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Children's Day falls on a Saturday, which gives me the opportunity to take my daughter out for a long time. I was excitedly planning our family day at the dinner table.
Tian Tian mentioned that she wanted to go to the aquarium on Children's Day, and she hadn't seen a dolphin show for a long time. I remember when we were in love, I used to ask you to go there, do you remember? "I tried to bring back memories of her.
However, An Xin seemed absent-minded and looked down at her phone from time to time.
What happened? The company has an urgent task again? I asked with concern.
Zifan's company had an important event on Saturday, and he was worried that he wouldn't be able to cope with it. After all, it's about whether he can turn positive. He cherishes his job. ”
If he wants to stay, then he should work on his own. You help him like this every time, what will you do in the future? Can't he turn to his colleagues for help? "I was a little dissatisfied, but I couldn't help but express my thoughts.
An Xin frowned, "He has just been working for a short time, and it's normal to worry that he won't do well." Moreover, his colleagues are jealous of him, who will really help him? ”
What about our daughter and me? You didn't accompany her on Children's Day last year. "I tried to make her realize the importance of family.
An Xin avoided my gaze, "Aren't you accompanying her?" Zifan finally got this job, and he can go to the aquarium at any time. ”
I put down the dishes and chopsticks heavily, and turned to leave.
An Xin hurriedly grabbed me, "Ah Hao, don't be so sensitive. You know Zifan's situation, I really can't bear to refuse him. ”
I sighed, my eyes revealing tiredness, "Then when will you be able to spend more time with us?" ”
I'll be with you when I'm free. Her answer was vague.
Despite this, I still love her and this family deeply, and I can only keep compromising.
I turned around and went to pack up the dishes, "You can go if you want!" ”
An Xin finally went to Su Zifan's side.
I took my daughter to the aquarium alone. Despite An Xin's assistance, Su Zifan's activities went very smoothly, and the circle of friends was filled with bright smiles from both of them.
When will Mom and Dad hang out with us? After seeing the dolphin performance, my daughter was excited and still hoped to have her mother with her.
I stroked her little head, "Mom is busy, doesn't Tiantian like Dad to accompany you?" ”
Tian Tian loves Mom, but loves Dad even more! My daughter hugged my arm tightly and said coquettishly.
So sensible, Daddy rewards you with an ice cream! "Just as I was about to pay, An Xin's ** came.
Hao, are you having fun? She asked.
I looked at my daughter, "Tian Tian is very happy, she hopes you can come along." ”
Our daughter is so well-behaved, just like a dad. Tell her that her mom will bring her her favorite bear doll when she comes home. ”
I was about to tell my daughter, but Su Zifan's voice came from the other end.
Oops, it hurts. Immediately followed by An Xin's nervous inquiry, "Zifan, what's wrong?" ”
Xinxin, I accidentally slipped and fell, it seems to have twisted my foot, it hurts. * I was stunned by the clear sound of water running over the other end.
An Xin, are you ** now?
Ah Hao, I'll go back to dinner together in the evening, and hang up first. She hurriedly hung up**.
What is Mom and Dad? The daughter asked curiously.
Mom said to come back and buy bears for Tiantian. "I try to stay calm.
While my daughter was going to the bathroom, I tried to call An Xin's **, but no one answered. After several times in a row, ** was finally picked up, but it was Su Zifan.
Brother Hao, is there anything urgent to find Xinxin? He asked.
What about An Xin? Let her pick it up**. I spoke with displeasure in my tone.
He didn't seem to notice, "Xinxin went to help me, and I can't come back for the time being." If you can tell me anything first, I'll tell her. ”
I was so angry with his words that I couldn't speak, and it felt like they were more like a couple.
Su Zifan continued to show off, "Xinxin is so beautiful today, she has been helping me, and she has also booked a hotel for me to rest, and she really takes care of me like a child." I took a lot of **, I'll send it to you later. ”
It just so happens that today is Children's Day, I'm really embarrassed to let you bring Tiantian alone, next time ......”
His words made me unbearable, and I hung up the ** directly, for fear that I would impulsively beat him.
I never thought that Su Zifan would have such a side.
Since that incident two years ago, our lives seem to have changed dramatically.
Su Zifan is two years younger than An Xin, they are both children from the orphanage, and it can be said that they grew up together. An Xin always treats Su Zifan as her dearest brother, and I follow her brother as my own relative.
