Everyone has their own story, and some are so profound that we can empathize with them. Today, I would like to share with you a story that touched me the most – about myself. I'm 39 years old and my husband and I have been separated for a full 8 years. In these 8 years, we have lived on different paths and can no longer move forward together. AsexualMarriageIt's too hard, and it's not just forPhysiological needsThe desire is also the inner rightEmotionThe desire to be satisfied. I often feel tormented by loneliness and longing, and the emptiness of my heart cannot be filled. Over the years, I've struggled to find solutions and try to fill the void in my heart. I participated in various social activities and joined different interest classes in the hope of meeting new people and building close relationships. But no matter how hard I tried, my heart's desire could never be satisfied. Watching friends be happyMarriageI was envious, they snuggled up to each other, sharing each other's joys and sorrows, and I felt that I was the only one left in this world. Someone once advised me to start looking for love again, telling me that age is not an issue. However, I was afraid of getting hurt again and of losing in a relationship. I understand how difficult it is for me to rebuild a real relationship. Although I have to admit that I still have special feelings for my husband and we used to have a good time. But the distance between us has been too far, the feelings have long since faded, and we have embarked on different paths. The chances of rekindling the flame of love were slim, and I felt helpless and disappointed. Whenever late at night, when I was alone in bed, the feeling of loneliness was everywhere, and I often imagined his embrace, longing to be loved and cared for. However, when this desire could not be satisfied, I could only silently shed tears of loss. Someone might suggest that I communicate openly with him and try to solve the problem. But dear readers, some problems are not so easy to solve. There have been so many estrangements and conflicts between us that it is almost impossible to restore the tacit understanding of the past. Perhaps, separating is the best option for us. I know that I'm not the only one going through this dilemma. Maybe you're in a similar situation, feelingSexless marriageBring pain. I hope that by sharing my experience, it will give you some courage and inspiration. No matter what age and what we areMarriagecondition, each of us deserves to be loved and cared for. Of course, I'm not calling on everyone to get a divorce right awayMarriageIt is a complex relationship that requires a combination of many factors. However, I want everyone to truly understand their needs and face them bravely. No matter what way we take, pursuing our own happiness and finding our own happiness is the direction we should strive for. No matter what challenges and dilemmas we face in life, when circumstances cannot be changed, we need to learn to let go and accept while giving ourselves more love and care. Everyone should pursue the right to happiness, so, dear readers, remember that you are not alone in whatever predicament you are in. Share your feelings with others and seek support and understanding. We can't escape life's challenges, but we can face them bravely and fight for a better future for ourselves. I hope that through my sharing, you can find the courage and strength to pursue your own happiness!
Sexless marriageThis word is full of many connotations and pains. For me, life without sex is so hard, and not just because of itPhysiological needsis also because I long to be understood and satisfied by my partner. Although my need for sex is not too high, but my heart doesEmotionThere is a deep desire for satisfaction. This desire is based on people's natural instinct, and we need to build a deeper relationship with our partner and share the joys and sorrows of life together. However, inSexless marriageI often feel lonely and longing, and the emptiness of my heart seems to be irrefillable.
Expanding: Loneliness and longing, yesSexless marriageoften arises in the feelings. When I was separated from my husband for 8 years, I gradually understood that "asexual" is "asexual".MarriageIt's really hard. I recalled that the reason why I chose to separate in the first place was perhaps to protect each other, or maybe to pursue our dreams, but in any case, after separation, I gradually felt empty and helpless in my heart. Whether it's a lonely night or a busy day, I often can't help but think and miss him. The thoughts and longings that traveled through time and space quietly spread in the depths of my heart, making me feel lonely and helpless. I couldn't share my joys and worries, and I couldn't savor the ups and downs of life with him. In the journey of life, sometimes we need a shoulder to lean on, someone who can give care and warmth. I, on the other hand, can only face the world alone. The passage of time did not calm the loneliness in my heart, but only made me yearn for someone to spend the rest of my life with. The long separation makes our feelings fade away, like two parallel lines that can never intersect. Even though he was my husband and we had many good moments together, now that we are strangers, there has been a rift in our relationship. One might say, why not try to reconnect with him? However, I can't go back in time, we have taken different paths and our feelings for each other seem to have long since faded. The chances of rekindling my love are slim, and I feel helpless and disappointed.
