Chapter 9: Ambiguous Innocence
A handshake isn't just a social etiquette, at least for both of us, every handshake seems like a step further in the relationship.
To bring me here, I believe that Shuxia has already regarded me as a friend.
Sitting on the sheets, this time she offered me a beer, and we bumped our bottles against each other, tilted our heads and gulped down, and when we were done, we couldn't help but laugh at each other.
Human relationships are really amazing sometimes, and the day before yesterday, yesterday, or even this afternoon, I didn't think we'd be drinking together in such a situation.
The searchlight hits this playground full of age, and it exudes a desolate atmosphere everywhere, but because of the different moods, I feel that it is like those old **, although the color is gray, but it makes people warm.
I could faintly see the rusty patches of equipment in the playground, many of which had rainbow patterns.
You can tell, I love rainbows. After a long time, Shu Xia spoke, his tone was calm, but his face was sad.
Well. I nodded, without further ado, I knew what it took to be a good listener.
Looking up at the iron rainbow above the gate in front of him, Shu Xia took another sip of wine and exhaled a long breath: "You must not know, I swore a long time ago that if a man is willing to take me to see a rainbow, I will try to fall in love with him." I really didn't think ......You were so careful to let me see the rainbow that night. ”
My hand in the air as I lifted the wine bottle froze in mid-air, looking at Shu Xia in surprise, and only after a while, I asked her in a half-joking tone, "You won't fall in love with me, will you?" ”
Shu Xia looked at me with complicated eyes: "To be honest, I hate you a lot." ”
Although I never thought that the two of us would have emotional entanglements, after all, our identities and personalities are too far apart, but when I suddenly heard this kind of big truth, my heart was still very uncomfortable: "Your truth is too direct." ”
Shu Xia Wan'er smiled: "I know, you are also quite annoying to me." ”
I shook my head, didn't explain anything, and held up the bottle to her: "Two people who hate each other can still sit in such a place and drink and chat together, what a fate, for the sake of such a fate, I have to do it." ”
With that, I raised my head and drank most of the bottle.
Shu Xia hesitated for a moment, but actually drank all the beer in the bottle in one go.
Putting down the bottle, a blush appeared on her face, and she quickly tore open the second bottle.
Two people with stories and wine by their side, such a night is actually enjoyable, under the influence of alcohol, our communication from jerky to familiar, and slowly jokes.
In fact, the mutual disgust was only caused by previous misunderstandings and trivial matters, and there was no principled conflict between us, otherwise Shu Xia would never have invited me here, and I would not have felt happy because I drank here.
This is a free-spirited, straightforward girl, and her indifferent personality is only caused by life experience, for which I have some sympathy.
Sympathy is not necessarily for the strong to the weak, in terms of status and material, she is far superior to me, but I still sympathize with her, because I know that the more I yearn for beautiful things, the more proof she has been sad.
By the time the fourth bottle was over, we were both a little drunk, but both of us stayed awake.
Let's start with friends. Shu Xia said suddenly.
I opened the last bottle of wine, knowing that she was referring to the oath she had made earlier, and I didn't take it seriously, but I suddenly had a mischievous thought in my heart, and smiled at her, "If it's a friend, can we have a bottle of wine together?" ”
After speaking, I took a sip into the bottle, and then handed the bottle to Shu Xia.
The flush on Shu Xia's beautiful cheeks deepened a little, but after only a moment's hesitation, she took the wine bottle, drank it in the same way as me, and then handed it to me with a hint of provocation in her eyes.
This time, I was a little overwhelmed.
Although I couldn't see it clearly in the dim light, I could imagine the lipstick mark she had left on the mouth of the bottle, and I suddenly thought of the joke Russell had told me about "eating lipstick" before, and an ambiguous feeling crept into my heart.
How? Don't have the guts to drink? Seeing that I didn't move, Shu Xia teased.
This reminded me of the first time we met, when she said that even if she took off her clothes, I couldn't help but snort and tilt my head to drink the wine in one gulp.
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Putting the wine bottle on the ground, I let out a long breath and stared straight at Shu Xia: "The taste is different, but it tastes better." ”
Shu Xia's face turned even redder, lowered his head, and scolded in a low voice: "Hooligans." ”
I laughed out loud and didn't care.
