When the sun set, I sat in the study, holding an old four treasures of the study, the tip of the pen gently brushed the rice paper, and my heart was clear. Just as I was about to start writing this story related to Cancer, I suddenly remembered an ancient saying: "Those who know others are wise, and those who know themselves are wise." "I decided to take a Cancer perspective and delve into my own shortcomings and find the warmth and fragility of my heart.
As a Cancer, I know in my heart that my wild suspicions are like stars in the night sky, sometimes bright, sometimes dim. In the depths of my heart, there is always a trace of uneasiness, like a thin drizzle, dripping, filling the entire heart. I know that this kind of wild suspicion will only hurt me, but I can't extricate myself. Perhaps, only by learning to face it honestly can we penetrate the fog in our hearts and see the sunshine in our hearts.
Emotionally, I am often like a paper kite blown by the wind, high and low, unable to suppress the inner waves. When something unsatisfactory happens, it will surge like a spring, overflowing the heart and permeating the four wildernesses. I am well aware of the shortcomings of this emotionality, but I can't fully control it. Perhaps, we need to learn how to regulate our emotions, so that our hearts are as calm as a lake, and we are not disturbed by the wind and waves in the outside world.
Love and grudges seem to be a shadow in the deepest part of my heart, whether it is a big or small thing, it will be firmly engraved in my memory, like a stubborn vine, rooted in my heart. I know that this habit of holding grudges can affect my relationships with others, but I can't let go of it completely. Perhaps, we need to learn to be tolerant, release the resentment in our hearts, and let our hearts be liberated and embrace true freedom.
My soft-hearted heart is my most secret side, whether it is for friends or enemies, I always have good thoughts and desire to give help and warmth. Even if I am hurt, I will choose to forgive, because I know that hatred will only trap my heart. Perhaps, you need to learn to protect yourself, learn to be strong in softness, so that you will no longer be easily injured.
Procrastination, the most obvious symptom in my body, is always procrastinating to solve the problem, and I don't rush until the last minute. I know that this habit of procrastination will affect my development, but I can't completely get rid of it. Perhaps, you need to learn to take the first step, face problems bravely, and no longer run away from them, in order to truly grow.
Late at night, I put away my pen and ink, and my thoughts twinkled like stars. I know the Cancer self very well, it is a deep ocean, carrying endless emotions and thoughts. Perhaps, only in self-analysis can we truly comprehend the inner strength and find the direction to move forward.
The twelve zodiac signs have their own feelings, and the Cancer has a temperament like the tide. Suspicious, often insomnia, gratuitous conjecture. Emotional, easy to worry, and difficult to control in my heart. Love and grudges, it is difficult to let go, and grievances and hatreds are firmly remembered. The heart is too soft, it is easy to be hurt, and others apologize and forgive. Procrastination is always with you, and problem solving is often delayed. The shortcomings of the constellation need to be known, and the cultivation of the heart is more free.