No matter when, where, no matter what kind of person you become, I will never meet you again. What makes me deeply hopeless is that I failed to treat Alain Ruo with sincerity while she was still alive. I always thought that my patience would protect her, that we still had a lot of time, and that I always felt that everything was under control.
As the shadows of Donghua and Qingqiu, they were born with a proud heart. However, this only life is so bitter.
I don't have a father, and my mother is a goddess from heaven who gave birth to me in Qinan Shrine. When I was born, I was too weak to cry. Luckily, the Superior of the Winged Bird Clan, Xiang Li Yin, appeared in time and fed me with his blood, allowing me to let out my first cry.
At that time, it was noon, but there was a strange scene of the sun and moon shining in the sky. Therefore, Xiang Li Yin named me Ye, which means the light of the city.
Later, in order to reward my mother for her fertility, Xiang Li Yin married her to the elder brother of Mrs. Junhou, and regarded me as a nephew. I was raised according to ancient rituals at the Qinan Shrine, and when I was one year old, I succeeded the chief priest and studied under him.
However, when I was five years old, there was a coup d'état in the Beagle Clan. Xiang Li killed his brother and seized the throne, and married the former queen and his wife. At that time, Mrs. Tilting was already pregnant with the child of her predecessor, the prime minister. In order to protect the child, she had to marry Xiang Li Yun. Soon after, she gave birth to a princess named Tachino.
Five years later, Mrs. Tilt became pregnant again and gave birth to a daughter with Xiang Liyun. But because her hatred for Xiang Liyin has not disappeared, she is also deeply disgusted with this daughter. So, she threw the child into the snake's nest next to the fountain of understanding, and left him to fend for himself. I was ten years old at the time, and when I learned of the fate of the little princess, I rushed to the snake formation and saved her life with my blood. I named her Aranjo. Since then, I have secretly taken care of her for five years.
Until I was fifteen years old, it was customary for successive priests to retreat for a long time. The long-term repair period is 20 years. If you do this, you will be promoted to the rank of Deputy Priest. Before the retreat, I was worried that young Alain would have no one to take care of her, so I planted a tree with four seasons fruit in the snake formation and taught her how to feed her belly.
When he was hungry, he picked fruit and ate it, and when he was thirsty, he drank the water of the spring of anxiety. Then I went into retreat. In the silent years, Alain Ruo grew up alone, and those childhood memories disappeared into the air like broken foam. In the tenth year of Shen Ye's retreat, Alan Ruo was like the morning star in the mist, in the prime of his youth at the age of fifteen. At that time, she had been adopted by the second prince of Xihai and became his subordinate**.
Xiang Liyun, in order to stabilize his position, decided to marry Alan Ruo to the priest Xi Ze. When the news broke, the entire court was shocked. At this time, Shen Ye learned the news after leaving the customs, and he knew that Alan Ruo had made a marriage contract with Shen Ze Shenguan, and all her memories of her childhood had disappeared.
After the abdication of the priest Xi Ze, Shen Ye succeeded to the position of the chief priest, and his marriage contract with the eldest princess Tachibana was also put on the agenda. However, Tang Nuo's heart only has Shen Ye, and Shen Ye's deep affection for Alan Ruo has never been able to speak. He knew that if he was honest about his feelings, Alain would become the target of public criticism. So, he could only silently guard her side.
Despite the fact that they both have a marriage contract, Alan Ruo still can't help falling in love with this cousin Shen Ye, who is always cold. She knew she was disgusted by her mother and sisters, and she acquiesced in their accusations of her blood. However, this did not make her lose the courage to live. She is still free, confident and determined.
Alan Ruo often wears a red dress, and the injustices and sorrows hidden under her beautiful appearance seem to have gone away with her steps. She once faced Shen Ye in a Dharma field and asked the shocking words: "I heard that the blood of the priest has the function of dissolving filth and purifying filth, and today I accept the grace of the priest, I wonder if my blood will be much cleaner?" ”
Tang Nuo's overtures to Shen Ye were frequently rejected, which made her heart feel like being wet with cold rain. Sad, she chose to fornicate with others, and even secretly married her. The news left Mrs. Tilt shocked and helpless. Her once-doted daughter made such a mistake.