During this time of my life, I struggled to find solutions and try to fill the void in my heart. I participate in social activities and interest classes in the hope of meeting new people and building some intimate relationships. However, no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much I tried, my heart's desire could never be satisfied. Whenever I see my friends around me having happinessMarriageWhen I lived, I often felt envy and jealousy. They can snuggle up to each other and share each other's joys and sorrows, while I have to face the world alone. I longed for a true partnership, one that would satisfy meEmotionCompanionship of people who need it. However, the reality did not allow me to achieve this satisfaction.
Expanding: InSexless marriageI often feel helpless and lost. In order to fill the emptiness in my heart, I constantly strive to find solutions. I actively participate in various social activities and interest classes, hoping to meet new people and build close relationships. However, no matter how hard I tried, no matter how much I tried, my heart's desire could never be satisfied. Whenever I see my friends around me having happinessMarriageWhen I was living, I was often secretly envious. They can snuggle up to each other and share ups and downs, but I can only face the world alone. I often feel like I'm the only one left in the world. Although someone had advised me to start looking for love again, telling me that age was not an issue. However, I was afraid of getting hurt again, of losing in a relationship. How difficult it was for me to re-establish a real partnership. Although I have to admit that I still have special feelings for my husband and we used to have a good time. But as time goes by, the distance between us becomes more and more distant, the feelings have long since disappeared, and we have begun to take different paths. The chances of rekindling the fire of love were slim, and I felt helpless and disappointed. Whenever late at night, when I was alone in bed, the feeling of loneliness was everywhere, and I often imagined his embrace, longing to be loved and cared for. However, when this desire could not be satisfied, I could only silently shed tears of loss.
Expanding: When the people around you are living happilyMarriageLife, but I felt completely alone. The friends around me constantly encouraged me to find love again, telling me that age doesn't matter. However, I was afraid of getting hurt again, of falling into it againSexless marriageThe dilemma. How difficult it was for me to re-establish a real partnership. Although I have to admit that I still have some kind of affection for my husband, we have had many good moments in the past. However, these good moments are gone, and the relationship between us has faded. We have embarked on a completely different path, and it is almost impossible to restore the tacit understanding of the past. The slim chance of rekindling the fire of love made me feel helpless and disappointed. Loneliness is everywhere in the dead of night, when I'm alone in bed. I often fantasize about his arms and crave to be loved and cared for. However, when I deeply realized that this desire could not be satisfied, I could only silently shed tears of loss.
Someone might suggest that I communicate openly with him and try to solve the problem. However, some problems are not so easy to solve. There have been so many estrangements and conflicts between us that it is almost impossible to restore the tacit understanding of the past. Perhaps, separation is the best option for us. I know that I'm not the only one going through this dilemma. Maybe you're going through a similar situation, feeling itSexless marriageBring pain. I hope to give you some courage and inspiration by sharing my story. It doesn't matter what age and what we areMarriagecondition, each of us deserves to be loved and cared for. Finding our own happiness is the direction we should strive for.
Expanding: Maybe someone would suggest that my husband and I reconnect and try to resolve the issues between us. However, some problems are not so easy to solve. The estrangement and conflict between us have accumulated to an irretrievable level, and it is almost impossible to restore the tacit understanding of the past. We have taken different paths, and separating may be the best option for us. I know that I'm not the only one going through this dilemma. Maybe you're going through itSexless marriagePain and distress brought. I hope to give you some courage and inspiration by sharing my story. No matter what age and what we areMarriagecondition, everyone deserves to be loved and cared for. Finding our own happiness is what we should strive for. Of course, I'm not trying to encourage everyone to get divorced right awayMarriageIt is a complex relationship that requires a combination of many factors. But I want everyone to truly understand their needs and be brave enough to face their dilemmas. No matter what way you choose, the pursuit of your own happiness is the direction we should strive for.
Face to faceSexless marriageWe often feel lonely and longing when we are in trouble. Trying to fill the emptiness in my heart, trying to make new friends in social activities and interest classes, but often not satisfying my heart's desires. At this time, we need to accept our reality and try to let go of our past feelings. Although separating may be a difficult decision, the pursuit of our own happiness is what we should strive for.
That's my takeSexless marriagepersonal feelings and perceptions of the predicament. Everyone's experiences and feelings may be different, and I hope my sharing can give you some inspiration and courage. Whatever path you choose, it's important to truly understand your needs and be brave enough to face your dilemma. Let's work together to find our own happiness!