I still remember that night, my husband was in a hurry to pack his belongings, and he was going on a business trip for a week. We have been married for five years and the relationship has always been stable and warm, and I have never doubted the love between us. But that night, an unfamiliar text message shattered my peace.
I was sitting on the couch looking through my phone, and suddenly I received a text message from an unknown number: "Your husband and I are true love." I was momentarily stunned, and the phone in my hand seemed to become heavy. I read the text message over and over again, and an indescribable unease welled up in my heart.
I think there must be some misunderstanding. Maybe someone else made a mistake, maybe it was a prank. I tried to call ** to my husband, but ** kept going unanswered. The uneasiness grew stronger, and I began to pace around the room incessantly, trying to suppress the anxiety in my heart.
After a long while, the husband finally picked up the **. His voice was a little hurried: "Honey, I'm sorry, I was in a meeting just now, what's the matter?" ”
I tried to calm myself down and tried to calm my voice: "I received a text message from a strange woman saying that she and you are in true love. ”
The husband was silent for a moment, then smiled: "It may be a misunderstanding, don't worry, I will explain it well." ”
I don't know why, but hearing his voice calmed me down a bit. Maybe I'm too sensitive, maybe I'm too concerned about this marriage. I told myself to trust my husband and to trust the feelings we had between us.
But as time passed, my uneasiness did not subside, but intensified. I began to think back to the details between us, trying to figure out the clues. I found myself in a state of uncontrollable doubt that I wanted to know the truth, even if it might break my heart.
The next day, I decided to go to the strange woman. I checked the number on the text message and learned that her name was Mei. I didn't tell my husband, I wanted to get to the bottom of the matter first. I agreed to meet at a café.
At the time of meeting, Mei was a slightly melancholy girl who looked a little younger than me. I tried to stay calm and not let my emotions come out: "Hello, I'm xx, you sent me that text message. ”
Mei smiled slightly, and her eyes revealed a mixed emotion: "I'm sorry, I know it was done suddenly, but I have to see you." ”
I could hear her sincerity, but there was still a sense of unease in my heart. May told me that she and my husband had known each other for a while, and that they had met at a charity event. She said that there was a special tacit understanding between them, as if it was the exchange of two souls.
I listened to it more and more unpleasantly. I asked her, "What's the relationship between you?" ”
Mei was silent for a moment, and then whispered: "Between us, there is an indescribable attraction, a love that transcends everything. ”
I felt my heart start to crumble and I couldn't accept that fact. I can't imagine that my husband would have such an intersection with a strange woman, let alone the so-called "true love".
I tried to control my emotions: "I don't know what happened between you, but I do know that there is true love between me and my husband. ”
A trace of sadness flashed in Mei's eyes: "I understand, but there are some things that we can't control. ”
I didn't know what to do, and my heart was filled with helplessness and despair. I felt like I was standing on the edge of a cliff, ready to fall at any moment.
When I got home, I felt like the whole world was falling apart. I didn't tell my husband that I went to see Mei, and I didn't know how to deal with him. I began to doubt the feelings between us, and I began to doubt my choices.
A few days passed, and the husband returned. He looked tired, but when he saw me, his eyes were full of tenderness and care. He came over and hugged me: "I missed you." ”
I didn't push him away, but the doubts in my heart still lingered. I tried to find a chance to talk to him, but every time I couldn't speak, I was afraid of hearing the answer, afraid of losing everything between us.
Time slowly passed, and I began to realize that even if I had doubts, even if I had uneasiness in my heart, I still couldn't let go of my feelings for my husband. I tried to believe that the love between us was real, despite the superficial signs that confused me.
But just as I was caught in my own contradictions, an unexpected turn of events occurred. One afternoon, my husband suddenly took out his phone and said he wanted to show me some **. I took my phone and started browsing** until I saw a ** that shook my heart.
It was a picture of me and my husband, but it was Mei standing next to us. I was stunned, and the phone in my hand almost fell to the ground. I suddenly remembered that on our fifth wedding anniversary, my husband proposed to participate in a charity event, but I was too busy with work to make it. And at that time, he met Mei.
I felt like I had been hit in the spot, and all my doubts and uneasiness surfaced little by little. I looked at my husband with shock and disappointment in my eyes: "You and Mei ......”
The husband was silent, and there was an indescribable guilt in his eyes: "Yes, I knew her, but I never wanted to hurt you. ”
I couldn't accept all of this, and I felt like my heart was completely broken. I wanted to leave, I wanted to run away from it all, but I knew that no matter how I went, the scar would always be there.
The love between me and my husband seemed to have completely collapsed at this moment. I don't know what's going to happen after us, and I don't know how I'm going to deal with it. All I know is that I need time to face my heart and find a new direction in my life.
It was all so sudden, so painful, I didn't know if I was going to make it through. But I know that no matter what happens, I'm going to be strong and go on because that's the only thing I can do.