I don t want to just be an NPC

Mondo games Updated on 2024-02-13

I don't know if you feel this way? When I wake up on a weekday morning, I always feel inexplicable emo, and I unconsciously simulate a day's work in my head, and I suddenly feel tired. When I see other people's glorious work, I always feel envious, as if I am not in the same world as my own boring work. Always let fate push me forward, not giving us a chance to breathe, and it seems that one wrong step in career choice is the wrong step.

Is that really the case? In the recently released new production"Another day I don't want to go to work".The directors of the podcast "Career Departures" shared a variety of professional adventures through interviews with guests. In fact, we have many choices in life, but we are blinded by reality and dare not take that crucial step.

Joanna's experience of being laid off in the book touched me a lot, because I also experienced it firsthand. I don't know whether to say unfortunate or lucky, my first job went through a storm of layoffs. At that time, although I was mentally prepared to hear the gossip, I was still a little stunned when the big stick of layoffs was waved on me.

I vividly remember that it was one afternoon, I was still hanging a bottle in the hospital because of sudden deafness (maybe my mind was a little collapsed at that time, and my body showed signs first), and the personnel department suddenly sent a message to care about me and let me have time to go back to the company to find him.

I stared at the screen of my phone for a while, put my phone down and looked out the window on the left, watching the hustle and bustle of people outside the hospital. I don't know what they were going to do or what kind of troubles they had, but for me, I had to accept the guidance of fate – it was my turn.

It was a complex feeling, which I still don't know how to describe, mixed with a mixture of fear, loss, and calmness. It's time to say goodbye to the status quo, fate has made a choice for you.

The handover of resignation is actually very fast, after confirming the compensation, it is to go through the process online, watching the permissions are closed one by one, and the mailbox and Feishu cannot be logged in, I know that I am no longer a part of the company, and from then on, the road is going to one side. I started to pack up my tabletop stuffs. The computer was returned to the IT department first, and the work card was returned to the front desk when it left, and as for a lot of other messy things, I used a handbag to pack them away, and if I didn't have them, I left them in place and let the next person deal with them.

The last time I took the elevator downstairs, and the last time I clocked in with a badge. When I walked out of the company gate and looked back at the logo on the building, I was still in a trance, and I was a little reluctant to leave the place where I wanted to escape. Maybe I'm being too hypocritical, or maybe it's because this is where my first job experience is buried: joy and pain, it will be buried here, a past that no one will remember. Let's look forward and meet the coming winter full of uncertainties. In fact, it is not a big deal, and looking back now, it is only a small turning point on the road of life. Someday they will separate, just a little earlier.

Winter has arrived, and this is my memory of 2022. At the beginning, I was still a little too optimistic about the job market, but fortunately, the compensation given by the company was enough for me to continue to support me in finding a job for a while. The lack of work experience made me hit a wall in my job search, and I spent all day alone in a rental house, submitting resumes, going to interviews, reviewing interviews, and so on. I was about to vomit in my self-introduction during the interview, and this is the cruel reality. It was really the most painful time for me, and I was like a commodity that no one cared about being picked and picked on. I looked at myself, watching my patience drain like a hanging bottle that had once hung.

I didn't have the same optimistic attitude as Joanna in the book, and chose to go out and relax after being laid off. I need to be careful about my daily expenses, and now that I think about it, I was probably still in too much of a hurry, flying around like a headless fly, doing too much useless work. Of course, in the end, I got a job, and if it wasn't perfect, it was enough for me to take the next stage of my life.

In fact, most of the fear of being laid off at that time was still from the heart: the fear of facing uncertainty, the fear of making choices, the fear of opportunities... This gap allowed me to see my true self, as if I was facing a mirror. Oh! Turns out I'm just an imperfect person!

I found a remote job, but I gave up after a while. You may wonder why you should give up such a good job when you can work from home? That's because you just imagine the beauty of the job and ignore the cost. But anyway, I tried, but I didn't meet at the right time, and working from home alone wasn't suitable for me at that time.

It's like Bian Chun escaped from the Internet and made all kinds of explorations and attempts to find his own position. And I'm trying a different path, no longer setting limits for myself, no longer boxing myself in this pitiful box. Since the ordinary way of looking for a job doesn't work, change your mind and try new things that no one else has tried. Remote work was something I had been aware of by chance, and it might have been unreliable at the time, but it was a real lifesaver.

I'm constantly scrolling through various remote work communities online, looking for opportunities that are right for me. After many attempts, an offer to operate was obtained.

I was so excited that I felt like I had a new life, with the same salary as before and the ability to work from home. But on the first day of work, I had a vague feeling that something was wrong, and the main content of this job was to promote the product and bring more traffic.

My daily task is to submit an application for inclusion on each navigation ** and publish the advertorial on various platforms with higher weight. It wasn't what I wanted, but at first I just thought it might be because I wasn't used to it yet, and I just had to stick with it. But then came another pain, I was alone in a small room, there was a lack of interpersonal communication from morning to night, plus my circle was small, and I didn't have many friends to talk to. The great loneliness sucked me in like a black hole, and I couldn't escape.

I was caught in it and it was hard to breathe, it was hard for me to concentrate, and I finally came to the edge of the cliff on the verge of collapse, and I looked into the abyss, and the abyss was looking at me and laughing. I was trembling and fate was pushing me unconsciously into danger. I have to stop! So I talked to my boss about the current situation, and although the conversation went well, I still couldn't change the situation.

I knew that I still had to give up and set out again to find a new path. I called the boss's ** again, calmly said my truest thoughts, and the handover went smoothly.

When it was all over, I seemed relieved, and I felt an indescribable sense of relief. I know this attempt failed, but there are still many paths waiting for me to choose, so why just cling to this? After all, that's how I used to be.

There are many choices in life, just like running in the wilderness, if the road is full of gravel and stumbling feet, it is better to change to a smooth road.

Like wild meat, he jumped out of the big factory and returned to his hometown, found his own subdivision track, and became the vice president of a listed company. Sometimes fate is like this, the more you ask for something, the more you can't get it, but when you have no desire, the best arrangement will quietly come.

Big cities are good in big cities, and small cities are wonderful in small cities. When I was in Hangzhou, I always felt that there were many shopping malls, and I would go out every week; When I returned to my hometown, I enjoyed the slower pace more and it was easier to save money. Compared with living in **, it is more important to find your own way, improve your ability, and enjoy your own life no matter in **. Although I returned to my hometown and lived an ordinary life, I was not willing to be mediocre. I'm still following hot topics online and trying new directions.

I don't want to just be an ordinary NPC, I want to live like a protagonist. Publish a collection of dragon cards to share millions of cash

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