You silently endure the torment of middle age, like a crumbling castle. The years have ruthlessly stripped away your face and drained away the brilliance of youth. Those feelings of sadness, anxiety, and helplessness are haunted by your heart.
Standing in the middle of a river in middle age, you feel lonely and alone. Family members are becoming fragile and they need your care and attention. You don't dare to relax, take the child with your left hand, and support your parents with your right hand, and become their most reliable support. But when children enter puberty, their confused and rebellious eyes make you confused. You want to be their safe haven, but the slightest mistake in your words stings their weak hearts.
Your parents are also getting old under the ravages of time, and their faltering steps make your heart like a knife. You can't bear to lose your temper with them, but you often can't control your emotions. You know that they are the most important people in your life, but you are powerless to stop the passage of time.
Your lover, like you, is struggling with the hardships of middle age. You support each other and work for a common ideal. However, you must learn to unblock your emotions and mend the rifts left by the collision of time. You try to maintain your consistent image and face life's ups and downs happily. But when you calm down alone, you will find that the distortion of your posture, the aging of your face, and the tiredness of your eyes are all ruthless reminders from middle age.
Over the years, you have endured the double pressure of years and life, and your heart is constantly changing. There may be some places that have been hardened by the weather, but there are also places that have become soft because of the grind of life. You know, middle age is not the end, but a new beginning. You suffer silently, but you still have dreams and pursue the spark of hope.
The hasty arrival of middle age makes you feel extremely difficult. However, at this stage, you will exude a deeper charm. You are the Yangtze River that has experienced the vicissitudes of life, no matter the wind and rain or the huge waves, you can not erase your inner peace and strength.