However, on a sunny day two years ago, we went to the barbecue base together and everything changed. When the charcoal ran out, An Xin went to fetch charcoal, and Su Zifan followed. I stayed where I was because they weren't good at that.
Unfortunately, the hut where the charcoal fire was stored was suddenly**, and Su Zifan was trapped inside after rescuing An Xin. He was hospitalized for inhaling too much smoke and later suffered from claustrophobia.
An Xin felt deeply remorseful for this, and she kept blaming herself: "If I hadn't gone to fetch the charcoal, if I had found the key earlier, he wouldn't have done this." ”
That day, the key to the charcoal fire room was unexpectedly not locked, and An Xin searched for a long time, and finally found that it was in his coat pocket. This self-blame and guilt almost broke her down, and I looked at her like this, and my heart was also mixed.
So, when Su Zifan asked An Xin for help for the first time because he wouldn't pay the utility bill, I didn't stop it.
But since then, An Xin's ** seems to have become Su Zifan's exclusive**.
Su Zifan did fulfill his promise and sent me An Xin's **. An Xin is indeed stunningly beautiful, wearing a champagne-colored fishtail dress, her long hair is wavy, exuding the charm of a mature woman. However, she is not alone.
There is the warm moment when An Xin tied a tie for Su Zifan in front of the mirror, Su Zifan carefully wiped the rice grains at the corner of An Xin's mouth, and Su Zifan hugged An Xin's waist with a smile on his face. In these pictures, An Xin always has a serious face, and her eyes reveal a kind of spoiled helplessness.
The two of them stood together, like a match made in heaven. An Xin has never shown such an expression to me, even to her daughter.
It wasn't until late at night that An Xin returned home exhausted. Daughter Tiantian has already fallen asleep. She walked softly into the room, exhaustion written all over her face.
Seeing that I hadn't slept yet, she said coquettishly: "I'm really tired today, I haven't hosted an event for a long time." You don't know how stupid Zifan is, and he actually gave the draft to the president to the department manager. It's good that I'm here, otherwise what would he do! Also fell while resting at the hotel, if not ......”
An Xin was lying on the bed, gushing about today's experience, and the topic always revolved around Su Zifan. I just listened quietly, and the room was silent except for her voice.
Finally, An Xin sensed that something was wrong.
What's wrong? Too tired to take Tiantian out today? She asked.
I looked at her, "Is there only Su Zifan in your world?" ”
An Xin frowned, with impatience in her tone, "What's wrong with you?" I just went to help. ”
I couldn't help but raise my voice, "You went straight in when he fell in the hotel?" He wasn't wearing any clothes, was he? ”
So what? It was an emergency, and I didn't have time to think about it so much. Zifan is like a younger brother to me, why are you so cranky? ”
She was always like this, never explaining, just questioning, as if I was just a cautious person.
An Xin and I fell into a cold war, and I chose to sleep in the guest room.
Late at night, she seemed to realize that she had gone too far and came to me to reconcile, but I didn't give her a chance and turned her away. Seeing that I was so resolute, she also went back to the bedroom angrily.
Su Zifan's life always seems to be smooth sailing, although he grew up in an orphanage, because he is handsome and has a likable personality, he is always taken care of, and he never really experiences the hardships of life.
His charm and eloquence made him like a fish in water in the emotional world, and his successive girlfriends doted on him and took care of almost all the trivial things in his life. This pampering made him dependent, and apart from being good at words, he had almost zero other life skills.
Su Zifan couldn't even handle the basic living expenses, and An Xin had to guide him step by step in the **. He always complained, "It's so difficult, I can't figure it out", and since then, all his bills have been handled by An Xin.
He doesn't even know how to cook for himself, and an experience of food poisoning made An Xin put down his work and rushed to the hospital immediately. After that, An Xin frequently ordered takeout for him, and occasionally cooked by himself.
I once asked, "Won't he order his own takeout?" Hiring a babysitter is fine. An Xin always replied: "It's good to order it, how expensive the nanny is." ”
Once, in our intimate moment, Su Zifan's ** interrupted us, and he desperately asked for help, claiming to have been taken away by the police. An Xin left immediately, only to find out that it was just a misunderstanding, and Su Zifan was only taken to the traffic police because of a friend's drunk driving incident. It ended with a fine and demerit points on your driver's license.
Su Zifan seems to be out of place in society and always needs help from others. An Xin is always on call and takes good care of him, as if she were his wife.
