Looking back on Fan Xiaoxuan, her beauty is not inferior to Fan Bingbing, and she had an affair with

In 1977, just after the Spring Festival, a baby girl fell to the ground in Taipei City, Taiwan Province, and was named Fan Xiaoxuan.

At that time, Fan Xiaoxuan's father was only 17 years old, and her mother was only 19 years old.

Faced with the arrival of his daughter, the underage father was a little overwhelmed and chose to escape.

Two years later, my father filed for divorceSince then, the mother and daughter have been left to rely on each other.

Fan Xiaoxuan, a single-parent family, is well-behaved like a marionette, and her mother began to let her learn piano when she was 3 years old.

In her childhood, Fan Xiaoxuan had no friends to play with, and some just practiced quietly in her room alone.

's mother's excessive discipline laid the groundwork for Fan Xiaoxuan's rebellious character.

At the age of 7, Fan Xiaoxuan was selected to enter the ** class of Guangren Primary School, learned the flute at the age of 9, and began to learn to write lyrics and compose music at the same time.

Whenever night falls, Fan Xiaoxuan will start to create, and write at a young age:"Love is blind, stupidity is pathetic, I am subordinate".Such a lonely and profound sentence.

During the day, Fan Xiaoxuan will wear a doll-like smile, and her sweet singing voice has become her mother's capital to show off.

In 1991, 14-year-old Fan Xiaoxuan was like a flower, with delicate facial features and a shy temperament.

So, he was favored by the advertising company and filmed an advertisement for chewing gum, and since then he has entered the entertainment industry.

Later, Li Yaming, the "rookie leader", took a fancy to her and signed a contract with Fumao Records.

Li Yaming is bent on building Fan Xiaoxuan into a new generation of "otaku gods and goddesses". He found Huang Guolun, the hottest creator at the time, and wrote two songs.

Huang Guolun wrote a song "Sky" to Faye Wong and a song "Tears" to Fan Xiaoxuan, and Fan Xiaoxuan's "Tears" has become a must-listen song for girls who are out of love.

In 1995, Fan Xiaoxuan released her first ** "Rain", which was popular in that era when the "Four Heavenly Kings" were popular.

Suddenly broke into a man wearing a yellow raincoat, hiding in the ** pavilion and singing“rain falling in my heart”'s innocent girl, which makes people unbearable.

And at this time, Zhou Xun was still a not-so-eye-catching little actor in the crew, and she was also attracted to become Fan Xiaoxuan's fan sister.

As a fan, Zhou Xun must not have imagined that they would marry godsisters after 12 years.

After becoming famous, Fan Xiaoxuan began to take over movies, and the lineup of the first movie was very strong.

She teamed up with Jacky Cheung in "Extraordinary Detective" and was shortlisted for the Best New Actor Award at the Hong Kong Film Awards.

At that time, for the entire Taiwanese entertainment industry, Fan Xiaoxuan's arrival was like a breath of fresh air, her popularity and age were the same, and she was invincible.

Not long after, a big pie fell from the sky and hit Fan Xiaoxuan.

The children's song "Little Witch Magic Book" she inadvertently sang quickly became popular, and the record company took advantage of the trend to launch **.

This ** was renamed "Your Sweetness" when it was released in the mainland, and it became the best-selling ** in the mainland that year.

Since then, 20-year-old Fan Xiaoxuan, known as "Sister Xuanxuan", has become popular on both sides of the Taiwan Strait.

In 1998, Fan Xiaoxuan was invited to participate in the recording of the CCTV Spring Festival Gala, and her partner Xie Xiaodong sang "Health Song".Three circles on the left and three circles on the right, twisting the neck, twisting the buttocks, going to bed early and getting up early are in good health".

This song became one of the most popular songs of the Spring Festival Gala that year, and its popularity even surpassed Faye Wong and Na Ying's "Meet in 1998".

And Fan Xiaoxuan's popularity also brought her trouble.

She has to get up before seven o'clock every morning to put on makeup and dress herself up as a little witch.

Wearing a cape, a red headband, and a large broom.

She rushed to different places, pretending to be cute while taking the children to do morning exercises.

The daily work made her tired, but Fan Xiaoxuan could only beat her spirits, and on the way home, she muttered quietly: ""Health Song" is very annoying!."”

Fan Xiaoxuan's children's rhyme** is selling better and better, but she feels more and more that she has been kidnapped.

"There is a volcano in my heart, but on the surface I have to disguise myself as a little girl who sells matches. ”

Some people say that it's better to be famous early, but most famous people, especially girls, don't have a good time living their lives.

