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My ex-husband and I were college classmates and got married after graduation.
However, the marriage lasted only three years before it came to an end.
Exhaustion, apathy, and inability to communicate became the last straw that broke us.
After the divorce, I returned to my hometown after a long absence, with a wounded heart.
Just when I was immersed in pain and couldn't extricate myself, a warm figure appeared in my life.
That's my boyfriend, Lin Feng.
We've known each other for 10 years and we've always been in touch, basically talking about everything.
I know he likes me, it's just that I don't feel that way about him.
After I got married, Lin Feng didn't bother me too much.
Now that I'm back in my hometown, he's happy.
He knew that I was divorced, and he had been silently guarding me and caring for me.
Although I tried to push him away many times.
But he never cared about my coldness and ruthlessness, and was always there for me when I needed it most.
He gave me care, understanding and support, and made me feel warm like never before.
With him by my side, I gradually came out of the shadow of divorce and began to re-examine my life and relationships.
With Lin Feng's company, I found myself again.
He also found a moment, and once again finally mustered up the courage to confess to me.
I was touched and started a new relationship with him.
After falling in love, he took more meticulous care of me.
I saw it all in my eyes, and I felt very warm in my heart.
Gradually, my feelings for Lin Feng have changed.
I began to look forward to his appearance and began to care about his opinion and attitude towards me.
Eventually, we decided to come together and face the future together.
So, we got married.
After I got married, I thought I would live a happy life.
However, I found that my marriage with Lin Feng was not as good as I imagined.
Lin Feng and I are very different in our personalities, living habits and values.
He prefers a life of freedom and is reluctant to take on family responsibilities.
Moreover, his personality is also very withdrawn and does not like to socialize with people.
These shortcomings did not show up when we were in love, but they became more and more obvious after we got married.
We also often quarrel over small things, and these quarrels gradually consume our feelings.
Gradually, I found myself getting more and more tired and helpless.
I didn't know what to do, and I didn't know how to deal with my marriage and life.
I began to wonder if I had made the right choice and began to miss the days I had with my ex-husband.
Although our marriage was not perfect, at least we once had each other.
I regretted my decision and felt that I should not have been so impulsive to agree to his proposal.
I don't know if Lin Feng noticed the change in my attitude.
He stopped arguing with me and became a little cautious.
I'm still depressed every day.
Just when I was struggling in pain, I received a letter from Lin Feng.
In the letter, Lin Feng expressed his feelings and concern for me, and also frankly admitted his shortcomings and mistakes.
At the end of the letter, he wrote: "I hope we can be honest with each other and grow and progress together. ”
This letter touched me and re-examined his love for me.
I began to try to understand his thoughts and choices, and I also began to try to change my own shortcomings and mistakes.
We began to communicate more openly with each other about our thoughts and feelings.
Gradually, our relationship began to become more harmonious and harmonious.
Instead of arguing over small things, we are beginning to learn to understand and tolerate each other's differences.
We also began to cherish each other more and manage our marriage and life with heart.
It turns out that happiness is not a perfect life, but a careful management and cherishing of each other's existence and companionship in emotional stories