Normal life, don't want to do anything, and if you can't repay, you have to survive well.
After the debt was overdue, I was always in anxiety, and I once thought about ending my life, and I felt like I had been abandoned by people all over the world, and I had no value in existing. I also began to deny myself, doubted my ability, and kept myself exhausted, and I think many friends who are in debt have felt the same way.
Every day except sleeping, I sleep, I have been depressed and don't want to do anything, I don't want to think about anything, I feel like this is the end of my life. When people reach middle age, they feel that they can no longer stand up with millions of debts, and when they are unlucky, everything comes.
My friend didn't pay me back the money I borrowed, and I didn't have any way to take him, and in the end, I couldn't even make a friend. I want to borrow some money from others to start a career again, but even my parents refuse to support me anymore, thinking about the happy appearance of my parents who once drove home in a luxury car and then compared to the sad appearance now, I really feel that the human affection is too weak.
The days without money are really uncomfortable, which makes me see the dark side of the real society and no longer believe in any truth, goodness and beauty. The harassment of all kinds of ** text messages every day makes people unable to calm down and do nothing. The painful days passed too slowly, and the process was too difficult, which reminded me of the ninety-nine-eighty-one difficulties that Sun Wukong experienced.
Could it be that each of us will be like Sun Wukong to learn from the scriptures? Do you have to go through so many hardships in life to succeed? Gradually, I began to accept my fate, and I began to accept it all. Isn't it just a million in debt! Isn't it just a string of numbers! No big deal.
Slowly quieting myself, I began to look through the biographies of some historical figures and watch the speeches of some inspirational figures. It turns out that many people have experienced similar hardships to us, each with its own difficulties, but in the end, they still relied on their own ability to seize the opportunities in their lives and turn over.
The most important thing is that they all have a cycle of adjusting their mindset, and mindset is the key to success in doing things. When I start to be at a loss, I don't want to do anything, I don't make any decisions, I don't have any useless thoughts, I just quietly read books to cultivate my mind.
When the state of mind is cultivated, when you work hard to the point where you can't do anything, when the opportunity comes again to seize it, it is still possible for debtors. Come on, you must believe in yourself first, and you must have your own development direction and goals.
Life is just a process, enjoy every day today, let yourself survive first, sort out your mood, and set off again to return to Nirvana.
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