It wasn't until the moment when the five-year relationship was broken that I realized that the relationship was like a fragment of a porcelain cup in front of me, dazzling and cold. I am Lin Xin, the one who was replaced and betrayed in Gu Cheng's heart.
Let's break up. I coldly pushed the envelope back to him. In the envelope was the medical report of the pregnant woman I had just finished this morning, and before I could tell him, I found out that he was cheating on my girlfriend.
Gu Cheng's momentary doubts, discoloration, and then the change in his desperate expression, I saw it in my eyes, but my heart didn't hurt at all, because the pain had come to this, and all that was left was indifference.
You know, I hate Lin Xing the most. I looked at him in front of me and said coldly, You were touched by her, I think you are dirty. At this time, I just want to completely deny him and let him feel the pain of being seriously hurt.
He looked at me in despair, as if he couldn't believe I would say such a thing, and his whole body froze in place. Looking at his appearance, I suddenly felt that this was the end he deserved.
Gu Cheng, didn't you see it? I stepped closer to him, threateningly approaching, You didn't move when the car hit me, if you had run a few steps, you wouldn't have ended up like this now, who gave you the face to kidnap me in this morality? I gritted my teeth, my tone full of anger.
As if frightened, he looked at me with wide eyes, but could not answer. I left him behind, turned and walked into the elevator, back to my apartment. His call and weak explanations were coldly cut off by the elevator doors.
Thinking about that day two months ago, I still feel like I'm having a nightmare.
I just forgot to bring the documents home to pick them up, but I saw a disgusting scene, and I couldn't believe that my fiancé could get together with my best friend.
I stood in amazement outside the apartment that Gu Cheng and I had rented for many years, holding the documents in my hands, and my mind was filled with warm memories of five years like a day. However, with a slight push of the door, the familiar living room turned into the scene of betrayal of me. Gu Cheng and my best friend Lin Xing, the picture of their intimacy was like a heavy blow, hitting me hard in the heart.
Lin Xin, you. How did you get back? Gu Cheng immediately got up from the sofa, his face full of panic.
I should ask you, what kind of play is this playing? I tried to make my voice sound calm, but it was full of bitterness and anger.
Lin Xing wiped his mouth and pretended to be calm and said, "Xin, this is not what you think, I can explain." 」
Interpretation? I smiled, tears in my eyes. This broken relationship has no need words to repeat its sorrow.
I turned around, took out my phone and took a picture of them, waving my hand vigorously, and all the past shattered like a bubble. I'm going to end this relationship once and for all, no matter how they explain it, it's irreparable.
In that case, I wish you all happiness. I sneered and walked out the door, my heart hollowing out.
The pregnant woman medical examination report appeared in front of my eyes, which should have been our common happiness, but now it has become a loneliness that no one cares about.
The pace is steady and firm, and I know that the next step will be difficult, but I also have to be brave enough to continue living for the sake of my children and myself. This scene, this moment of decision, I know, everything has changed.
Later, with the help of my friends, I got a new job and refocused my day. At the same time, by chance, I found more evidence about Gu Cheng and Lin Xing's betrayal of me. This discovery is like a prank of fate, so how can I be so cruel to forget?
That night, I sat in a dimly lit corner of a café with lights on outside the door and pedestrians hurrying by, none of whom knew what was in my heart. I took a deep breath and spread out the papers in my hand.
Looking at the document in his hand, an inexplicable pain welled up in his heart. At the moment, I found that I could really be indifferent.
Lin Xin. The sudden sound made me look up. In front of him is the friendship of his girlfriends, who are generous to death, and his sincere eyes are full of sympathy and care.
Are you okay? Xiao Ya showed a shocked expression.
I smiled and dissipated the pain in my heart: It's nothing, it's just that I found out that I had been living in a lie. 」
Their faces were full of doubt, but I didn't want to explain. After all, the past is in the past, and after the pain, it is time to let go.
Is the coffee delicious? Nana broke the deadlock softly.
I didn't answer, just chuckled. It's like going through the cycle of life and death, and understanding the impermanence of life.
In my heart, there is an invisible chasm. Separating innocence from reality. At that moment, what I regretted was not my ordinariness, but the betrayed trust.
I drank the coffee, and the bitter taste had a slight sweetness. It seems to be a portrayal of life. A person's life is nothing more than going through reincarnation and then seeking liberation from suffering.
I thought of Gu Cheng's appearance, and his eyes flickered, revealing unbearable pain. At that moment with him, I saw through our relationship thoroughly.
You're going to forget him. Xiao Ya said with a little anger.
I didn't answer. I made the final decision in my mind. I will treat him as a memory, hidden in the deepest part of my heart.
Then, I stood up and glanced out the window at the night. Step into the unknown.
As the days passed, I struggled to realign my life. I insist on getting up early every day to exercise and make myself stronger. At work, I have also shown my talent and ability, and won the recognition and respect of my colleagues. I don't bother me with the hurt of the past anymore, I'm just a woman who fights for life.
However, when I thought I had moved on to a new life, fate hit me hard. I received the news that Gu Cheng had a car accident. The moment I heard the news, I was a little surprised and distressed. Even though he betrayed me and hurt me, he is the one I once loved dearly.
I decided to visit him in the hospital, even though I still had some contradictions and entanglements in my heart. I am not out of pity for him, but out of a kind of farewell to the past. Frankly, I want to see his painful side, I want to see him lying in bed, helpless and hurt.
When I walked into the room and saw the look of pain and helplessness on his face, the anger in my heart was finally replaced by a decisive rejection. He lay there helplessly, as if everything had already posed a great threat to him. I couldn't help but think that maybe this was the retribution he deserved.
Suddenly, Gu Cheng opened his eyes and saw me. He frowned, clearly surprised by my presence.
Lin Xin. How did you come? His voice was a little weak, but still full of pride and arrogance.
I smiled and said coldly: Gu Cheng, didn't you see me? You didn't move when that car crashed into me, and if you had run a few steps, you wouldn't have ended up like this now, who gave you the face to kidnap me in this morality? There was sarcasm and disdain in my voice.
His face turned pale suddenly, and I could clearly see the panic in his eyes.
Also, we broke up two days ago, so it's none of my business if you're disabled, you know? I said calmly, with a sneer on my lips.
Gu Cheng was speechless, and a trace of fear and regret flashed in his eyes. It was as if he wanted to speak, but he was stopped by an invisible force.
I turned around and walked out of the room without mercy. I no longer have any emotion to count on him, I am no longer soft-hearted, I am no longer self-indulgent. I understand that his betrayal of me doomed everything between us to an end.
The moment I left the hospital, I felt like I had finally truly escaped the shadow of my past. I can start over and rediscover my own happiness. For Gu Cheng, he can only be an episode in my memories, an experience that makes me grow up.