I stood in the doorway, dumbfounded, as if the whole world had collapsed in an instant. It's impossible, I keep repeating the word in my heart, but everything in front of me is so real, so undeniable.
I crept into the bedroom, my heart beating like a drum, every step felt like stepping on sharp broken glass. They lay on the bed, her head resting on his chest, his hand around her slender waist, as if both were immersed in some kind of blissful dream, completely unaware that I was in their world.
I can explain. Her voice suddenly rang out in the room, breaking the confusion in my mind. She looked up, her eyes full of panic and helplessness, but with a hint of determination. "I know it looks bad, but ......”
But what? I interrupted her, my voice filled with anger and pain, "Do you think there is any explanation for this?" ”
Her expression turned painful, and her eyes glistened with tears. "He came back to me and he said he regretted it, that he still loved me ......”
You trust him so easily? My voice sharpened, "You've just forgotten our past, our promises?" ”
She closed her eyes, tears streaming down her cheeks, "I don't know, I'm confused, I don't know what I'm going to do......."”
I felt a wave of despair rush over me, and I wanted to grab her, shake her awake, and tell her that it was all just a nightmare, but the reality was so cruel and unforgiving.
Do you have to choose, is it or me? I asked, my voice low but firm, I needed an answer, whatever the outcome.
She looked up, her eyes full of confusion and hesitation. "I don't know. ”
I felt a sharp pain in my chest, as if something was tearing through my heart. I turned and walked out of the bedroom and out of the house, the cold wind biting as if echoing the torment in my heart.
Back in the outside world, everything seems to have lost its color and meaning. I don't know where I'm going to go, what I'm going to do, how I'm going to face it all.
Time passed in my hands, but I felt stagnant and unable to escape this endless nightmare. I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself, but the pain in my heart was so heavy and unbearable.
I am reminded of the happiness we once had, the sweetness we once had, the promise we once had. I remembered her smile, her eyes, everything about her. But now, it all seems to have been shattered, a wreckage that cannot be repaired.
I knew I had to face reality and I had to make a choice. But I don't know what I should choose, how I should choose.
I wandered alone in the long nights, I thought, I struggled. I know that no matter what I choose, someone will be hurt and someone will pay.
But I also know that I have to make a choice, I have to take responsibility for my life, for my future.
I took a deep breath, looked up, and walked off into the distance. No matter what lies ahead, no matter what the outcome is, I have to face it bravely, and I have to move forward strongly. Because this is life, this is reality, no one can run away from it, no one can avoid it.
I don't know what challenges the future will bring, I don't know how many difficulties I will face, but I know that as long as I persevere, as long as I work hard, I will definitely be able to find my own happiness.