The world says that I am Mu Jingbai's stand-in for Bai Moonlight.
Because he wanted to eat home-cooked food, I washed his hands and made soup for him, so that his hands were full of injuries.
In order to save his life, I was willing to bear all the bad luck.
Mu Jingbai said: No matter how much you pretend to be, you can't become her. 」
Everyone laughed at me: Robbing my sister's boyfriend, I really don't want to lose my face. 」
I was silent, as usual.
Because—I'm going to die, Mu Jingbai will know—
Bai Yueguang can't become my ...... after all
Mu Jingbai and I have been together for seven years, and when we got engaged, he didn't show up, leaving me alone to face the cynicism ...... his parents
I naively thought that he had work to deal with, so I waited and waited, but what I waited for was a message from Xu Ning to show off: Sister, I returned to China today. Jingbai specially came to pick me up, and now he is eating with me and will not come back. 」
This was followed by the two of them having dinner together.
*, Mu Jingbai leaned on Xu Ning's shoulder with his eyes closed, and his face was more relaxed than ever.
has been with Mu Jingbai for seven years, and he has always been in a tense state. But as soon as Xu Ning returned to China, he couldn't wait to see her, completely ignoring that today was our engagement day.
My heart instantly throbbed, and I stubbornly called his ** again, wanting to hear him tell me in person that it was fake.
But what I was waiting for was his cold words: I'm still working, and I'll talk about it later. 」
Then, there was only a rush of busy tones from the phone.
I looked at the phone with a black screen, and I had mixed feelings in my heart.
I felt my ears buzzing, and everything around me seemed to be silent.
It turned out that Mu Jingbai really forgot what day it was, and what he didn't know was that my time was running out and I was about to die......
After I asked the host to hastily announce the news of the postponement of the engagement, I went to the beach alone to relax.
Seeing that the sky was getting darker, he took a taxi back to his small apartment.
Entering the password, entering the door, it was pitch black, my knees were weak, I sat on the ground with a "bang", the tip of my nose was sore, and the sourness that was suppressed in my heart gushed out, and the tears I endured were like a flood that broke the embankment, falling down my cheeks and falling into the dark ......
Suddenly, a tingling sensation in my heart hit me, like thousands of ants swimming through my body, tearing every inch of my skin apart, making it impossible for me to breathe.
After a long time, the pain subsided, and I struggled to get up, but it was very difficult to even raise my hand.
I closed my eyes and thought back to three years ago, when I had completed the task of doing a hundred good deeds, and the system had taken me out of the world, but I gave up. Because, I want to accompany him again.
But there is a price for me to stay, once Mu Jingbai speaks coldly to me, I will accept the punishment brought by the system until I lose all my senses and am obliterated by the system.
Now, Xu Ning has just returned to China, and I have been punished again, and finally, I am going to be wiped out by the system because of my own selfish thoughts at that time......
But I still have illusions, if Mu Jingbai knew that I was going to die, would he take the time to accompany me and be as gentle as Xu Ning to me? But the whole city knew that there would not be that day.
Following. I habitually prepared two breakfasts, one for Mu Jingbai. But there was no familiar figure on the other side.
Seven years ago, Mu Jingbai and I had just confirmed our relationship, and he said: I want to eat home-cooked food. 」
I didn't hesitate to quit my job as a fashion designer, wash my hands and make soup for him, and studied hard for a month, I don't know how many times I was scalded before I dared to invite him to my home to taste it.
Later, Mu Jingbai was sick and hospitalized, and I was busy with it alone, taking care of it hard, doing laundry, cooking, and accompanying the bed. But in his eyes, I am just a wicked girl who drove Xu Ning away, a nanny who needs atonement.
But what Mu Jingbai didn't know was that I drew the design drawings of Xu Ning going abroad, and she grabbed my place. I explained it to him, but he didn't believe it, and slowly didn't bother to explain.
Because I believe that one day, he will find my goodness.
Suddenly, my phone rang and pulled back my thoughts.
