Today is a special day, and the whole family is sitting around the table and celebrating my birthday.
I feel very happy and satisfied, and I feel warm by the blessings and care of my family. My father picked up his wine glass and said to me with a smile: "Son, when you grow up, you should pay more attention to your body, study hard, and you will definitely have success in the future."
When I opened it, it turned out to be a hardcover book with handwritten greetings from my parents. My heart ached, and my eyes couldn't help but moisten.
In a celebratory atmosphere, my family and I discussed a special celebration tomorrow. This celebration is not only for my birthday, but more importantly, my parents want to find someone for me through this event.
But under the pressure of my parents, I still nodded, and secretly made up my mind that as long as I found someone I really liked, I would be willing to accept this arrangement.
The next day, the celebration was held in the courtyard of the home, and the family cleaned the foyer and set up a large round table with a variety of fruits and tea.
My parents insisted on introducing me to a single woman in the hope that I would find my own happiness in her.
Suddenly, a young woman walked into the house, her face shy, but her eyes revealed a sense of determination and confidence.
She smiled, greeted everyone, and sat down across from me. My family looked at me with expectant expressions, and I was a little overwhelmed by what to do, so I had to politely greet her.
Li Xue smiled at me and said, "I already know that you don't want to be forced to go on a blind date, it doesn't matter, we can be friends first."
However, just then, the parents suddenly came with shocking news: they planned to leave most of the family's possessions to me.
I couldn't understand the reason behind this decision, after all, I was not the only child in the family, and I had another brother in the family.
But they only vaguely said that it was because I was more qualified that they made this decision. And this caused the brothers to suffer great injustice in terms of property.
I tried to explain to my brother, to try to understand his feelings. But after I finished talking, he showed great disappointment and anger, and he even thought that I was doing something behind my back that caused his parents to deal with him like this.
With Li Xue's departure, my heart was filled with contradictions and struggles. Under the expectant gaze of my parents, I struggled to make a decision, and I was shrouded in helplessness and helplessness.
I was silent and lost in deep thought.
Li Xue's arrival sparked a dispute within the family. There was a strong confrontation between my parents' expectations and what I really thought in my heart.
I started to feel guilty, I didn't understand, didn't I love my parents enough? Should I really give up my happiness for the sake of their expectations?
After this family gathering, I became negative and fell silent. My family was anxious and disappointed, and my parents even began to reprimand me verbally.
In such a situation, I tried to find a way out. I chose to run away from home and come to a nearby park alone.
As night fell, I looked up at the starry sky and wondered what the future would be. While I was restless, an old man dressed in plain white sat quietly beside me.
The old man said to me, "Young people, the road of life is always full of choices and choices. But most importantly, don't lose yourself because of the expectations of others.
Don't entrust your life to others, but write the future with your own hands. The old man's voice faded into the night, leaving me with endless thoughts.
I knew that when I returned home, I would face the blame and blame of my parents, but I was determined to pick myself up again and take responsibility for my life.
I started planning my future, planning to find a satisfying job to work hard first, and then think about my relationship problems.
My heart is full of anticipation and fighting spirit for the future, and I want to work hard for my happiness.
On the eve of my wedding, I began to realize my hesitation and anxiety. Li Xue and I didn't get to know each other well enough and spent time together, and I wasn't sure if I really had feelings for her.
My family saw my anxiety and advised me to think about it steadily, but they insisted that if Li Xue and I missed this opportunity, it would be difficult to find another girl like her in the future.
In the midst of this contradiction and entanglement, my heart fell into a heavy confusion. I don't really know what to do.
At this point, I just want to get some time to think through and figure out what exactly I want.
I'm also a little confused about what to do next. People around me want me to have a clear answer, and I don't want to complicate things myself, but I need time to think calmly.
It made me feel very wronged, but I also knew that family has always been very important to her.
Now, I'm in a state of emotion that I can't let go. I didn't know what to do, so I could only escape reality for a while and think in silence alone.
Hopefully I'll get the time to figure it out.
Although I was a little hesitant in my heart, under the pressure of my family, I still accepted the blind date. For the next few days, Li Xue and I were a little uncomfortable, and we didn't even know how to deal with this sudden new relationship.
I felt as if I was being pushed down a path I didn't want to go, and I was stressed by the contradictions and confusion in my heart.
And my parents seemed to be very satisfied with this arrangement, and they always praised Li Xue in front of me as an excellent girl, suitable to be the mistress of the house.
I began to feel trapped by my family and full of confusion and anxiety about the future.
Under this contradiction and trouble, I began to work harder, hoping to get rid of the pressure of my family through work.
There was also very little communication between me and Li Xue, and we both seemed to feel powerless about the relationship. It made me feel very frustrated and helpless and didn't know what to do.
This conflicted and stressful life has left me a little exhausted, and I would love to find a solution to the problem.
It all bothered me a lot. Now I just want to find someone who can really understand me and help me out of this predicament.