In our relationship, there always seems to be such a phenomenon: we only remember the other person's fault, but forget the other person's good; We only remember how sad the other party made us, but we forgot that the other party also put down their dignity and catered to us without a bottom line. This phenomenon makes our feelings fragile and unstable, and our hearts become tired and lonely.
I used to love you deeply, and I would do anything for you. I let go of my dignity and cater to you without a bottom line, just to make you happy and make you feel my love. I remember what you like to eat, what you like to wear, what songs you like to listen to, what movies you like to watch. I remember your birthday, your preferences, your dreams. I remember everything about you because you are the most important person in my life.
However, you only remember my mistakes, but you forget my goodness. You always accuse me, criticize me, and even scold me when I make mistakes. You always leave me when I make you sad, ignore me, and even hate me. You always reject me, indifferent me, and even hurt me when I need you. You always laugh at me, question me, and even deny me when I want to change. You never seem to have thought about why I made mistakes, why I hurt you, why I needed you, why I wanted to change.
You only see my surface, but you don't see my heart. You have heard my words, but not my voice. You only feel my emotions, but you don't feel my emotions. You only know what I did, but you don't know why I did it. You only know what kind of person I am, but you don't know what kind of person I want to be. You only know that I love you, but you don't know how much I love you.
Do you know? When you accuse me, when you leave me, when you reject me, when you laugh at me, when you question me, when you deny me, my heart bleeds. I felt endless pain and despair. I don't know what I have to do, what I have to do to make you happy and happy. I don't know if I'm still qualified to love you, and if I'm capable of loving you. I don't know how long I can hold out or how long I can wait.
But even in such a situation, even in the case of you treating me like this, I still did not give up my love for you. I'm still willing to give everything for you, even my life. I'm still willing to change myself for you, even if it's my personality. I'm still willing to wait for you, even if it's for a lifetime.
Because I know that in this world, no one is more important than you. No one makes me happy and makes me happy more than you. No one makes me feel the meaning and value of love more than you. No one makes me feel alive and meaningful more than you. You are my one, my all, my eternity.
So, please stop remembering only my mistakes and forgetting my goodness. Please stop just remembering how sad I made you, but forgetting that I also put down my dignity and had no bottom line to cater to you. Please stop remembering only my surface and forgetting my heart. Please stop remembering my words and forgetting my voice. Please stop remembering only my emotions and forgetting my emotions. Please stop remembering what I did and not knowing why I did it. Please stop remembering what kind of person I am and not knowing what kind of person I want to be. Please stop remembering that I love you and not knowing how much I love you.
Please give me a chance to prove my love with my actions. Please give me a time to win your heart with my change. Please give me hope and let me make our dreams come true with my waiting. Please give me a future and let me spend my life with you forever.
Please trust me, I love you.