Although Shuxia didn't tell me the secret of the rainbow until the end, we were still kind of open tonight, and I also told her about my emotional confusion, and the two of us were like two wounded fish, soothing each other's pain.
After packing all my things, I suddenly realized that we were both drunk and couldn't drive, and it was absolutely impossible to find a substitute driver in this remote place.
I mean, I drive, don't take the highway, wait until I get to the suburbs and find a place to park and then take a taxi home. However, Shu Xia didn't want to be so troublesome, and felt that even if he took the provincial road, he would be in danger of being discovered, so he decided to spend the night in Yipin Town, which was not far from here.
Eventually, I followed her advice, I drove, cautiously came to Yipin, and then used my phone navigation to find a hotel.
It's just that when I registered, the front desk actually told us that there was only one double bed room left.
Seeing the professional smile of the young man at the front desk, how do I think there is a feeling that I can only help you here, but to be honest, I really didn't have that kind of meaning today, so I patted the counter and said with a serious expression: "Dude, we are not filming, how can there be such a coincidence, hurry up, two rooms." ”
The young man at the front desk looked cute and spread his hands: "Brother, don't lie to you, we really only have a luxurious big bed room left." ”
I looked at Shu Xia helplessly: "Let's go, let's change one." ”
Shu Xia shook his head: "That's it, you checked it just now, it's okay here, I don't want to live in those small hotels." ”
I nodded: "Then you go to sleep, I'll sleep in the car tonight." ”
Shu Xia glanced at me: "If you really treat me as a friend, even if you sleep together, you will be powerless, why, you can't do it?" ”
I must admit that Shu Xia's ability to stimulate people is really powerful, the slightly mocking tone, coupled with her indifferent expression, although it was unintentional, I was still unhappy when I heard it.
It's as if if I don't go to sleep in my room proves that I have something in mind!
In addition, after drinking, I was not rational enough to be sixty percent, so I waved my hand and said domineeringly to the young man at the front desk: "Open the room!" ”
When I entered the room and closed the door, I began to regret it again when we were alone in this closed and small space.
The hotel opened, a man and a woman, half drunk ......Bed, all the words I can think of about the current state seem to be related to ambiguity, and this kind of psychology is really not something that can be suppressed by a friend.
Shu Xia didn't have the same simplicity as before at this time, standing by the bed, motionless.
The atmosphere began to change from ambiguity to awkwardness, and even the air in the room seemed to begin to freeze.
This is not a good phenomenon, I gritted my teeth, and finally got cheeky and threw myself on the bed first, occupying one side of the bed, shouting: "I cleaned you today, and ran so far with you, I'm tired to death, I'll sleep first." ”
With her face on the pillow, I saw Shu Xia breathing a sigh of relief through the gap in my eyes, and then the corners of her mouth curled slightly, but the next moment, she kicked me on the leg: "I sweated so much, it stinks to death, go take a shower first." ”
That's a lot to ask. I pretended to be dissatisfied and got up, but I was proud in my heart, I thought this girl could let go a lot, it seems that the front is all pretending.
I obediently ran to the bathroom to take a shower, and when I came out, I found that Shu Xia had fallen asleep on the bed with her clothes on. With a large bed of 1.8 meters, she only occupies a very small area.
People who fall asleep are defenseless, Shu Xia's brows are stretched at this time, the expression on her face is calm and satisfied, and her loose hair makes her look a little lazy and beautiful.
She was beautiful and very attractive, with a pretty face and a fiery body, and I could not deny that in such a room there would be no thought, but the thought of all the trust she had now given me in my heart quickly calmed down.
Lying in the other corner of the bed, the distance between the two of us was enough to sleep two more people, and I faced her, slowly calming down, slowly falling asleep.
I woke up the next day, when I opened my eyes, there was no Shu Xia on the bed, if it wasn't for the pillow next door that accumulated her fragrance all night, I would have felt that everything yesterday was a dream.
But I soon discovered, and for a long time became more and more convinced, that it seemed like a dream.
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