Hu Lei, who once scavenged and donated millions, can definitely be said to be a great man, and he has done noble things with his mutilated body. Physical disability does not hide the greatness of the soul.
Recently, his grandmother left, Hu Lei, such a strong person, with tears on his face, made people feel very distressed, Hu Lei said, "I am homeless and very tired".
I especially understand Hu Lei's feelings, Hu Lei's parents have been divorced since he was a child, and he has the disease of polio, only his grandmother has not given up on him and has been with Hu Lei, it can be said that grandma is Hu Lei's closest relative.
Just as netizens commented on the endless sadness of "My loved ones are not there, there is only a place to return in life".
I think I can face life and death calmly. Knowing that my grandfather had died, I understood the meaning of death at that moment, and from then on I began to fear death.
When I was young, I always felt that I had read a lot of books and experienced some things, and I could laugh at death.
It wasn't until my grandfather passed away that it touched me so much, and it can be said that it changed the trajectory of my life.
I was working outside that year, and when I returned to my hometown in the middle of the year, my mother said, "Your grandfather is not in good health, let's go see him together." I have the impression that Wai Gong is the toughest person.
My grandfather caught up with the reform and opening up in his 40s, and then sold grain, liquor, and clothing stores to sell military coats. In the end, when he got old, he returned to his hometown, and my grandfather had experienced a lot in his life, so he was very serious and did not smile.
But my mother is the oldest, and my grandfather transferred his love for my mother to the third generation of me, and I lived with my grandfather for a lot of time.
In my impression, his waist is straight, except for a little smiling face at his grandmother, he has a straight face for juniors, loves to smoke and drink, but there is a degree, no one will drink a little bit of persuasion, and no one will smoke if he sucks a few sticks, he is so tough.
When I went to see my grandfather with my mother, he was not very conscious at the time, and I went to him with his eyelids drooping and moving his fingers.
Then three days later, my grandfather was very energetic that day, and told my mother to eat dumplings with three fresh fillings, and my mother hurried to do it, and my grandfather took my grandmother's hand and said, "The passbook is on the table, you take this money, and no one should touch it".
My grandfather ate one dumpling, swallowed the second dumpling, and left.
That scene made me very helpless and made me deeply doubt, what is the meaning of death? At that moment, I felt that I was about to die, and my grandfather's house was gone.
The real sadness is when you wake up in the middle of the night thinking about it, and you toss and turn and can't sleep.
Hu Lei's sorrow over his grandmother's death is deeply understandable. When your loved ones are not there, the place of life is confusing and sad!
In the face of death, the best thing to do is to live seriously
Hu Lei has always lived a very real and great life.
But most people are not, I am one of them, my grandfather's death back then, made me feel that I chose to live a useless life, and I was not responsible for anyone.
It's pure to live with the mentality of playing, and I don't have the qualifications to play yet.
My parents are getting old, and I'm getting older. At that time, I talked to my partner for a long time, and I didn't make up my mind to give her a future.
Before my grandfather passed away, he was still worried about my grandmother's life, which made me feel that this is a good person and a good person.
Then I gave up all the crashy ideas of my youth, and started a family honestly, although I didn't have a good life.
But it feels like living a real and down-to-earth life.
Epilogue
Here I pray for the good of Grandma Hure's paradise.
I also hope that Hu Lei will get out of his pathos, and I also hope that people in grief will return to reality, although the reality is painful, but there is really an antidote to pain.
As long as you live seriously, you can find it!