Airi is deeply disgusted by Tachibana's mistakes, and he only sees power and status in his eyes. And Tachino exists only to satisfy his selfish desires and strengthen his position. Now, he grabbed Tachibana and ordered her to be beheaded on the Spirit Comb.
At this critical moment, Shen Ye came to the rescue in order to repay Tang Nuo's father for saving his life. On the spirit comb platform, Alan Ruo also assisted Shen Ye in saving Tang Nuo. In the end, Tang Nuo was sentenced to exile, and Shen Ye was demoted to a concubine for the crime of dereliction of duty.
Alan Ruo's heart is like a knife, she can't let Shen Ye disappear into the sea of people like this. She tried every means to get Xiang Liyun's permission to imprison Shen Ye in the princess's mansion. In order to alleviate Shen Ye's depression, Alan Ruo wrote letters to him in the name of others, and those letters warmed his heart like a spring breeze.
Later, Shen Ye learned that the letters were from Alan Ruo, and he pretended to be angry, but Alan Ruo calmly said to him: "I just want you to know that no matter where you are, I am here waiting for you." Her voice was firm and warm, as if all the wind and rain could not shake her determination. It never occurred to me that you don't dislike me as much as I dislike you. Perhaps, I even have a crush on you, and I do all this to make you happy.
Two years have passed, and the two of us have spent time in the house. You've even moved in a four-season fruit tree. The fruit tree blossomed and bore fruit. It reminds me of the experience I had when I was younger, when I used to eat this fruit in the snake formation. But I was told that there was no such fruit tree in the snake formation, and that it took root and blossomed overnight. However, since I had been bewitched by the miasma of the serpents, I could no longer remember most of the past.
I love these four seasons fruit trees, and I often enjoy the shade of the trees. You always show your liking for me while I'm asleep. You especially like to see me sleeping quietly, as if it will make you forget your troubles for a while. You pinned the flowers of the four-season fruit tree to my ears, caressed my cheeks, and affectionately imprinted a kiss on my eyebrows. Unfortunately, none of this woke me up.
Once, I thought you had a deep affection for me. Otherwise, you would not have come to my house, and you would not have allowed me to sit next to you and study with you. But this love that I thought I thought, this love that I believed in, came to naught at a certain moment.
Mrs. Tilting has joined forces with you to plot a rebellion, and you have also proposed that I must be dealt with by you if it succeeds. She didn't hesitate to agree. However, when Xiang Li Yun died, I was the one who was thrown into prison. You are confident that you have a plan, but you don't realize that you have fallen into the trap of the Lady of the Painting. From the beginning, she had no intention of letting me go.
In the eyes and hearts of Mrs. Tilt Painting, there are only her and Xiang Liyin's daughter Tachibano. For others, she never took it to heart. She was hell-bent on passing the throne to Tachibano, and I was in the way of Tachibano. She had to get rid of me. In prison, Mrs. Tilting cruelly revealed the truth of the matter to me and distorted the facts. She told me that it was all a ploy by you and her, and that you had never loved me. The two years in the princess's mansion were fake.
I was pregnant and gave birth to a daughter in October, and I didn't get a trace of pity from Mrs. Tilting. Even though she once said to me, "If you have an afterlife, I will pay you what you owe." But I replied wearily, "I never looked forward to it, I just wanted this life to end happily." "In this world, my fate with my mother will come to an end. If there is an afterlife, I have nothing more than to hope for my mother again. Later, Alan Ruo was rescued from prison by Xi Ze and Su Moye.
