher Gu spoke.
He said, "I have a son who is about your age. ”
I raised my head to look at him, and he asked me with concern: "Chen Yan's parents come to every parent-teacher meeting, what about your parents?" ”
I bit the tip of my pen and said, "Mom and Dad are very busy, and they come home very late, and sometimes when they don't go home, I go to Ayan's house to sleep." ”
Teacher Gu took off the black-framed eyes, threw them on the desk, smiled, naturally rolled up his sleeves, stood up, ripped off his tie, and said, "In this way, the teacher will come to see how your homework is doing." ”
When Ah Yan came to pick me up, Teacher Gu was gone, leaving me and a crumpled Chinese paper alone.
I lowered my head, and Ah Yan asked me a little anxiously, "What's wrong?" Are you unhappy when you come back late? ”
It took me a while to look up at Ah Yan, smiled, and said, ".