Distressed! Helpless! These two words have been tangled in my heart for three whole years. My daughter, 32 years old, has no job and no partner. She was adrift in the provincial capital, and I kept watch in my hometown. She once said that there are many opportunities there and you can find your own world. However, the reality is so cruel that not only did she not find her dream job, but she also did not have anyone to accompany her.
Last year, she came back during the Spring Festival. I know that she did it out of desperation to make me feel less concerned. And I also hope to use the warmth of home to let her regain her confidence. However, three days, only three days, she said she was leaving. I feel distressed, but helpless.
Three days ago, I was busy in the kitchen, preparing my daughter's favorite dish. By the time I brought the last dish to the table, my daughter was already seated at the table. In her eyes, I saw anticipation and helplessness. I swallowed the pain in my heart and sat down beside her with a smile.
Daughter, it's good to be back, Mom made you your favorite dish. I gently patted her on the shoulder, trying to make her feel at home.
She lowered her head and stirred the rice in the bowl, and whispered, "Mom, I know that you are all for my good, but I really can't help it." ”
I looked at her distressedly, but I didn't know how to comfort her. I know, she's been struggling, she's been trying. However, the reality was so cruel that she couldn't breathe.
That night, I watched TV with her. ** is an inspirational drama on TV, in which the protagonist overcomes many difficulties and finally finds his happiness. Looking at it, her daughter suddenly burst into tears.
Mom, why is it that everyone else can be so lucky, but I am so unlucky? "She hugged me, tears drenching my clothes.
I hugged her distressedly and comforted: "Daughter, fate is sometimes so unfair, but we can't give up. You have to believe in yourself, and one day, you will find your own happiness. ”
Two days have passed, and my daughter is still depressed. She was in her room every day and hardly went out except for eating. I knew she was afraid to see the strange stares of her neighbors. She once said that in her failed career and love life, I am most sorry for me.
Finally, on the last day of the Spring Festival, my daughter told me that she was leaving. She said that she didn't want me to worry about her anymore, and she wanted to continue to work hard in the provincial capital to find her own life.
I looked at her determined eyes, distressed and helpless. I know that I can't stop her, I can only bless her. I hugged her tightly, tears rolling down her hair.
Daughter, mom knows, you have grown up and have your own ideas. Mom feels sorry for you, but she is also helpless. As long as you're happy, Mom is satisfied. "I gently patted her on the back, hoping that she would feel my affection.
She held my hand tightly and said, "Mom, I know you've always supported me. I will work hard, not for others, but for you. ”
Looking at her departing back, my heart was full of reluctance. I knew she needed time and space to prove herself. I can only pray silently, hoping that she can find her own happiness as soon as possible.
Now, she has been gone for three days. I look forward to her ** every day, expecting her to tell me that she has found a job and a partner. I know it's all going to take time. And I can only watch in my hometown and pray for her.
Distressed! Helpless! These two words still haunt me. However, I believe that my daughter, she will be able to find her own world. I will always guard her and support her until the day she finds happiness.