At the age of 16, love is beginning to bloom, and everyone is easy to fall in love with someone.
And I also met the love of my heart. She was my high school classmate, named Huo Mingqi. Slender body, ** like snow, face like peach blossoms, a pair of big eyes, clean and lovely.
Every time I see her, I think of a poem by Li Bai: Clouds want clothes, flowers want to look, and the spring breeze blows Revlon.
Unfortunately, she doesn't like to talk much.
I often go alone, and I don't see anyone to befriend anyone. Her academic performance is in the upper middle of the class, but because of her outstanding appearance, she has many crushes, which makes other girls jealous.
Shan Tianhan once publicly declared that he would never give up if he did not catch up with Huo Mingqi in this life.
Shan Tianhan is the son of the richest man in our local area, he is handsome and generous, and he is highly sought after by his classmates. And I are good friends.
Now that he has declared it, it is not good for me to fight with him.
When I got to high school, I lived on campus. I only go home once a week. My mother was afraid that my brother's making of clothes would affect my studies, because the sewing machine often sounded the sound of "Dada" chasing cloth, which meant that my brother was working again.
He found a long-lost sense of happiness and fulfillment in it, and became a well-known tailor, whose business was no longer limited to sewing and mending.
He occasionally goes to big cities for training, and every time he brings back the most popular ** style and new elements, as long as he looks at **, he can analyze the head to the head.
Some time ago, he made my mother a small cheongsam with a lotus leaf collar to participate in the recitation, which amazed the aunts and aunts in the school and the community, and they came here one after another, and asked my brother to help them realize it according to their imagination and requirements.
My brother's body is not suitable for too much work, so he set up a small studio at home and only receives two people a day. Incoming processing, tailor-made, private customization.
When I was at home, his mobile phone kept ringing, and the landline calls in were all looking for "Zhouzhou".
Many rich wives like to ask him for staff design, just to be different and not to collide with others.
Seeing him immersed in the world he loves, we are all happy for him.
Who says only women can be tailors? We men will not be bad if we do it seriously.
Since I moved into the school, our family's expenses have increased, and my brother has quietly saved some of the money he earned, in addition to buying rejection drugs and subsidizing the family.
I teased him, "Brother, do you want to marry a daughter-in-law?" Say, who do you have a crush on? ”
The elder brother's face was sad, "Forget it, don't harm others." Who can look up to me in such a condition? He took off his hat and ran his fingers through the thin hair.
In fact, my parents have asked many people to help my brother introduce them, but when the girls heard that he had leukemia, they all shy away. Alas, leukemia is not contagious, and it is completely normal to get married and have children after transplantation for more than ten years.
It's just that they don't want to risk being the spouse of a sick person, and the hidden price is huge. It's also understandable.
Ou Shengzhou, don't be discouraged, you are now the most famous fashion designer within a hundred miles! Your true daughter is coming towards you. ”
The elder brother was amused by the unfounded flattery, and began to fiddle with his corners again with great interest.
Dad came over and wanted to participate in our conversation and asked my brother, "I see that candy cube, I often come to you, is it ......."...... to youInteresting? ”
No! I'm 30 and she's only 18! ”
Don't say it, I also look at the candy cubes weird, and there is always something to come to you ......Mom heard the topic of interest and came over.
I'm alone, it's fine—".
Yang Mi's "Offering of Love" came from the street:
I have spent my whole life offering you, and I just hope that you will stop your wandering gaze, and please give me the power to love and be loved, so that I can meditate quietly under Bodhi ...... with peace of mind
Only when there is enough love to provide for it, health and life and death seem insignificant.
This reminds me of the process of having a heart-to-heart with Huo Mingqi.
When I was a sophomore in high school, I went for a run after self-study and happened to see a figure curled up in the corner.
It's Huo Mingqi! What is she doing alone in a pitch black playground? Curiosity drove me forward, but I accidentally heard her talking to someone
Dad, please, tell my mom, don't let her doubt me like that anymore, I can't stand ......I don't dare go home now, I don't dare look at her eyes......So what exactly am I doing wrong? I don't want to do that! ”
After talking about it, she simply threw away the ** and cried bitterly.
I stumbled and didn't dare to step forward. One is reluctant to let her be sad, and the other is that she has no right to invade her privacy.
We don't know each other very well, she's so cold, she always seems to reject people thousands of miles away, so I don't want to touch the nails.
Unexpectedly, at this time, she looked in my direction.
It's you? What do you hear? She looked a little nervous and straightened up.
I didn't hear anything ......You okay? ”
Are you qualified to say bad? I had to be extremely satisfied and grateful to be worthy of my mother! She laughed at herself, and the wind was tight.
