Endless thoughts and expectations are like the undercurrent in the deep sea, turbulent and silent. You streaked across the night sky like a meteor, bright and ephemeral, but you left an eternal mark on my heart.
Your departure is like a nightmare, and I am deeply in pain and struggle. I tried to find your shadow, but I was lost in the sea of memories. Every alternation of day and night reminds me that you are no longer by my side, but my heart still can't let go of missing you.
I began to wonder if the time we spent together was just an illusion in my life. Your smile, your words, your every move, are so clearly imprinted in my mind as if it were yesterday. However, when I tried to touch the memories, they dissipated into the air like phantoms.
I began to try to accept this reality, to try to free myself from the pain. I told myself that you have to go, and I had to keep going. However, the obsession in my heart is as tenacious as a weed, and no matter how hard I try, I can't make it **.
I understand that you have not only amazed me for half of my life, but have become an inseparable part of my life. Your departure has made me experience the impermanence and fragility of life, and it has also made me cherish everything in front of me even more.
Now, I still can't forget you, and I can't stop thinking about you. But I believe that time will slowly ** my wounds and allow me to rediscover the courage and meaning of life. And you will always be the brightest star in my heart, illuminating my way forward.