I liked Lin Ran for five years, from high school to college.
Everyone knows my feelings
But he pretended to be asleep. I stole kisses him while he was asleep.
He sued me.
I was expelled from school and spent three years forgetting about him.
But one day, he knelt down and begged me to leave ......
The sun was shining today, and my cheeks were hot.
I'm the same as yesterday.
I came out of the construction site and went to make deliveries, and then I had to rush to the next part-time job.
It's just that when I got to the door of the convenience store, I saw people I hadn't seen in three years.
Lin Ran. He was as handsome and more mature as before. The angular face makes people even more unable to take their eyes off.
I kept telling myself to forget about him, but I still felt my heart flutter.
But past experience has taught me that Lin Ran is not something I can imagine.
If it hadn't happened three years ago, I might have comforted my infatuation.
At that time, I was infatuated with Lin Ran.
Kissed him while he was asleep in the dormitory.
I was abused by my classmates, they called me dirty, they called me a **.
Because I sexually harassed Lin Ran.
He was disgusted with me, and I left.
Now I'm covered in stinky sweat, and my clothes are covered with dirt from the cement that I had just finished moving.
This person who hated me the most, the elegant man, suddenly appeared in front of me.
He was leaning on the Bentley.
Glancing at the watch on his wrist, he frowned, he was impatient.
Why didn't you attend last night's class party? 」
I didn't expect him to ask about this.
I took off my slimy gloves and shook them, and saw him pull away.
He is a cleanliness person, how could he get close to a filthy person like me?
I'm asking you. He seemed angry.
I took off my dirty coat and shook it, and then I looked at him.
I've dropped out of school a long time ago, and we're no longer classmates. 」
What does that class meeting have to do with me?
It was those so-called classmates who stood up to prove it for him.
All testify that I am a sinner.
Scold me shamelessly.
The next night of self-study, I was beaten up and swollen at night.
All the ugly words in this world can be thrown at my head, and they will not be merciful.
I even get harassed by men.
In the end, I was dropped out of school.
I don't have anything to do with that group anymore.
That's when I realized how self-conscious I was.
Lin Ran in my eyes is just a person I love deeply.
But in their eyes, Lin Ran is the heir of the Lin Group.
It's long gone by now.
It all ended three years ago.
My infatuation from high school ended in the winter of my sophomore year.
In the past three years, I have been running around because I have no strengths, and I have to work several jobs every day to allow me to survive the survey.
Because I have been engaged in heavy physical labor for many years, I am young but have a problem.
But I couldn't stop because I still had a sister to raise.
She's just started her freshman year, and I can't make her as hopeless as I am.
I want her to finish college and get a good job.
In addition, I have to live.
I need to find ways to make money.
My phone rang suddenly.
It turned out to be about my medical check-up.
Last week, there was a medical check-up benefit at the construction site, and I went too.
It's just that I didn't expect fate to play a joke on me again.
Mr. Mo Zigui, you have some heart problems, it is best to be hospitalized as soon as possible. 」
The doctor advised me to recuperate for at least half a year.
My heart was overwhelmed.
I'm just listening to the doctor's advice, and I still have to earn money to support my family.
I ignored Lin Ran, pushed open the door of the convenience store and walked in.
8 p.m. to 8 a.m. is my working time.
When I changed into clean overalls, a pair of bony hands threw a pack of cigarettes on the counter.
Checkout I didn't expect him to smoke now.
I pushed him a checkout code and sat down at the counter and took out my phone to play the game.
but heard his ridicule.
Mo Zigui, after so many years, you still don't grow up. 」
Three years later, everything about me still makes him sick.
I bowed my head and didn't speak.
You've disappointed me so much. 」
Do I have any hope for him?
He looked at the list of employees posted on the wall.
Are your co-workers male or female, and they don't know that you like sexual harassment? 」
I glared at him, my heart aching slightly.
Get out He looked at me and was slightly stunned, probably didn't expect me to be a temperamental.
But he was gone.
I was fired the next morning.
Because yesterday the boss was in the warehouse ordering and heard our conversation.
Xiao Mo, I'm just a small shop, I can't stand the toss. 」
There are very few people at this convenience store at night, and I can still rest here at night.
It's almost impossible to find another job like this.
I transferred all the wages my boss gave me to my sister.
Passing by McDonald's, I asked for a free glass of boiling water.
I took out two biscuits and soaked them.
This is my breakfast.
Another great thing about being at that convenience store is that I can pick up leftover cookies or bread from other people's eaters every day.
Now that this one is gone, it's equivalent to me missing breakfast.
Lunch is eaten on the construction site.
I don't eat dinner.
