In the world of all living beings, youth is like a grand carnival, and everyone is looking for their own joy and happiness. However, in this, some people have lost their way and embarked on the point of no return. is like this Xiaoyu, who is only 20 years old, she dedicated her youth to a married man, and in the end she only got endless pain and remorse.
Xiaoyu said to herself: I stood in front of the mirror, looking at my haggard face, and the eyes that were once full of brilliance are now dim. At this time, I was the only one in the dormitory, and they had all gone home for vacation. I didn't dare go back because I had just had surgery. I know that I am no longer the lively, sunny and confident girl I once was. For two years, I gave him everything I had, the married man, who was 35 years old. I know that I have no name, no status, but I love him so much that I can't help myself. My friends say I've changed, I've become reticent, I've lost myself.
I stumbled upon the woman he was out with, the woman who bore him a baby. My heart was like a knife, and I couldn't breathe in pain. But in front of him, I had to pretend that I didn't know anything, because I was not in a position to question him and make trouble with him. I knew that I was going to get deeper and deeper if I continued like this, but I couldn't extricate myself. I've tried to leave him, I've tried to get in touch with other boys, but it's all in vain. I became more and more disgusted with other men, and I just felt that they were all inferior to him.
I know that my love has become a pathology. What am I going to do? How do I get out of this predicament? Am I really going to go on like this, until my youth is exhausted, until I am abandoned by him?
Leaf Emotional Space Station:
In fact, I don't like girls like Xiaoyu very much-—— except for youth and brutal love, they are nothing good. Perhaps because of his youth, his simple thinking, empty mind, barren heart, love of vanity, lack of basic insight into men, and lack of respect and compassion for the emotions and dignity of another innocent woman, he has fallen into self-contempt and self-inferiority, and has no ability to take care of his personal feelings.
Such a girl is really distressing and angry. When you are young and entangled with a 35-year-old married man, isn't this jumping into the fire pit by yourself?
Actually, she can't be blamed for this. Adolescent girls, who are in love for the first time, have a natural yearning for mature and stable men. In addition, this man is rich and free, and he is personable, who is not tempted? However, the heart is the heart, there must be a bottom line for being a person and doing things, right? Knowing that people have families and have children, how can they still be "little three" with peace of mind?
What's even more infuriating is that this girl not only became a "little three", but also had an abortion for this man. What is this self-esteem? A doll that can be played with casually? It's heartbreaking!
You say this girl regrets it now, right? I don't think so. She may feel that she has already paid so much, and now that she is leaving, wouldn't it be a big loss? Moreover, she may still feel that she has a real relationship with this man, and without him, the sky is about to fall.
In fact, many young girls who fall into such feelings are carried away by a momentary **. She thought that this man was her true love, but she didn't know that this man just treated her as a plaything. When he gets tired of playing, he will abandon her mercilessly. At that time, it would be too late for her to regret it.
I know I might be a little ruthless when I say this, but I'm also doing it for the good of Xiaoyu. She was still young now, and thought she still had a lot of youth to squander. However, youth is not for waste, but for growth. If she continues to sink like this, she will not only ruin her own future, but also make her family suffer with her.
Therefore, I really hope that Xiaoyu can wake up quickly, leave this man, and start her life again. Although it may be painful for a while, in the long run, it is the only way out for her. Only in this way can she regain her lost sunshine, self-confidence and happiness.