I want to go back to my happy hometown during the Chinese New Year
Dear baby, when I look at your sweet sleeping face, my heart is full of love and warmth. Your little hands are clenched, and your blonde hair is soft against your forehead, pure as an angel. Just now, I was looking at the pages of the book in the study, and I inadvertently caught a glimpse of you, and at that moment, you brought me an incomparable tranquility and beauty.
Child, I was a little impatient with you today, and when I saw you getting ready for school in the morning, I complained that you wiped your face indiscriminately, blamed you for not wiping your shoes clean, and criticized you for throwing things everywhere. These words must make you feel aggrieved and incomprehensible.
At breakfast, I'm always finding fault with you, spilling things, gobbling up food, putting my arms on the table, and buttering too much. But kid, you know what? It's all because I love you so much and want you to be the best you can be.
In the afternoon, I saw you playing glass pinball on the side of the road, and the stockings on your feet were frayed. I pulled you away in front of my friends and scolded you for not knowing how to cherish it. Kid, you know what? That's not what I'm really trying to say. I just hope you can value your things and understand their value.
When I saw you hesitantly standing there at the door of the study, I looked at you impatiently. You didn't say anything, just rushed over and threw yourself into my arms. At that moment, I deeply felt your love and trust. My heart was filled with guilt and self-blame. Kid, I don't want you to get hurt, I just used the wrong expression.
Starting today, I'm going to change myself. I want to be a good mother, to be friends with you, to share laughter and tears with you. I have to learn to control my emotions and stop getting angry with you easily. I want to patiently teach you how to do it, instead of blindly blaming you for your shortcomings.
You are the most precious treasure in my life, my endless love and hope. Your innocence, your kindness and innocence, and your beautiful heart all touched me immensely. I will accompany you to grow up with more love and understanding, so that you can feel the warmth and happiness of your family.
Let's work together to make this world a better place. Let's stop blaming others and try to understand them. Putting yourself in their shoes and thinking about why they did it is more beneficial and meaningful than blaming. Understanding evokes empathy, forgiveness, and kindness. "Understanding is tolerance".
Dear child, may you always keep that pure and kind heart and bravely pursue your dreams. No matter what difficulties and setbacks you encounter, believe in yourself and believe that I will always be there for you to support you. May your life be full of sunshine and hope, and may your future be infinitely brighter!