Fan Xiaoxuan, who was completely sleepless, said to herself in the mirror"I don't want to be used as a puppet by them anymore".

When she got up the next day, she went to cut her hair short, tattooed her, and pierced her tongue.

When she returned to the company, she told everyone, "I want to transform. ”

But almost everyone in the company told her that "transformation is very risky".

Fan Xiaoxuan ignored the opposition and began to create the rock and jazz ** "I Want Us to Be Together", but suffered the most dismal sales.

While accepting the bitterness of not being understood by outsiders, she desperately wants to prove herself.

This invisible pressure made Fan Xiaoxuan, who was sensitive and fragile in her heart, suffer from depression.

Depressed all day long, she lost twenty pounds, and the most she said at that time was: "How can you die happily".

But at the same time** is redeeming her in some way, Fan Xiaoxuan has always insisted on creating**, including the later release of "Peerless Celebrity".

Fan Xiaoxuan said: "I am in pain, ** is the only exit".

But in fact, in addition to the exit of **, there is also her boyfriend Zhou Junwei.

When she met Zhou Junwei, it was the most serious period of Fan Xiaoxuan's depression, and she always asked her boyfriend, do you love me.

And Zhou Junwei is like an angel sent by God, taking care of the sick Fan Xiaoxuan meticulously.

In winter, she helped her heat the bedding with a heater, and even if she went downstairs to take out the garbage, she would hide the knife at home, for fear that Fan Xiaoxuan would not be able to think about it.

Zhou Junwei, a newcomer who was supposed to go to the company to record songs and create, began to study psychological books at home without working.

Xiao S once laughed at Zhou Junwei for being Fan Xiaoxuan's servant, and he nodded with a smirk.

Fan Xiaoxuan once rushed to the rooftop on the 20th floor of the hotel, wanting to jump.

Zhou Junwei hugged Fan Xiaoxuan hard and shouted: "Don't jump, if you go down, I will go down with you."

Under Zhou Junwei's careful care, Fan Xiaoxuan's condition slowly improved.

After recovering from her illness, Fan Xiaoxuan chose to break up with Zhou Junwei:"I don't want to be a trouble for you, you've been so nice to me, so good that I feel both sweet and painful. ”

During the period of depression, Fan Xiaoxuan developed the habit of writing a diary.

After recovering she wrote:"I used to be looking for myself, I thought I had found it, but I was even more confused, in fact, why did I look for it in the first place, I am who I am. ”

Fan Xiaoxuan, who got rid of depression, finally mustered up the courage to read the fans' messages.

She found that many people have depression problems, so she wants to use her influence to give back this power to fans.

At the age of 30, Fan Xiaoxuan, who wanted to retire from the background, began to cheer up, she set up her own studio, created a 100% band, and became a cool rocker.

In the band's first performance, when she was about to go on the stage, Fan Xiaoxuan, as the lead singer, was so nervous.

Her throat seemed to be sealed, and her head broke out in a cold sweat, and she said to the guitarist next to her Allen, "Why am I trying to be an artist? ”

This man who is not smiling and does not seem to eat the fireworks of the world said gently: "You have a good time on stage, first of all, you have to be happy." ”

That day, Fan Xiaoxuan went out on stage for the first time and sang hi.

After that, Fan Xiaoxuan silently felt that with Allen, there would be an indescribable power.

In this way, two ** people who appreciate each other walked together.

When Fan Xiaoxuan excitedly shared the news of her love with her mother and friends, she was strongly opposed by everyone.

Everyone thinks that Allen is not worthy of Fan Xiaoxuan, and he is still a poor boy who can only be a **.

And Xiao S, who is a best friend, is even more fast-talking: "Allen is an ugly man, you must find a handsome boyfriend".

Fan Xiaoxuan just smiled, she said: "I just like Allen's stupid appearance."

She also took Allen to "Adventures in Life" together, and the man who looked like an assistant in the show always stayed quietly by Fan Xiaoxuan's side.

The pop-up screen of the audience of the show was also from the beginning"How is Fan Xiaoxuan with a passerby".to"Two people, you play and I sing, it's like a fairy couple. ”

They are like a pair of retrograde people in secular life, walking in unison, warming each other, and bursting out of positive energy belonging to "weirdos".

In the entertainment industry, there have been rumors that "Zhou Xun and Fan Xiaoxuan are together", which is also the best evidence of the friendship between the two.

In 2006, under the guidance of Li Daqi, Fan Xiaoxuan and Zhou Xun hit it off at first sight.