It's been a long time since I've been so embarrassed.
The last time was when I was dropped out of school.
I rushed to the teacher's office to get my tuition back.
But the teacher stood far away like a plague.
I took the fruit knife and compared it to my neck, and even cut a little blood on my neck.
I successfully got my tuition back and gave it to my sister.
I would have had scholarships and bursaries, but because I dropped out, I didn't have them.
At that time, I didn't have a penny, and when I was about to go hungry on the side of the road, I dug out half a steamed bun from the garbage can.
Now I don't have a penny, and I ate two meals at the construction site at noon.
After delivering the goods in the evening, I applied for several night shift jobs.
The other party doesn't want me.
Or they think I'm too thin to do physical work.
Either they know that I work on the construction site during the day, and they are afraid that I will fall on the post and cause them to suffer.
At night, I could only squeeze next to a few homeless people, but I couldn't sleep.
The autumn wind was blowing, and it was so cold that my upper and lower teeth shivered.
It's been a long time since I've slept outside.
Meeting Lin Ran is probably my fate.
Blame me for my bad eyes, I just think he is particularly seductive, and he is the center of the crowd when he walks to **.
Wherever he goes, my heart follows.
But he never thought that a person like him who was in the limelight could not be cultivated by an ordinary family.
His father is a bigwig in the business district, and his grandfather and uncle are in politics.
I dare to take a fancy to such a person.
Lin Ran is the most promising business heir of the Lin family.
I've seen him a lot on the news in the past two years.
I wanted to stay away from him, but I couldn't help but pay attention to him.
I seem to see him again.
Am I dreaming?
He wears a crisp suit and a pair of high-quality leather shoes.
With a cold face, he raised his foot and stepped on my hand.
How do you stay in such a place? 」
Whose sympathy do you want to win? 」
He pointed to a few homeless people lying next to him.
Mo Zigui, you are not a picky eater at all. 」
His eyes were full of disdain.
My heart ached slightly.
I forcefully withdrew my hand from under his feet, not daring to look at him.
Why is he here?
The place is backed by a large garbage dump and stinks.
He has a habit of cleanliness and always wears a pair of gloves on his hands.
As soon as I sat up, he took two steps back.
You're dirty. 」
I know I'm dirty.
But I want to live. The homeless men also got up, and I immediately followed them.
This is my experience of wandering, following them to eat.
Two large truckloads of new garbage had just been dumped.
I was lucky enough to pick up half a loaf of bread from inside.
Pinch the soft one.
What are you doing? 」
Before the bread could reach his mouth, he hit him on the ground.
Lin Ran even followed me.
I bent down to pick it up.
He was one step ahead of me and stomped on top of the bread.
The bread was crushed by his feet.
My breakfast is gone.
Mo Zigui, you, you ......」
I saw that Lin Ran's face had changed, and his lips trembled.
Yes, a noble son like him must have been frightened.
How could anyone eat something so dirty?
But if I don't eat, I'll starve to death.
I didn't have breakfast, and I panicked.
I still have to walk for more than 1 hour to get to the construction site.
I picked up another spicy strip from the ground, and it was all black.
Quickly stuffed in the mouth, a little toothy.
Mo, Mo ......」
His voice was blown away by the wind.
It was getting colder and colder, and I ran.
Vomit ......He threw up, I know, I made him feel disgusting and dirty.
It was the same three years ago.
When I kissed him, he threw up too.
I've liked him since my freshman year of high school, and it was love at first sight.
Everyone who knows us knows how much I feel for him.
But he didn't seem to notice any of this.
I still have a good relationship with my classmates.
My family conditions are not good, my parents died young, and I have a younger sister.
I'm going to live on the benefits.
He took good care of me.
The moment I fell in love with him with all my heart.
It's my birthday.
He took me to eat cake.
There were just the two of us.
In the school playground, he slowly lit each candle with a lighter.
In his deep eyes by candlelight, I was the only one.
Happy birthday, Mo Zigui. 」
Xiao Mo, why have you eaten so much in the past two days? 」
The foreman was very upset when he saw that I had eaten two more meals.
After I swallowed the last bite of steamed bun into my stomach, I burped profusely.
The foreman glanced at me dissatisfied.
How dirty are you now. 」
Who doesn't get dirty working on a construction site?
I just lost my convenience store job and can't afford to lose this job anymore.
It took me an extra hour to get off work.
The foreman was delighted.
But when I went to deliver the goods, I was half an hour late.
This month's full attendance is gone.
At the end of the month, take 150 yuan less.
150 yuan is my food expenses for three months.
I counted on two hands, and kept counting.
The article ** from U-C, the article "Can't help but kiss him".