I knew that An Xin was making up for the guilt of the past, and at first I chose to remain silent because her mental state had improved significantly, and I was relieved. But as time went on, this compensation became more and more frequent, and I began to feel unbearable.
An Xin spent less and less time with my daughter and me, and Tian Tian also went from being incomprehensible to being accustomed to now, she no longer asked why her mother was always so busy, and no longer expected her mother to go out with her.
The daughter is seven years old, and she may have realized something.
I felt like I was about to reach the limit of my patience.
When I woke up, An Xin had already left home. I was going to have a good talk with her, but breakfast was already cold on the table, and there was a bear doll next to it, and a note pressed underneath.
The note read: "Ah Hao, hard work. I was so tired yesterday that I would talk to you like that, and it was all my fault. I know that you have always been tolerant and considerate of me, and I will take care of my family more in the future, so give me some more time, okay? Little Bear is a sweet Children's Day gift, help me give it to her, tell her that her mother loves her the most, and she will definitely accompany her to the amusement park on her birthday this year. ”
An Xin always understands my feelings and knows my love for my family, so she can have no scruples. But her words also reminded me that she does need time to adjust.
I silently looked at the note, then warmed up breakfast and woke up my daughter. Seeing my daughter jumping happily with the bear in her arms, I thought to myself, maybe it's okay to just go on like this.
An Xin has been really busy lately. I was going to take my daughter to buy seasonal clothes, and I thought that she hadn't bought new clothes for a long time, so I called her **. Over there, her secretary told me that An Xin was in a meeting, with a board of directors in the morning and a year-end summary meeting in the afternoon.
In the afternoon, I went shopping with my daughter and decided to make dinner for her. In the past, I would cook for An Xin almost every day because she had a severe stomach problem.
But recently, I haven't done this for a long time, partly because I'm also busy with work, and on the other hand, there are more and more conflicts between us, and I think she may no longer need my care.
When I arrived at her company, the secretary was so surprised that she dropped the paperwork when she saw me coming from the office.
I pushed open the door and saw Su Zifan in the office, lying on the sofa, covered with An Xin's coat, playing a game intently.
On the desk was a two-person serving of Mao Xuewang, which had already been eaten halfway, and the red oil was floating and looked spicy.
An Xin never let me bring irritating food to the office, and she rarely eats spicy food, because she is worried about the smell in the office, and she is prone to diarrhea when she eats spicy food.
But now, here she is.
I didn't know what to say, and there was an expected heaviness in my heart.
When Su Zifan heard the sound of the door opening, he didn't raise his head, but said, "Xinxin, I want to drink milk tea, give me some." When no one responded, he looked up and saw that it was me, and instead of panicking, he showed a bright smile.
Brother Hao, why are you here? Deliver food to Shin Shin? I was so hungry just now, so she ordered me a portion of Mao Xuewang, and Xinxin ate a big bowl. There's still some left, let's eat some together. ”
An Xin hurried over, seemingly worried that I would be unfavorable to Su Zifan. When she entered, she saw that I was the only one, and she looked a little confused.
Is Zifan already gone? She asked.
Why did you suddenly come here today? It's rare for you to rest, I heard that you still accompany your daughter to buy clothes, why don't you rest at home? "She sat across from me as if everything was normal.
How could Su Zifan be here? "I try to stay calm.
Zifan has had some problems with the company recently, he is in a bad mood, and there is no one to accompany him, so he came to me for a meal. Just for a meal, can't I even do this? She tried to explain.
But I couldn't bear it anymore, "He won't pay the utility bill, you help him pay it; He can't cook, you cook for him; He's in a bad mood, and you accompany him to dinner. What about me and my daughter? ”
If you accompany him to dinner today, will you travel with him tomorrow, and will you marry him directly the day after tomorrow? "My words are getting sharper and sharper.
An Xin suddenly erupted, "What are you crazy about?" ”
yes, I'm crazy. If you weren't crazy, how could you have endured it until now to break out. My voice was low.
You said you wanted me to give you some more time, and I was willing. Now, forget it. "I picked up my lunch box and prepared to leave.
