After reading the mourning culture Human Disqualification , I felt Osamu Dazai s I was born as a h

After reading the mourning culture "Human Disqualification", I felt Osamu Dazai's "I was born as a human being, I'm sorry".

When I watched it for the first time, it took me nearly a month to read it piecemeal, and after an interval of more than half a year, I picked it up again and watched it for the second time, and it took nearly two weeks.

The first sentence of the first chapter of the book reads: "Looking back, my life is full of shame."

In the book, it is described that the rich son of the rich family, Ting Yezang, is constantly degrading and sinking in order to escape reality, and he is already full of gray hair before the age of 27 and lives a life like a walking corpse; In the end, he drank heavily and committed suicide .......

Let's take a look at the experience of the author Osamu Dazai's own life: he was born into a wealthy family, lived an unruly life, committed suicide five times, martyred four times, and committed suicide by throwing himself into the water with his last lover at the age of thirty-nine.

The feeling after watching it for the first time is: it's very real.

It takes a lot of courage for a person to be able to put his funny, twisted, and dark things into words, I think.

It's like a normal person who is naked in broad daylight, pulling out his intestines and internal organs, standing on the street and being seen in full view.

After reading it for the second time, I felt: What is this kind of person, this kind of man doing alive!

But many times, each of us is born in the world, and we probably have the shadow of the great garden to a greater or lesser extent.

Osamu Dazai, as the sixth son of a large landowner, has a "superfluous sense of the family"; As a result of the proletarian movement, a "consciousness of the superfluity of society" was added.

The reasons for Osamu Dazai's personality will be known by understanding Osamu Dazai's childhood.

The book mentions that although the Dazai family was a wealthy family (a large landowner family, and his father was a member of the House of Nobles), they were nouveau riche who made their fortunes through speculation and usury.

So he has ambivalent feelings of inferiority and pride in this family at the same time.

As the sixth son of the family, coupled with his father's busyness and his mother's frailty, he grew up under the care of his uncle and nanny Azhu. He lives in a lonely and lonely world, longing for strong love but not being able to get it, which makes him feel a kind of sadness that he has been abandoned by the world. ”

So Hazo chose to dress himself in a protective disguise through the method of being funny (playing the harlequin).

Unconsciously became a child who never told the truth to please the good boy.

You can't say you hate what you hate, but it's the same with what you like, it's like steal......ing with trepidation"

Even when he was violated by male and female servants when he was a child, he could only smile weakly and bitterly, and finally chose to endure all this.

Looking at the trajectory of Osamu Dazai's childhood, you can understand the lifestyle he chose after his **.

He experienced ...... from wealth to despair; have made "friends", been married, and lived in a psychiatric hospital; He was an alcoholic, smoked, committed suicide, and was fostered ......His tragic life is more exciting than a story.

"Disqualification in the World" is considered by many people to be the originator of "mourning culture", but in fact, there are more profound things worth noting in this ** in addition to the superficial "mourning". **It vividly shows the sense of alienation, loneliness, and fear of the world, and also shows the author's infinite yearning for love, sincerity, friendship, trust, freedom, happiness and other beautiful things.

Indeed, "Human Disqualification" is actually a book that redeems the lonely, the desperate, the sad, and the pure soul. It shows a young man with a fragile heart and a sensitive heart stepping into the abyss, and it also shows the influence of various men and women on the protagonist. Eventually, Osamu Dazai sublimates the issue into a discussion of the "world". ** In the big court Ye Zang thought:

What is the so-called world? Is it the plural of people? What is the entity of the world? Isn't the so-called world an individual? The world is a struggle between people, and it is a battle on the spot, and people live only to win in the battle. People do not give in to each other, and even slaves have their humble revenge. They are high-sounding and ...... with personal feuds as the goal

In addition, we should also pay special attention to the insistence on beautiful humanity behind the "mourning" of "Human Disqualification". Even though "I was born as a human being, I'm sorry", is not understood by anyone, and is considered mentally ill, Ota Hazo still has not given up the pursuit of goodness and beauty, has not given up the persistence of beautiful human nature, and is still as pure as a "child of God". As a result, "Human Disqualification" has been sublimated sadly.

The way of life presented in "Human Disqualification" is not worth emulating, but its spiritual world can comfort the soul and arouse everyone's empathy. After all, you can't be born as a human being. It's just that we should remember at all times:In a situation where life is more terrible than death, daring to live is true bravery

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