As soon as it was connected, Mu Jingbai's words came, Xiao Nian, remember to prepare two lunches and send them to the front desk of the company today, and let Assistant Wang come down to get them. 」
Good. The words fell, and the phone screen went black again.
I looked up at the already cold yam porridge and fried egg in front of me, laughed to myself, picked up the spoon and stubbornly put two breakfasts in my mouth.
At 12 o'clock in the afternoon, I went to the M Moser Group with my lunch box, this was the first time I came, but it was to deliver food for him and Xu Ning.
As soon as I joined the company, I heard a lot of rumors.
Congratulations to Mu Jingbai for finally waiting for Bai Yueguang and Xu Ning to return to China; Some praised Mu Jingbai for guarding Xu Ning like jade; There are ...... to celebrate Xu Ning winning the gold medal in the designer competitionThere are also those who say that I did not hesitate to rob Xu Ning's boyfriend because of jealousy, that I am good for nothing but a face, and that I am not worthy of Mu Jingbai's ...... at all
I can memorize all these words, and if I had before, I might have stepped forward and made a sarcastic remark. But now, I don't care.
In the last time, I just want to live comfortably, let Xu Ning and those who hurt me pay the due price, and let Mu Jingbai live in remorse and guilt forever.
After I put the lunch box in the front hall, I went to the beach again and met Qin Sheng. She's my only friend here, my personal doctor, and just like me.
Nian Nian, you have a month at most. 」
Hearing this, I looked at the scar on my wrist that was obscured by the bracelet and muttered, "One month is enough." 」
Qin Sheng asked me what happened in the past two days, why was the first two days still three months, and now there is only one month to live? I didn't answer because I didn't want to live anymore.
As soon as I opened the door of the apartment, Mu Jingbai's questioning voice came straight into my eardrums, Which ex-boyfriend are you going to see again? 」
Hearing this, I stopped taking off my shoes, looked at the noble and arrogant man on the sofa in shock, and said in an unkind tone: In what capacity did Mu Dashao ask me? 」
Boyfriend or brother-in-law? 」
As soon as the words fell, Mu Jingbai shouted loudly: Xu Nian, what kind of wind do you smoke in a day? Who is the yin and yang weird to see? 」
I threw the shoes in my hand on the ground, "bang" twice, and replied word by word: Heh, I am yin and yang, Mu Jingbai, who left me alone at the scene on the day of the engagement and ran to pick up Xu Ning? So far, there is not a single explanation? Who called me like a nanny to make lunch for Xu Ning today? 」
Unreasonable. After speaking, I watched Mu Jing leave the apartment without looking back, and the sound of the door closing with "bang" shattered the camp I had built with great difficulty.
I sat down on the couch with my body weak, forcing myself to think about happy things, not to let tears fall, not to make myself look so embarrassed and defeated.
But the good and bad things in my memory seem to be related to Mu Jingbai, and I can't be happy at all.
Vaguely, a white box came into view, I raised my hand to open it, and found that it was an aqua blue gauze skirt, and in an instant, the tears seemed to be broken, and I couldn't stop ......
Blue ......Blue ......
I hate blue, I hate all dark colors. But blue is Xu Ning's liking, he still can't forget her, even the size is Xu Ning's.
At this moment, the word "Xu Nian" written on the card directly gave me a slap in the face and made me look like a joke.
As far back as I can remember, I told him countless times that I liked red, the most brilliant color, but he never paid attention to it.
Could it be that I can't compare to Xu Ning after all, I will always be her stand-in, in this case, why did he agree to be with me?
Why, why, why? I threw my skirt into the distance with all my might, roaring loudly like a wolf.
After calming down, I picked up the skirt and put it in the box as it was.
It's ...... the same as ever
A week later, Mu Jingbai came to pick me up and take me to his parents' house, and we didn't say a word along the way.
As soon as I stepped into the hall, dusty memories opened the floodgates and poured out.
It's almost three people, and they don't have their own.