In memory of my wife
Liu Qu. My wife, Yang Thi Dequn, is a practicing physician.
Thirty-seven years with me.
Suffering from breast cancer, running to the hospital, and completing the whole set.
Just four years later, multiple organ metastases.
You're determined to take risks and gamble against your bad luck.
Nirvana collapsed with a bang, but it failed to rise again.
In all kinds of pain, she kept calling her husband.
Holding Qing's hand, my heart broke to the ground.
Cool to the body and mind.
The early spring coincides with a bleak rain.
Close your eyes and see your specific steps.
Can't bear to see you wrapped in a thin sheet.
Si Hate is irreplaceable.
This can be recalled.
That year, in the hot season.
Meet you with warmth.
With good hopes.
We came together.
Even though there is not a single tile of you and me on the house.
What's more, there are only four walls in the fighting room.
We believe: bread will do.
The two hands were tightly gripped, so powerful.
In the name of marriage, they handed over their fate to each other.
Belief underpins a minimalist daily life.
You angelically deliver the gospel of health.
I have written a whole history of the party.
Dedication to society has never been spared.
He was just old and six, and he was only in his fingers.
Appreciation is just beginning.
Beautiful rivers and mountains are waiting for you and me.
How can the disease deceive the good?
What the hell is this fate?
You bear most of the hardships of life.
But put the sun on this delicate face.
Engraved in the heart of the husband.
It is also finally frozen in the world.
You are smart and kind, and you have a good heart.
You are friendly, gentle and frugal.
You will appreciate and encourage your husband's efforts.
You are thrifty and rarely complain.
You take the most precious years of your life.
Always by my side.
I didn't manage to take care of you.
I must take you home in its entirety.
and fulfill. Accompany you to the last promise.
Looking back on this experience, there is a lot of foreboding.
I can't help you at all.
In the hospital room, you wake up from a light sleep and talk excitedly.
The rosy smiling face seemed to return the out-of-print splendor to me.
You struggle inexhaustibly with the burning hope of life.
I hope you will be relieved of everything in the world.
Three hundred years of silent meditation in exchange for a retrospective.
Being together is the fate I cultivated in my previous life.
You know, the most important person in my life.
You are my expectation and my heaven.
But I lost you all of a sudden.
Now I'm left alone in the wind.
The sound in the trance is no longer your existence.
Loneliness is a fine from heaven.
I can't help but think about your little bits.
If you don't hide it, you don't care about the tears in your eyes.
There is no joy in dying and living.
Rest in peace, there may be reincarnation in the Yin and Yang realm.
If the next life continues the previous edge, I will be a woman and you will be a man.
Let's go through the process completely.
P.S. Ms. Yang Dequn, a native of Qujiang Town, Quxian County, Sichuan Province, was born on July 11, 1964. Graduated from secondary school doctor and reproductive college, worked in Quxian Tuberculosis Prevention and Control Institute and Disease Control Center, and retired in July 2019. Breast cancer was detected in November of that year, metastasized in December 2023, was hospitalized in Sichuan Provincial Cancer Hospital on January 22, 2024, and fell in the bathroom of the ward on February 4, the condition deteriorated further, and the next day about 120 ambulances were operated in the oncology department of Quxian County People's Hospital. He passed away at 9:40 a.m. on February 7, 2024. I have a son with whom he graduated from university and was admitted as a national civil servant. A family of three is a member of the middle school.
end**: Sichuan Provincial Office of Local Chronicles.
Author: Liu Qu (born in 1958, from Qu County, Sichuan. Executive Editor-in-Chief of Quxian Party History Research and Local Chronicles Compilation Center, Distinguished Expert of Dazhou Ba Culture Research Institute).