I have a very good girlfriend.
We've known each other since junior high school.
It's been more than ten years now.
I can't say it's now.
We had a falling out 5 years ago over a very small thing.
I just remember the day we were hysterical and yelling at each other.
Especially since I have already eliminated her in my heart.
It's not so much that we scold, but that I'm fighting alone.
She didn't say much, but I kept thinking about her in my heart.
You said that you are sick and hospitalized this time, she should come to see you, right? ”
This was said by my younger brother Li Jie.
And what he was talking about was my best friend Lin Xiaoyue.
Instead of answering him, I fell into deep thought.
If it had been before, she would have come to see me as soon as possible.
And whenever I have time, he will be there for me.
We used to be so good.
When I was studying, I was together no matter what I did.
Later, when we graduated and joined the workforce, we often confided in each other.
Even if two people are not in the same place.
We also have endless topics to talk about.
But such a good feeling. In the end, it still made people turn their backs.
At that time, I had a new boyfriend, Chen Jun.
I don't know why my girlfriend was seeing him for the first time. He kept persuading me to break up.
At first I thought she was just talking and playing.
It wasn't until later that she became more and more serious, and the number of times gradually increased.
To be honest, it made me feel very uncomfortable.
Because at the time, it was my first relationship.
From the bottom of my heart, I hope for her blessing.
But I didn't expect her to insist that I break up.
It was also at that time that I began to deliberately distance myself from her.
I thought that as long as it was a long time, she would accept my boyfriend.
Unexpectedly, I bumped into the scene where she was eating with Chen Jun.
The two of them sat facing each other, and Chen Jun smiled from time to time.
At that moment, I felt betrayal.
I tried to hold back, but in the end I broke out.
You persuade me to break up with him every day, isn't it because you also like him, your careful thinking can be hidden so deeply. ”
When I made sarcastic remarks about her, my girlfriend was stunned.
What nonsense are you talking about? How could I possibly like him? ”
After that, she kept explaining to me.
Although I still have some doubts in my heart, after all, after so many years of relationship.
I still trust her a little more.
But we all know that once we have a pimple in our hearts.
Then it will be difficult to dissipate again.
I couldn't help but question my boyfriend that day.
I thought he would explain it to me like a girlfriend.
I'm still thinking in my heart, as long as they explain it to me properly.
I can still figure it out.
But I didn't expect Chen Jun to tell me about my girlfriend's confession to him.
I've never heard my girlfriend mention it.
At that moment, I was furious.
I found her and got into a big fight with her.
Since then, the two of us have never been in touch again.
Five years have passed.
This has been haunting me for so many years.
It can't be dispersed for a long time.
It's like a knot that can't be untied in my heart.
I thought that after that incident, our lives would never cross paths again.
Unexpectedly, I was in a car accident some time ago.
The injuries were serious and he spent several days in the intensive care unit.
My family and friends came to visit me.
Except for my former best friend.
Originally, I was just sad in my heart.
This was said by my younger brother.
I was even more lost.
However, it wasn't long before I saw that familiar face.
It's my best friend I haven't seen in five years.
I haven't seen her in the past five years, and she hasn't changed much.
I saw her walking slowly towards me, carrying a lot of things in her hands.
What's wrong with this? Thinking I went while driving? ”
She still teased me as usual.
The familiar voice and tone of voice made my eyes hazy with tears.
This time you spoke to me first. ”
I said to her with tears in my eyes.
It was at this time that I realized that this matter had long passed in my heart.
The reason why I have a pimple is because my girlfriend and I can't get along.
I used to scold her like that, but now she comes to visit me regardless of her past suspicions.
After so many years, the relationship really doesn't mean that you can lose it.
And so we talked all morning.
I talked about my experience in the past five years, and I also talked about a lot of things.
I didn't talk about the original incident.
It seems that in our hearts, that thing is really not worth mentioning.
It's a pity that it affects our relationship for the sake of such a thing.
I didn't want to mention it, but I couldn't help but ask the next day.
The girlfriend didn't hide it anymore, but told the truth of the year.
When I learned the truth, I was dumbfounded, and I felt extremely guilty.
It turned out that my best friend found Chen Jun to keep him away from me.
My best friend once saw Chen Jun dating several girls at the same time.
It's just that it wasn't filmed as evidence.
And Chen Jun couldn't help laughing when he mentioned that his girlfriend made this request.
That's why I mistakenly thought the two of them were talking and laughing.
My girlfriend has asked me to leave Chen Jun more than once.
He also told me more than once that Chen Jun is not a good person.
But at that time, I seemed to be blinded by love.
Not only did he not listen, but he also suspected his girlfriend of betraying him.
Chen Jun is not sincere to me at all.
His casual remarks made us turn our heads up.
After hearing what she said, I felt guilty to myself.
Just based on Chen Jun's words, I have doubted my best friend for so many years.
I feel like I'm the one who tarnishes this friendship.
Take 10,000 steps back, even if they really have something.
I shouldn't be my girlfriend to blame.
The thought of having misunderstood her for so many years.
And when I was in the hospital, she still didn't care too much and came to see me.
I felt guilty and warm at the same time.
At this point, we are still on the same good relationship as before.
And this feeling of being lost and regained is something I cherish even more.
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