I just woke up from a dream, and I once again returned to my second hometown, the south of Caiyun, the hometown of the peacock, where I had lived for decades, but in order to take care of my old mother, I could only endure the pain of parting love for more than ten years, and now she is ninety and six. Yes, there are many helplessness in life, and there are many, many people in the world who live like me. In life, whenever I walk into the station, dock and airport, an indescribable emotion emerges in my mind, and this emotion hits my heart like a wave. Because at this moment, it is the dearest person who wants to see or leave in front of you, and the joys and sorrows of people are vividly interpreted here, without a little falsehood, and it is easy to leave too many feelings here.
I am a person who started a family in my early thirties, but since I have a family, especially after becoming a father, I have really felt that it is not easy to be a person. Only then did I truly realize Li Bai's poem "Raise your head to look at the bright moon, bow your head and think of your hometown" to miss your hometown and relatives. Yes, as the saying goes: loyalty cannot be filial piety. When you don't have a family, you worry about your parents, and when you become a family, you care about a small family, you say, it's not difficult to be a man. Of course, my wife is younger than me when she is a teenager and is from a cadre family, and she is the youngest in the family, so I can only rely on others for many years, and only in this way can I live a good life, but life is impermanent, who would have thought that it was the wave of layoffs when I was doing business, and I could only run around for life. So much so that children can't even take care of their children's high school and college, or even work. That's my real life.
To be honest, if it weren't for work and life, who would want to live a life away from home, the experience of life made me deeply feel that there are too much, too many helplessness in life. The ancients sighed: The moon is cloudy and sunny, and people have joys and sorrows. For those of us who can't reunite with our relatives all year round, it is inevitable that there is a little bit of sadness and sadness when we think of these, so every time I meet and see off at the station, pier and airport, I am left with too much sadness.
At the beginning of the article, I said that I had just woken up from a dream, and at this time, I was thinking, in fact, there are many people like me in the world, and they will feel the same way. When I think about it, my heart is much brighter. It is often said that people miss their relatives during the festive season, and people who live like us feel it deeply at this time, so for many years, in my dreams, it is often difficult for me to distinguish whether I am in my hometown or my second hometown at this moment.
It's a little sad to say, maybe you won't believe it, a few years ago I went back to my second hometown because my son got married, and then, I had a granddaughter, and it has always been her grandmother who has been leading it so far, and I, who is a grandfather, can only see my granddaughter in **, and listen to her every sweet shout "Grandpa is good, grandpa is good." Now that my granddaughter can speak, every time I hear her say, "Grandpa, we miss you," I feel sad in my heart. As the saying goes: parents are not far away. Especially in the face of the nearly 100-year-old man, filial piety comes first in the world, I can only endure the pain and cut love, and do my duty and obligation to be a son, at the same time, I am also thinking that I also have a son, and I should set an example for the younger generations. In life, people's hearts are flesh and blood, that person does not have children's affection, who does not love their relatives, but people cannot live too selfishly. In life, there is no perfection, and imperfection is called life. Of course, this is my personal understanding, as long as you are worthy of raising your relatives, worthy of your own country, and have these beliefs in life, then no matter what you live in, you can live every day calmly. As the saying goes: Why do you have to know each other when you meet, you are all fallen people in another country. I remember Lenin preaching in memory of the Frenchman Eugène Bautier, the author of the International Lyrics: "No matter how far a man goes, he goes."No matter how much he felt like a foreigner, he would use the familiar tune of the Internationale to find comrades and companions for himself. At that time, those who made great contributions to the promotion of social progress regarded ** as their hometown, and countless selfless dedication people demonstrated the beauty of human nature with the spirit of great love and boundless love. The well-known song "**Oil** is my home" sings the hearts of people living in a foreign land, and expresses the broad mind of good men who have been aiming in all directions since ancient times. As long as each of us lives happily, it is the same everywhere, and it is the hometown of our own spirit.
Luoyang's original creator: Kong Haijun Wentu).