Thirty-two years have passed like a yellowing page, recording endless loneliness and longing.
Living childless and unmarried made me believe that I could find happiness alone. However, the cold of reality shattered my beliefs and gave me a taste of the bitterness of loneliness. In the dead of night, I imagine how warm it would be to have a child by my side. It's a pity that time can't be turned back, and this regret is like a shadow. Today, like a ship lost in the fog, I don't know how to make life shine with meaning. Loneliness is like a sharp sword, piercing my soul, and happiness seems out of reach. Dear sisters, have you experienced similar pain? How do you find light in the darkness and regain courage in the midst of adversity? I long for your advice as much as I long for a spring in the desert. I need a companionship, a companionship that warms my heart.
We are all wandering souls in this vast world, and we all need each other's comfort and companionship. May we all find our own warmth and happiness on the road of pursuing happiness.