I miss my first love If I hadn t given up, my life would have been happier

Mondo Social Updated on 2024-02-22

In the early 70s of the last century, when I was in my first year of high school, one day a transfer student came to the class, whose name was Li Yuqian. She was dressed fashionably and had a haughty demeanor, and the first time I saw her, I sensed that she was not a girl from the countryside.

Later, when I learned that her family had been transferred from the county seat to the countryside, I couldn't help but worry about their family's situation.

At first, I thought she was very cold, but then I gradually got acquainted with her, and I felt that she was actually a warm person, and her smile was like the spring sun, warm and bright. The tenderness and kindness in her eyes made me unable to extricate myself.

Since then, she has held a special place in my heart. We studied together and worked hard together on the school farm. Every communication with her is like a heart-to-heart conversation.

Our two villages are not far apart, and I often go to her house to play during the winter and summer vacations, and she often comes to my house. Her parents were kind and treated me like family.

After graduating from high school, we returned to our respective villages to farm, but we still maintained close contacts.

However, just as we were about to confirm our relationship, their family suddenly got a job target.

It is said that her father was framed and then dismissed from public office, so her father has been writing appeal materials to the relevant departments, and the county leaders gave their family this job quota in order to appease him.

Li Yuqian was assigned to work in the pharmacy of the county hospital, and she was still as warm as ever, but I began to worry about our future.

If our relationship continues, we will inevitably face the dilemma of separation after marriage. After a few days of careful consideration, I decided to propose to Li Yuqian to break up.

In the cool breeze of a Mid-Autumn Festival night, I wrote a letter and proposed to Li Yuqian to break up.

A few days later, when I got off work, I saw her cooking for my mother, and she smiled and said, "I haven't seen my body for many days, and my body has become much stronger, which shows that labor can really train people." ”

After dinner, she habitually took my hand and went out for a walk, but I felt a dissonance. At this time, it was the Mid-Autumn Festival, and the cool breeze was blowing, and my heart was filled with a poignant feeling.

On the way, she chanted softly: "On New Year's Eve last year, the flower market was as light as day. The willow tops on the moon, people about after dusk. "Hearing her chant made my heart even more sour.

Along the way, we came to the grove outside the village, where the two of us used to date, look at the stars, and admire the moon, but now everything is coming to an end.

The grove is a testament to the passion and love we once had, as well as our first hugs and kisses. Tonight, however, it is going to witness the breakup of two people who love each other.

Tears rolled in his eyes, and he finally couldn't hold back the sadness in his heart: "We can't go on like this anymore, our family and social status don't allow us to be together." We had to break up, it was the only option. ”

Parted! Parted! All you know is to break up! Is this the only way we can go? She said angrily. Then she said, "What should I do if I break up!" Have you thought about it for me? ”

I replied helplessly: "I am also helpless, but if there is a little way, I will not make this suggestion." So we quarreled and talked peacefully until dawn.

When she walked out of the grove, she chanted softly: "If life is only as first seen, what is the autumn wind and sad fan." ”

If we hadn't met, maybe we wouldn't have the pain we have today. I said.

However, there are no ifs in life, and our love is destined to be a tragedy. At this time, I can only silently bless the other party in my heart, hoping that the other party can find their own happiness as soon as possible.

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