That day, I was sitting in a café, anxiously waiting for my ex-husband Wu Hai, and I drove hundreds of kilometers just to negotiate with him. As soon as Wu Hai appeared, I hurriedly asked: Can you let me meet Yueyue, I want to recognize her.
Wu Hai decisively rejected me: I said that I would admit it when Yueyue became an adult, if you are really good for her, don't bother her again. I didn't know what to say for a moment.
I met my ex-husband Wu Hai ten years ago, when I was only eighteen years old, working in the factory, because of my young age, I was also very playful, I often stayed up all night surfing the Internet, sometimes delayed work, and was persuaded to quit by the factory after many times.
Wu Hai is a few years older than me, he is the director of the factory, he has always taken good care of me, I was persuaded to quit and there was no place to live, Wu Hai took me in, he said that as long as he was there, he would not let me live on the streets.
Wu Hai is a very strong person, a bit machismo, after we dated, he never urged me to find a job, but told me that he could support me if I didn't work.
My parents built a house in their hometown and almost had some money, at that time I called ** to ask me if I had any money, I hadn't been to work for a long time at that time, so I had to tell my parents the truth, Wu Hai knew that he didn't say a word, gave me 10,000 yuan, and asked me to transfer it to my mother. When I was young, I liked such a mature and responsible man.
The next year I got pregnant, and I was not yet twenty years old, and I felt that I had not even grown up, so how could I have a child. I refused to have this child in my heart, but Wu Hai was already in his twenties at that time, and he told me that after the child was born, he could give it to his parents and would not let the child become a burden to me.
Wu Hai's words made me feel at ease, so we went back to his hometown for the wedding, and then stayed in his hometown to wait for the birth of the child. I was pregnant in October and gave birth to my daughter Yueyue, I really wouldn't take a child at that time, but when I saw my lovely daughter, my maternal feelings came out at once, but fortunately, my mother-in-law covered everything, and I just had to watch the child.
When the child was five months old, Wu Hai and I went to work in other places, leaving Yueyue in our hometown, although there was a lot of reluctance in our hearts, but in order to make money, we had to face separation. For a mother, the longing for the child will increase day by day, but for a child, their emotions are generated by companionship.
When I went back during the Chinese New Year, my daughter was already able to walk, but looking at me was like looking at a stranger, and at this moment my heart was pierced hard, and I realized that the child was not born and finished, but from the moment of birth.
Later, my marriage with Wu Hai went wrong, and the more time went on, the more we argued, and I was younger than him, so I couldn't control him, and finally in a heated argument, we mentioned divorce.
No one compromised, there were no principled issues, in short, in the end, it was a divorce. Wu Hai and I went back to our hometown again, this time not home, but because we had to give an explanation to my in-laws and daughter because of the divorce.
At that time, I really wanted to leave with Yueyue, but the conditions did not allow it at all, if I took my daughter, then what would I do to support her. When I left, I thought to myself, I must make good money, and when the conditions are good, I will take my daughter to my side.
Two years after the divorce, I switched to sales, and my income increased greatly, and at this time I also had a boyfriend, and Wu Hai also had a new family.
After Wu Hai got married, he brought his wife to meet me, and we were also talking about our daughter Yueyue at that time. Wu Hai hopes that I will not appear in Yueyue's life again until Yueyue is an adult.
Wu Hai's wife said to me: Your daughter is still young, I will definitely treat her as my own, even if I have my own children in the future, she is also my daughter, but if you appear in her life, she will suspect that she is not my biological and it will be difficult to integrate into our family.
In fact, I knew that Wu Hai and his wife had made the right decision, but emotionally I couldn't bear it, and it was so painful for me to stop seeing my daughter. But in the end, I agreed, as Wu Hai said, since I can't afford to raise her, don't add trouble to her.
Later, I also remarried and had my own career, and Wu Hai would often tell me about the changes in the months, how many points I scored in the exam, how much I had grown, and so on.
The more my own life is satisfactory, the more I miss Yueyue, at that time, Wu Hai saw that I wanted children, and often sent me Yueyue's **, I would also buy some clothes for Yueyue's aunt, that is, Wu Hai's sister, to bring to Yueyue, and then said that my aunt bought it.
My love for Yueyue can only be hidden in the dark, and I also went to Wu Hai and said that I wanted to see Yueyue, but Wu Hai still insisted on waiting until Yueyue became an adult, and said that we both had our own families, so I should stop bothering them.
Wu Hai is right, now that I have my own family, I can't keep my mind here, so I went back and decided to look forward.
Later, I knew that Yueyue had her own mobile phone, and I tried my best to get her online chat account, and when I added Yueyue, I didn't dare to say that I was her mother, so I could only chat with her as a peer.
Soon we became good friends who talked about everything, and Yueyue occasionally mentioned her parents, and she said that she knew that her mother was actually a stepmother. Yueyue said that she remembered attending her father's and mother's wedding when she was very young, and she didn't understand it when she was a child, but later she learned how her children could attend their parents' wedding.
Hearing the child say this, my heart was pinched, and I asked Yueyue: If your own mother comes back to you, will you hate her? Yueyue said, of course not, if my own mother really comes back, I will have one more mother.
To be honest, at that moment I was very grateful to Wu Hai and his wife, it was they who were kind to Yueyue, which made Yueyue so sunny, I sent a message to Wu Hai's wife, called a lot of words, and then deleted it, leaving only two words of thank you.
Wu Hai's wife replied to me: That's also my daughter, there is nothing to thank. She is also a mother and understands my suffering. Wu Hai also knew about my chat with Yueyue on the Internet, and he didn't say anything anymore when he saw that I didn't tell Yueyue my true identity.
When Yueyue was about to take the high school entrance examination, Wu Hai suddenly told me that he would tell Yueyue the truth after the mid-month exam, and I had been looking forward to recognizing Yueyue, but at the moment I was a little scared and a little unreal.
Wu Hai said that Yueyue didn't tell them anything on his mind over the years, he was worried about what would happen to Yueyue at school, and hoped to recognize me and let me persuade her. At that moment, I really had mixed feelings in my heart.
That day, Wu Hai's wife called me **, saying that Wu Hai had told Yueyue everything, and Yueyue had been crying when she heard it, hoping that I could go over. We made an appointment that I would drive over the next day.
That night I told Yueyue on the Internet that I was her own mother, Yueyue couldn't accept it for a while, called ** to confirm with me, and was angry that I had been hiding it from her, and finally calmed her down after a long time, I told Yueyue that I would drive over to find her early tomorrow morning.
Yueyue was also considerate of me, saying that I didn't have to worry about such a long journey. I drove for a few hours, and finally met Yueyue, knowing that I was waiting for her downstairs, she took the fruit tea and called my mother, that kind of intimacy, made me feel that we had never been separated. She had just been able to walk when I left, and she was already taller than me.
We went shopping together that day, bought a lot of things, I wanted to make up for all these years, and at night we stayed in a hotel outside, talking about what had happened over the years, and then hugged each other and cried.
Yueyue said that her mother was also very good to her after all these years, but she just couldn't get close, and she felt very close when she saw me, maybe this is the mother-daughter connection.
When we were separated, Yueyue asked me if I would come to see her again, and I told her that she would definitely come often, and she was also very happy, and she had two mothers who loved her. Fortunately, after so much, I finally returned to my daughter's life.