In my heart, Li Bai has always been an admirable poet. His poems are full of ambition, as if they can ignite a fire in the human heart, and people can't help but fall in love with it. However, when I learned more about his life experience, I began to have a complex emotion for him, lamenting his absurdity and helplessness, and marveling at his inner struggle and confusion.
Li Bai, I am born to be useful, he is full of confidence, as if fate is waiting for him to show his talents. He once said, "When the daughter is gone, it will come back", and this optimistic attitude makes people feel his confidence in his own ability, and he believes that no matter what setbacks he encounters, he can get back on his feet.
However, Li Bai's life is extremely obsessed with power and money, he married a wife four times in his life, and became a son-in-law twice for money and power, allowing the child to give up his surname. Such a dirty experience made his heart full of unwillingness and anxiety. He longs for ten thousand gold bottles of sake, and ten thousand dollars for jade plates, and he hopes to use his talent and pride to live a life of drunken gold fans. He longs to share with the world all his worries and uneasiness.
The reality is often harsh. Li Bai paid a huge price on the road of chasing his dreams. He indulged in wine, indulged in a life of drunkenness, and finally abandoned his wife and children to pursue what he called freedom and arrogance. His life has fallen into an absurd situation, and his ambition seems to be just an illusion in his heart.
In his later years, Li Bai tried to change his fate by defecting to the rebels, he was obsessed with power and conspiracy, trying to fill the emptiness in his heart with external strength. However, this behavior only made his life more chaotic and disorderly. His heart seems to be a spiritual **, a poet with great pride, and a madman obsessed with power and money.
Li Bai's poems are full of yearning for money and power, and he longs to live a life of ten thousand gold bottles of sake and ten thousand dollars of jade plates. However, his life was full of helplessness and sadness. He once said: "* Hurry up, bankrupt yesterday and poor today", this sentence may be a sigh in his heart, a reflection on his powerlessness.
I couldn't help but wonder if Li Bai's ambition was just a fiction, and whether his deep confusion and uneasiness also reflected my own state of mind. Perhaps, my admiration for Li Bai was just an escape from my own confusion. Li Bai's life tells me that money and power do not bring true happiness, and the true meaning of life lies in knowing each other, not chasing money and power.
Money is like dung, and righteousness is worth a thousand gold. Life is expensive, why bother with money and money? These verses shine with wisdom in Li Bai's poems, and they tell us that true wealth lies in inner satisfaction and sincere friendship. And Li Bai's tragic life is a mirror that allows us to reflect on our life pursuits and re-examine our inner yearning and desire.
Perhaps, Li Bai's life is an absurd picture, but it is this absurdity that makes his poetry so vivid and profound. His ambition may be just a dream, but it is this dream that allows us to see the truth and impermanence of life. Li Bai is not only a great poet, but also a mirror that reflects human nature, allowing us to re-examine ourselves and think about the true meaning of life.