He's my glimpse ......
I can't forget it. Because I really liked him.
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Heart. At the annual school art festival art exhibition, his paintings will be displayed in a high-profile manner every time without exception, which easily attracted the attention and amazement of so many students;
After the school's cruel monthly exams and mock exams, his name was particularly conspicuous on the red list posted under the teaching building, ...... black lead ink printed on it
He was the guest on all the topics I had in high school, and his name was studied over and over in my dictionary so many times that I even sometimes stupidly compared my name with his."
I started a crush of my entire youth.
I started making little tricks about chance encounters that seemed romantic, but were actually really funny.
But why is it defined as funny...
It's obviously just a girl's delicate mind that wants to ripple in adolescence, but is very careful.
In many quiet nights after finishing my homework, I would lie under the covers, read the "love tips" that went viral on the Internet over and over again, study the psychology of some crooked and heretical ways, and I also firmly believe in the repeated "** effect" in it.
After all, that's a little more accurate than I foolishly guessed what he meant.
I began to try to appear in front of his eyes frequently....
He's like....It was as if from a certain moment on, they noticed me.
It's just that he wouldn't have thought that he would pass by inadvertently, but it occupied the heart of an ignorant girl and occupied most of my high school years.
One chance after school, I saw him standing seriously in front of the red list from a distance, reading the red list with his fingers, as if he was carefully looking for something.
I walked by, glanced at the red list seemingly nonchalantly, and saw that his slender fingers had stopped right next to my name......
One second, two seconds, three seconds, ......
He stood quietly, his fingers didn't move, I looked at his thin back, the campus at that moment, the world at that second, seemed to stop ...... for us
I stood silently behind him, but the sea in my heart was already stormy.
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In October, when the school held the autumn sports meeting, as a sports student, I could only stand on the booth boringly, arm in arm with my friends, and look at the scenery in the distance.
Suddenly, for a split second, I felt a burning gaze;
Subconsciously turned around, I found him standing not far from me, looking at me quietly
His eyes were as bright as a galaxy, and like a spring spring surging in them, as if he had a thousand words to whisper to me......
That picture is so real, but it is so like a dream.
I almost stopped breathing, and could only feel the warm autumn breeze breathing rapidly in my ears, like those sweet and sour love words in my ear, which blew my face red all of a sudden.
After school one afternoon, groups of students who were in a hurry to go home crowded and blocked the narrow school gate.
There are so many people that I immediately remembered the adjective "shoulder to shoulder".
I only turned my head slightly, and I saw his thin figure standing beside me at this moment.
And my fingers were gently leaning against his slender and beautiful fingers.
I looked up cautiously and saw the side of his face: the bridge of his nose was as straight as a mountain, his jaw was as clean as a knife, and his healthy pale wheat color ** glistened beautifully in the sun......
We didn't even tacitly avoid it, and we kept it like this until ...... the crowd receded
Then the sweet picture of idol dramas in my mind came ...... crazily
Later, I found out that he also seemed to be making chance encounter......s as frequently as I did
I stupidly thought it was going to be a two-way crush that everyone would envy.
How many times I met him, I wanted to pull his sleeve, desperate to know the answer.
But I took into account each other's studies, so I still chose to leave this pending and leave it for the answer after the college entrance examination.
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At the end of the college entrance examination, I asked my friend for his QQ, and after thinking about it repeatedly, I finally held my breath and ordered my friend to add ......
One hour and two hours....
One day or two days....No response.
I understood it all at once.
It was my dream that woke up.
The main character, like a shadow, had gently come to my dreams, but he left no trace.
And this time, I chose not to bother him any longer.
This little crush came to an end, even though it was all just my crush.
That dream woke up completely. The girl in the dream was gone.
Later, when the college entrance examination score came out, I successfully filled in an ordinary 211 in the province.
Without the vigorous tearing of books, without the extraordinary play of luck, everything seemed to happen to me in an ordinary and orderly manner.
I learned from a friend that he went to a good 985 university as he wished.
I can't help but think again, if I choose to impulse once in two years, among countless impulses, will our fate be rewritten...
After experiencing each other under that choice, what kind of me and him will become......
Later, when I wandered down the streets, I would occasionally meet him, and he would as usual cast a light on me that I could not read;
But this time, I won't choose to respond with the same enthusiasm.
But the soft place in my heart will still be gently pulled by something ...... involuntarily
Later, some friends said some things, as if they were giving me steps and helping me out of the siege, but I don't know if it's true or not, so I won't explain it here. Whether those words were true or not, I laughed them off. I choose to reconcile with all the imperfections and regrets of the past. Not only with him, but also with the girl in the past. That brave, desperate, romantic, loving, determined girl. Two years is not a long time, I don't have much perseverance, and he can be regarded as ...... to tap my potentialIf you ask me if I'm tempted again, I'll say it in no uncertain terms"No, it won't. ”You ask me if I will forget, and I will answer you:"Nor will it. ”In retrospect, there was no heart-rending pain and unbearable sadness, only nostalgia for that youthful time, that ignorant and youthful me. And I thank him for really teaching me a lot through my youth.