Love and affection exist quietly there, never increasing, never decreasing, but we are stagnant, not daring to take a step forward, nor willing to take a step back. It's as if time freezes here, but we can't take that step, facing the weakness of love and affection. This kind of affectionate and short-lived love, beautiful when we meet, but also full of helplessness and regret. It is a short and precious experience in life, one that grows between love and separation, and is always remembered. At the moment of parting, my heart was filled with unbearable grief, and I hissed deeply with the flow of emotion, which made my heart be kneaded and cried uncontrollably. When we decided to separate, we agreed to be brother and sister, but we also decided to keep in touch. We may not be able to snuggle up to each other, but we will certainly care for each other, just like real family. After that, you and I, no one dared to take a step, dare not confide a word, afraid of the relapse of the old state, afraid that the passion would be uncontrollable. We can only pretend that we don't care, don't mention each other, don't say we miss each other. But I know, will you be like me, pretending to be calm, but secretly praying that you will never lose that emotion? 
When you are alone, an atmosphere of loneliness pervades the space. You are as pure and noble as a lotus flower, unaffected by mortal dust. You came into my heart, spotlessly clean, and made me feel your affectionate and undestined qualities. It's really hard to live without you. This deep love is buried deep in my heart, but my thoughts and worries cannot be buried. Every minute and every second, I am thinking about you. Your lonely figure is as lonely as my heart. Your sad face makes my heart even more sad. It's just that I've been running away, and you've been hiding it. I was afraid that the outstretched hand would not be able to be withdrawn, and that the warm front was only a brief moment of infighting. Our love has been hurt, but the end has not come. There are too many tangled emotions in my heart, and the grievances are too deep, so I have to bear it silently. Perhaps, this is the pain and difficulty of love, and we need to go on firmly. The person who once loved deeply will always think quietly by himself at a certain moment. Because they are deeply in love with you, they want to know you. In the silence of the night, they reminisce about their time with you and think about your inner feelings. Love makes people gentle, it makes people sensitive. Every gentle breath is there for you, a sincere emotion, so precious. 
The fate was too shallow, and we didn't get a chance to start over. You're still in the same place, and I'm speeding forward in my new life. You have opened a new world, and I have a new life. Our paths no longer intersect, but looking back, I am full of emotion and grateful for the fate that allowed us to meet on this part of the road. We didn't go through the whole journey together, but the time was precious enough. Sometimes I imagine what would happen if someone inadvertently took a step closer to me and when we met again. How should I face him, should I greet him with tears or pass by casually? I felt a lot of emotion in my heart, as if I had returned to that good old time. In any case, I think he left a beautiful mark on my life and deserves to be remembered for the rest of my life. There was once a beautiful relationship, but I lost it because I didn't know how to cherish it. I always make mistakes, pushing away the people I should be caring for, and being cold and ruthless to everyone. Now I look forward to that beautiful memory, but only silence and remorse remain, which have become an eternal pain in my heart. Maybe this is fate, I can only silently wish you happiness. That deep feeling, but shallow can not be accompanied, it is destined to only become a trace in the bottom of the heart, but can not forget you, because once I think of you, it is difficult to suppress the surging of my heart, and love pours out like a spring. No matter how bumpy and hard life is, I am willing to walk with you. You are a vital presence to me, and my love for you is beyond words. I look forward to the fact that we can spend our lives together, until we are white, and we will be together. That deep and shallow love is destined to be unrealized. How I want to be by your side forever, but it's just my courage to fantasize, it's just a dream. 
In the future, I will live a good life, and so should you. Please don't inquire about my whereabouts or inquire about me. I don't look at your information anymore, I just want to know your current status. Let's go through our own ends. Perhaps we know deeply that we can never go back to the past, only the memory of the years continues to replay the happy picture, warming the softest place in the heart. Fate is like water, love is like a dream, and the eternal pain is only this life. The years have passed, he has survived through thousands of holes, waited night and night, and quietly boiled into the life he revealed. We can't escape this pain, we can only feel it in a silent way. The person you love the most can only be in your dreams, in your heart, in your mind, in the sky, and in front of your eyes. But he will never be able to appear in life with me, and can only remain in my heart as an eternal thought. Whenever I feel lonely, he still breaks into my dreams, bringing warm memories and endless thoughts. He is forever in my heart, my soul mate, and will always be with me. People who have really experienced love, it is difficult to let go of the true feelings in their hearts, only do not contact, do not disturb, and precipitate the deep affection in the river of time, let it wash and wash, maybe one day, it will become blurred, fade away the excess emotions, and only leave the eternal precious memories. We love deeply and have no regrets, but we can't escape the cruelty of reality, and we are doomed to lose to it. The love is deep and shallow, and we can't become husband and wife, so we would rather be brothers and sisters, so that we can care for each other and have thoughts, so that our relationship will be more durable.