I saw that she didn't mean to drive me away, so I boldly stepped forward and sat down one meter away from her. Trying to comfort her. Whether you admit it or not, "Look, I'm worse than you" is an effective way to comfort.
I decided to give it a try.
Mingqi, I don't know what's going on in your family, but I want to tell you my story, no one is worse than my background......"I told Huo Mingqi all about my unknown experience, and I didn't feel embarrassed.
Maybe I really came out of it. After all, no one has done anything wrong.
I used to live in the shadow of my brother, and I always felt that it was superfluous for me to come into this world, and they were just using me. But now I fully accept it from the bottom of my heart, and I also understand the difficulties of my parents and the suffering ...... of my brother”
Huo Mingqi looked at me with wide eyes, trying to see through me with his eyes, flashing a little surprise, and then turning to gloom, "At the very least, you are your own ......."”
Then you? "I've never told anyone, I'll tell you today, can you help me keep this secret? ”
Of course! "I patted my chest and promised.
I don't have any friends here, so I'll barely trust you once today. ”
The moonlight was like water, leaning on the playground of the campus, reflecting Huo Mingqi's snow-white neck. She turned her head and told me about her equally bizarre origins
Huo Mingqi's father, Huo Guangguang, was an employee of a textile factory when he was young, he was burly and handsome, and he was good at observing words and feelings, and was soon promoted to the director of the workshop.
The factory director has the youngest daughter, named Yanyan, who is pampered and cute, and often comes to the factory to play. Huo Guangguang intended to curry favor with Yanyan in order to tie up with the factory director. After going back and forth, both of them had meaning. The factory director felt sorry for his daughter, he didn't agree, and wanted to find her the right person, but Yanyan was forced to die and had to marry Huo Guangguang.
Huo Guangguang knelt at the door of the factory director's house and said that he would do his best in this life to treat Yanyan well.
The director of the factory is not a philistine, and seeing his daughter's resolute attitude, he let them go. The wedding was held with a bang.
After getting married, Huo Guangguang performed positively, and the factory director let him take over a large number of core businesses, paving the way for him to go up. It seems to be perfect.
However, Yanyan couldn't conceive a child for more than three years, and when she went for an examination, she found that she was born with tubal atresia and was unable to have children!
Huo Guangguang behaved very personable, and discussed with Yan Yan to raise a child. Yanyan felt that Huo Guangguang was affectionate and righteous, and he was not poisoned by feudal concepts, which was really rare.
After more than a year, Huo Guangguang reported the good news to Yanyan that there was a family in the People's Hospital that gave birth to a girl and was looking for a gift!
When Yanyan heard it, the girl was just right, and the girl was the intimate little padded jacket of her parents. They don't want it, we come to hurt!
Because the rules of the rivers and lakes for raising children are never recognized. Therefore, the middleman also avoids meeting between the two parties to prevent the biological father and mother from waiting for the child to grow up and then ask for someone.
From the ** hand, Yanyan took over this pink and tender little baby, not to mention how happy she was. After confirming that the child was healthy and normal in all aspects, the couple took the child home and fed him carefully.
This kid is Huo Mingqi.
Because she can't give birth to children, Yanyan loves this god-given girl very much, holding it in the palm of her hand for fear of falling off, and holding it in her mouth for fear of melting.
Not to mention, her appearance is a bit similar to Huo Guangguang, she really responds to the sentence "It's not a family, you don't enter a family." ”
The child was spoiled like a princess by the whole family, and grew up to the age of five without worry.
One day, Yanyan went to the kindergarten to pick up the child as usual, and suddenly saw a strange young woman, she hugged the ignorant child and kissed the left and right, and shed tears excitedly. The child wants to break free, but he can't.
Who are you? What are you doing with my chess? Yan Yan stepped up and pulled her away, "Neurotic, this is my daughter!" Then he pulled up the chess pieces with one hand, turned around and hurried away.
Yanyan's first thought was to abduct and sell children, as reported on the news a few days ago, which town's children were abducted and have no whereabouts. It's so hateful.
Wait a minute! The strange woman caught up, "I'm not a bad person!" ”
Yanyan ignored her, clenched the child's little hand, and trotted up. For fear that the child will be taken away accidentally.
Don't run away, Qiqi is my own flesh and blood! In an alley where no one was around, the woman finally shouted.
Nonsense, Qiqi is my child! Yanyan froze, she didn't run.
She has a vermilion birthmark under her left armpit, right? "The woman was panting, clutching her stomach, and it was inevitable.
Since she hugged this child, Yanyan has been worried about whether her biological parents will come to look for her, and whether she will find her biological parents when she grows up and learns her life experience.
I didn't expect that I would have to face it so early.
