It was a sunny morning, and I shuffled into the office with heavy strides and a satisfied smile on my face. I know that it's all because of him - my crush Wang Lang. And now I finally have the courage to be my true self again.
Once, like other girls, I also pursued romance and looked forward to a vigorous love. However, fate made me meet Wang Lang - an ordinary and extraordinary man. He's not tall, he's not handsome, and he's even a little small-bellied, but he has a charm that I can't resist. His humor, carefulness and kindness made me fall into a deep obsession.
For his sake, I once gave up my favorite coffee and drank bitter green tea instead. Because he doesn't like the bitterness of coffee, I'm willing to change my taste just to have a common topic with him. Whenever he was beside me and told me an interesting story about his day, I would hold back the pain in my heart and listen to him with a smile.
For him, I once learned to make his favorite braised pork. Although I had never even been in the kitchen before, I was willing to try to cook a dish for him. When he tasted the braised pork I made with his own hands, he said with satisfaction, "It's delicious!".I feel that all the efforts are worth it.
For him, I once put down my proud self-esteem and wept in front of him. Because I know that he doesn't like strong girls, he prefers weak little women. Therefore, I am willing to show my true side in front of him, even if he sees my vulnerable side.
For him, I once watched a three-hour movie with him, and although I was tired of it, I still laughed and cried with him in order to make him happy. When the movie ended, he held my hand tightly and said, "Thank you for accompanying me to see this movie." "At that moment, I felt like I was doing the happiest thing in the world.
For him, I once waited for two hours on a cold winter night, just to surprise him. When he saw me, he was pleasantly surprised and said, "Why are you here?"."I know it's all worth it.
However, he didn't seem to know my feelings for him. He still treats me as a friend, not Fengyue. And I, too, have been silently staying by his side, waiting for him to discover my existence.
Until one day, he told me that he had a crush on another girl. My heart fell to the bottom in an instant. I tried to bless them, but when it came to my lips, it became: "I wish you happiness." ”
For him, I have spent countless nights with tears on my pillow. But I knew that I couldn't tell him my pain, I had to bury this feeling deep in my heart.
However, fate played a trick on me again. During that time, he suddenly became busy, and our lives were no longer as frequent as they used to be. And I finally realized that I couldn't go on like this.
So, I decided to let it go. I no longer change for him, no longer pay for him, no longer shed tears for him. I started to be myself again and pursue the dreams I had given up.
Now, I have finally found my way and are living a fulfilling life. And he finally realized my importance and began to regret his choice.
But it was already too late. I don't live for him anymore, I have my own life, my world is no longer just him.
He asked me, "Why did you leave me?" I replied with a smile: "In order to find a better version of myself, in order to no longer live for you." ”
Yes, I once lost myself for him. But now, I've found a better version of myself.