Li Daqi put his arm on the shoulders of the two and said, "Zhou Xun liked you very much 12 years ago, and I knew that you would definitely get along." ”

Fan Xiaoxuan and Zhou Xun are both pure and simple artists who just want to calm down and do their own things.

Their encounter is like two separated and reunited sisters, going to Japan to watch Madonna's concert together, wearing the same black dress at Zhou Xun's house in Beijing for New Year's Eve, and also launching the collaborative song "We".

Fan Xiaoxuan met Zhou Xun, which was lucky for her.

In 2010, Zhou Xun took over the movie "Dragon Gate Flying Armor" for Fan Xiaoxuan.

Zhou Xun felt sorry for Fan Xiaoxuan, who was filming in the desert, and secretly brought whiskey to warm up with her.

In 2011, the two tacitly took over the movie "Listener to the Wind" together, and after filming, they went back to their rooms to dance and relax together.

With Zhou Xun's company and encouragement, Fan Xiaoxuan won the Golden Horse Award and the Academy Award for Best Supporting Actress with her vivid performance.

In 2014, Zhou Xun got married, and during the wedding, Fan Xiaoxuan silently hid in the corner, smiling and crying, applauding and blessings.

And the first row of seats left for her remained empty until the end of the wedding.

In 2015, Zhou Xun served as the producer of the movie "Accompany Anthony Through the Long Years", and she immediately remembered Fan Xiaoxuan.

So she invited Fan Xiaoxuan to write the theme song for the movie, and Fan Xiaoxuan also wrote their story into the song.

"Accompany you through the long years".

Walked through the people coming and going.

If you don't like it, you have to appreciate it.

I am a silent being.

Not when your world is only your shoulder.

Refuse to grow to grow.

It becomes what you want.

Before raising your hands in surrender.

Let me stay with you for a while.

Accompany you to live out the answers along the way.

Accompany you to turn loneliness into bravery.

I lost and came back again and again, and I didn't leave.

After that, she almost ceases to be seen by the general public, but when she does, all the stars dim.

After the 43-year-old Fan Xiaoxuan appeared in "The Dreamer", everyone shouted: Amazing!

In the movie, Fan Xiaoxuan plays the eldest brother's woman, and she shows the amorous atmosphere of the royal sister to the fullest.

Charming eyes are like silk and murderous, and someone commented: "Shocked! Is this woman Fan Xiaoxuan who sang "Health Song" back then? ”

The years are a pig-killing knife, but here Fan Xiaoxuan has become an embroidery knife.

More than 20 years have passed, and in the Taiwanese entertainment industry back then, the three of the four sisters who were dominantly influential were all married, living a fireworks life, and slowly smoothed out the edges and corners of life, and could only miss the appearance of youth and frivolity in the dead of night.

And Fan Xiaoxuan, she seems to have been there all along, bent on pursuing her own life.

Now Fan Xiaoxuan is not as prosperous as when she was young, but she lives a very free and easy life.

When many people regret that she played the wrong cards on impulse and destroyed her future, she lived her life and lived happily because she jumped out of her comfort zone and conformed to her heart.

doesn't care about other people's eyes, she is the only one of the four sisters who has become the winner in some sense.

Later, even the good sister Aya couldn't help but ask her, "Will others think you are too individual".

Fan Xiaoxuan said:"Originally, everyone has a personality, I don't think I'm rebellious, I don't know what it's called rebellious, I'm actually very well-behaved. I think that's their standard, but every time I ask myself, is what I'm doing what a good person should do?Am I doing my job responsibly?Am I being polite?Am I kind?Actually, that's the most important thing. ”

In fact, there is more than one standard of life, so why should we follow the standard in the eyes of outsiders?

We often ignore Fan Xiaoxuan's beauty because of her personality and talent, even if she takes a photo with the photo killer Fan Bingbing, she does not show half of her timidity, and it is difficult to distinguish between victory and defeat.

44-year-old Fan Xiaoxuan not only can't see her age at all, but also has her innate girlishness.

She looked at the thousands of worlds, and unconsciously revealed a scattered confusion, and that kind of pure shyness was much more innocent than the artificially maintained girlishness.

Now that her appearance and talent are good, many insiders are persuading her, "You are so talented and beautiful, you should come out and be seen by more people."

She said, "I just want to live my own life, I used to want others to understand, but now I feel why others understand, and I have to live my own life if I don't understand it." ”

Although we are looking forward to seeing Fan Xiaoxuan on the stage again, we don't know what year or month.

She is a brave girl, and I hope that many years later, when she wanders in confusion, she will still be inspired by her words, which were considered childish at the time:

"I don't know how long I'm going to live, so I've got to start right away. ”