At that time, when Alan Ruo heard that the Night Stalkers were coming, her royal brother Eriga decided to go out on his own. She knew in her heart that this battle was not accidental, but her mother, who had drawn up Madame's plan to get rid of her brother. At that time, Alan Ruo was already convinced that Shen Ye had never loved her, and even her cherished memories were false.
A disheartened Alan Ruo took the place of her brother on the battlefield, but Shen Ye thought that she was already under the protection of Xi Ze. On the banks of the Xingsi River, in order to completely destroy the enemy, Alan Ruo activated the Soul Summoning Array, using his own soul as a sacrifice, and finally his soul was scattered. After Shen Ye learned the truth, it was irretrievable. He rushed to the banks of the Xingsi River in a rage, and if it wasn't for Xi Ze's intervention to stop him, he would have almost killed the Winged Bird Clan.
Under Xi Ze's guidance, Shen Ye exhausted his cultivation and created Alan Ruo's dream, in order to reunite Alan Ruo's primordial spirit. In order to punish the Winged Birds, he slashed down three seasons with a sword, causing the Birds to suffer in the harsh winter. Since then, Alan Ruo's name has been banned from the Bi Wing Bird clan, and the entrance to Alain Ruo's Dream in the Serpent Array has become a forbidden place. Shen Ye repeated the past with her over and over again in Alan Ruo's dream, gathering her primordial spirit.
Three hundred years later, Qingqiu Emperor Ji Bai Fengjiu strayed into Alan Ruo's dream, and Emperor Donghua entered the dream together in order to save her. The cycle of fate opens again, and after three hundred years, they will begin to resolve the grievances of this hundred years from the root. In Alan Ruo's dream, Emperor Donghua and Bai Fengjiu experienced Alan Ruo's life of suffering together.
They created the Divine Mirror, and finally learned about Alan Ruo and Shen Ye's past and present lives. Emperor Donghua once sealed the Misty Fall in the Fanyin Valley, for which he slept in the Miaoyi Wisdom Realm for a hundred years. In order to ensure that the fall would not be chaotic again, he used half of his shadow to create a soul and placed it in the Fanyin Valley, which is Shen Ye. And Bai Fengjiu, who loved Emperor Donghua deeply, heard about this, and turned his shadow into a soul and put it into Fanyin Valley, hoping that it could repay his kindness and save Emperor Donghua's shadow when he was in danger. Whatever he wants, her shadow will make it happen for him.
The fate of Shen Ye and Alan Ruo originated from the encounter of that shadow. At that time, he helped her get the shadow, but he never expected that the shadow would turn into Alan Ruo. Their fate is like a dream, short and beautiful, but also full of helplessness and regret.
When Shen Ye knew the mystery of his life history with Alan Ruo, his heart was full of despair. He regretted that he loved her in a forbearant way and failed to cherish the love of that life. The sad Shen Ye chose to go to the river of thought and end his life. Perhaps, if it weren't for the hope of resurrecting Alainjo, he would have been unable to bear the pain of his life.
February** Dynamic Incentive Program
In the Pillow Book of Three Lives and Three Worlds, the story of Alan Ruo and Shen Ye is a tragic epic. Their fate is like a tear-jerking movement, which makes the relationship between Bai Fengjiu and Emperor Donghua complete. However, Emperor Donghua did not take back their shadows, but instead sealed them in a twin Four Seasons Tree and gave them to Xi Ze Divine Monarch to plant in Qinan Shrine. They hope that thousands of years later, these two shadows will be able to turn into human form again and continue to write the frontier.
Shen Ye's love is deep and sincere, and he has always endured everything silently. He thought they still had time, but he didn't realize that fate was so transient and impermanent. Once you miss it, you can't get it back. The world is unpredictable, and we cannot predict the future, nor can we change the past. But we should cherish the present moment and bravely pursue our own happiness. Because once you lose it, you can't get it back. Therefore, let's not be too confident or proud, cherish the people in front of us, grasp every fate, and let life bloom with the most beautiful brilliance.