An Xin immediately grabbed my hand, "Ah Hao, what do you mean by this?" Don't you want me? ”
I sighed, "An Xin, I'm tired." Now you either don't care about Su Zifan's affairs anymore, or you don't care about me and my daughter anymore, you can choose for yourself. ”
Her eyes widened in disbelief, "Does that have to be the case?" Do you have to force me to make a choice? ”
I forced you? You ask someone, whose wife treats other men like this, and he can be indifferent? How many things have you done for Su Zifan in the past two years, and what have I said? Because of him, Tiantian's classmates thought her mother was dead! How do you still want me to be generous? I'll clap my hands when you guys are up**? ”
Now you say I'm forcing you? Then I'm forcing you, how do you choose. ”
Why did you become like this? An Xin seemed to really know me for the first time, "You used to be very kind and always supported me to help others. ”
Zifan almost died to save me, I just want to help him, you actually see us like this? I've said countless times that I only treat him as a younger brother, why do you always worry about small things? ”
Looking at her, I felt deeply disappointed, maybe An Xin in my heart was no longer there, and the person in front of me made me feel strange.
Let go. "I tried to stay calm and didn't want to hurt her.
But she clung tighter, and her nails cut through my flesh.
I told you to let go! I shook her hand away and she fell to the ground.
If you're gone, I'll go find someone else! Chu Tianhao! ”
Looking at my lovely daughter, I put up with the idea of divorce again, but my relationship with An Xin was at an impasse. For two weeks in a row, I chose to sleep in my room and try to avoid direct contact with her. Although she seemed to have changed and began to report to me through the secretary, she was no longer called away frequently, and even occasionally prepared breakfast for us, I felt a kind of oppressive heaviness.
I understood that her changes were to ease our relationship, but I was not interested in responding. I felt tired because of An Xin, I became suspicious and emotionally sensitive. Sometimes, I even wanted to go to Su Zifan and keep him away from our lives, but An Xin's actions gave him such courage.
That night, I lost sleep again. The door was gently pushed open, and An Xin quietly walked in, hugging me from behind, just like countless nights in the past. She apologized in a low voice, promising not to do those things for Su Zifan again, not to go to his house in the middle of the night, and to take me with her if she really needed to go. She said that she couldn't do without me and my daughter, and we were her first choice.
The next day, Su Zifan called ** again, claiming that the electric light at home was broken, and he was afraid. I asked An Xin to take me to his house.
As soon as I entered the door, Su Zifan rushed over and hugged me, and his movements were so skillful that I felt uncomfortable.
I looked at An Xin coldly, "Hugged it many times, right?" ”
Her eyes dodged and she didn't dare to look at me directly, but she said, "Zifan is just scared, it's okay to hug her, right?" We are family. ”
It turned out that they were family, not lovers. I suddenly felt a deep sense of weakness and nausea. I changed the topic and said calmly: "An Xin, let's get a divorce." ”
She was stunned and asked me, "What?" I replied, "Looking at you, I suddenly feel very bored and make me want to throw up." ”
An Xin did not personally repair Su Zifan's lamp in the end, but contacted the property. It made me realize that there are always multiple ways to solve problems, but she always chose the one that disturbed me the most.
On the way home, we were silent. Tian Tian was already asleep, and I was about to go back to the guest room, An Xin grabbed me again, wanting to talk. I felt tired and told her I was tired. She felt my resistance and eventually let go.
That night, I had a dream about our encounter when we were young, as romantic as an idol drama. We met on the subway, I helped her recover the robbed bag, and then found out that we had many interests in common. Our relationship just developed naturally, we got married, had children, and everything seemed perfect.
When I woke up, my face was full of tears, but I felt an indescribable pain in my heart. An Xin began to avoid me, and I knew she was running away. She sent a WeChat message, saying that she didn't want a divorce and was worried that Tiantian would not have a mother. She hopes we can all calm down, at least until Tian Tian's birthday. She reminded me that Tian Tian's birthday was approaching, and she had promised to take her to the amusement park.
An Xin can always touch my softest place, even if my love for her has disappeared, but my daughter is still my inseparable concern.
On Tiantian's birthday, I couldn't leave in time because of work, so I asked An Xin to take my daughter to the amusement park first. However, I received a ** from the Public Security Bureau, and when I arrived there, I saw the sweetness of tears on my face. On the mobile phone, An Xin's message was still unread: "Zifan accidentally locked himself in the house, he has claustrophobia and can't wait, I'll go back when I go." ”
Today is Tiantian's birthday, but An Xin left her daughter alone in the amusement park because of Su Zifan's matter.
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