Yanyan asked the child to wait at the entrance of the alley, and she stayed to have a showdown with the woman.
We said yes, we don't owe each other in the future, and we will never communicate! I gave the middleman 20,000 yuan, which counts as compensation for you! ”
But I'm dying......Woo ......”
Yan Yan, who was still gritting her teeth just now, suddenly didn't know what to do.
I just want to let my child call me 'Mommy' before I die, I didn't mean to abandon her, but I had to suffer! The woman burst into tears, and there seemed to be a lot of unspeakable secrets.
What's the problem? What if you ask her to call you 'Mommy'? Isn't it a disservice to her? "I promise, take good care of her, cultivate her well, I won't give birth anyway, you can rest assured! ”
Sister, I can see that you are a good person, you treat chess as your own, and love you so much. It's just that I have a secret, and I don't know whether to tell ...... or notHer gaze showed a soft sincerity, presumably people are dying, and their words are good.
But it doesn't hurt to say that. Yanyan sympathized with this seriously ill woman, because she was Qiqi's biological mother.
She thought about it, if she wanted to borrow money, if she asked for it, not too much, she would meet her!
But she never expected that what she said was-
Huo Guangguang was that bastard, he lied to me and used me repeatedly. Before we marry you, we'll be fine. But he didn't hesitate to dump me in order to get to your house. Later, when I got married, my husband died in a mining accident, and he came to me again and made me his underground lover.
Six years ago, he insisted that I give him a child, saying that he would have more reason to marry me if he divorced in the future. Unexpectedly, after giving birth, he secretly took the child away! He also told me that it is good for children to grow up in a complete family. Otherwise, the child will be labeled as an 'illegitimate child' and will not be able to raise his head for the rest of his life.
That's when I learned that you wouldn't have children, he was just using me, and he had no intention ......of getting married at allSome time ago, I was diagnosed with advanced breast cancer, and I knew that my time was running out, and I wanted him to bring the child so that I could see him for the last time. But instead of agreeing, he also stopped the payment bill of my hospital! Isn't that for me to die! How could he be so ruthless?! ”
After Yanyan learned the truth, she was in pain. She didn't expect that her husband, who was decent and thoughtful in front of her, would be so filthy behind her back.
Adults are entangled in grievances, don't involve children. Yan Yan didn't agree with her to confess her relatives, and left with her head held high.
Even if she doesn't have children, she lives in the sun and has her own marriage proposition!
Later, Yanyan and Huo Guangguang divorced, but they didn't get separated. Because the core business of the factory is basically occupied by him, if he divorces, his father's entire factory will be handed over. Yanyan didn't dare to tell her father. But this incident became a scar, stinging Yanyan from time to time.
Her temperament has changed greatly, and she treats Huo Mingqi with distress and affection, and sometimes beats, scolds and humiliates. As long as she thinks that her beloved daughter is the belongings of her husband and others, her heart aches unspeakably.
These are all things that Huo Mingqi later knew little by little.
I'm scared to go home now, I'm scared to face my mother's face, I don't know when she's going to have a seizure and eat me in one bite. "No, Mom suspects she's in touch with someone over there.
But you're innocent! "I think she's worse than me.
Since the secret sharing, Huo Mingqi and I have become friends and reached a tacit understanding.
When we are in a bad mood, we meet at the southeast corner of the playground. Talk about the difficulties in life, the confusion in learning, and then cheer each other on.
I don't know how to face Shan Tianhan, after all, Shan Tianhan is struggling to pursue Huo Mingqi.
In the third year of high school, his studies increased. Huo Mingqi and I discussed applying for Shanghai Overseas Chinese Language School, and we each worked hard secretly.
One day last year, on the weekend, I went back to school. Sugar cube suddenly asked me out and handed me a letter.
When I was puzzled, she spoke, "This is for your brother, please help me transfer it." ”
Why don't you give it yourself? ”
I'm going to study in England tomorrow. Before leaving, I want to confess to him one more ......”
You ......With my brother? What the hell is going on? "Although I had a hunch, it was still very shocking when it actually happened.
I fell in love with your brother, but your brother rejected me. He said he didn't want to drag me down, and he didn't want to see me again. Fang Tang smiled helplessly, "He is too inferior, he doesn't deserve love if he has leukemia?" Or maybe he never had me in his heart......”
You are thirteen years apart, can your mother agree? ”
My world, of course, is up to me! As long as your brother agrees, nothing else is a problem! ”
When people are middle-aged and have only one daughter, how are they doing?
Ways to make a man love you for a long time: Don't be generous.
The wife has to go back to her parents' house every week, and when she feels that something is wrong, she secretly follows her, and when she sees a scene, the man understands.