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Unexpectedly, my peaceful life for many years was shattered! A few months ago, my first love girl pp twenty years ago forced her to die, making her man look for a needle in a haystack and contact my Douyin ......She tried to renew the edge. I was amazed, I had a lot of thoughts, and I couldn't forget it! I resolutely did it, and I have the results now!
An accidental acquaintance that becomes a concern for each other! A southern girl, a northern military camp boy, want to be destined for life, this is the original intention! She was my first love, and I was also her first. The two of us used to communicate wildly, thinking about each other day and night, and cherishing each other! She is a delicacy in the boredom of my military life and a motivation for me when I train hard. At that time, because of the promise, everything was so beautiful, everything was so innocent! Because there is a distance, I work hard, do not stop, and go to the military academy ......shared a good news!
I was the only pillar of her growth, with our love. She is a peasant girl who has just grown up, from an ignorant girl to a mature girl, overcoming rural poverty and taking on the responsibility of the eldest daughter. She worked hard part-time to earn money to study, and in order to shorten the distance between her and me, she surprised me one by one!
The nineties quickly passed, and we ushered in a new century. After graduating from our military academy and assigned to a remote unit in western Liaoning, she opened her own flower shop in Hefei, according to our assumptions, we should choose a place and plan our future, this is our direction.
In August 2001, I went to Hefei to find her, and our fiery love was sublimated. I accompanied her to the doctor, traveled with her, talked about ideals, planned life, at that time, how we longed for a perfect little home, we vowed to save the first time until marriage.
In the days that followed, we still worked hard in the south and the north! As the eldest daughter, she is responsible, takes her three younger sisters to open a few flower shops, and continues to run for life; For the sake of my ideals, I worked hard in the barracks, grew up from the grassroots level, and was transferred to the organization.
PP is a filial child and a responsible eldest daughter. For the sake of her mother, who was single and overwhelmed by the family, she took the initiative to take on the role of a parent, and dealt with the boy in the same village who pursued her.
That boy GXB has been pursuing her, she has refused before, but she can't stand the bombardment of GXB's whole family. A family dragged her down, and she passively accepted it in helplessness. She silently put down the love in her heart for the time being, and kept the unwillingness in her heart.
After graduating from PP secondary school, after opening a flower shop in Hefei, he rarely returned to his hometown. Because my hometown has the care of the whole family of GXB, I can stabilize it for the time being. What she didn't expect was that GXB actually came to Hefei alone to find her, get along with him day and night, and try to get close to her.
In 2001, shortly after I went to Hefei to meet PP, GXB found out that I had looked for him and went completely crazy. He thought that the two of us had broken through all the relationships between men and women and set our lives down. One night, he made a shocking move.
That night, GXB rushed to PP's rental house and forcibly tore PP's clothes, taking PP's first time. Subsequently, he took PP and returned to the countryside, connected his family, brought the two families together, and held an engagement banquet. GXB determines the marriage according to the local rules and customs.
PP wants to cry without tears, your life can't be dominated by yourself, what's the meaning of life? Although she endured everything on the surface, because of her own family and her own sister, what should she do? She made her own helpless decision and cruelly ended her pure relationship with me.
On the grounds that he loved PP, GXB succeeded for the first time and simply moved to PP's rental house and lived a married life. PP had two pregnancies and two abortions, and the depression in her heart became more and more intense, and she wanted to commit suicide several times, but she was watched by gxb and did not realize it.
PP has been thinking about her first boyfriend in her heart. But I a** know? That year, after being rejected by her, she was heartbroken and quickly made the decision to get married at any time. Soon found a local woman to marry, and soon had a child, cutting off the first love.
PP is secretly still paying attention to my moves, she knows that after I got married, she was very painful in her heart, and she did not agree to GXB's marriage proposal for a long, long time. As a result, after seeing no hope, she agreed to get married, and GXB kept watching everything over her. She is worse than dead, and her heart is broken.
The clever thing about GXB is that the first time you take the PP, you are satisfied to achieve your wishes. insisted on watching PP, planted successfully, and left two daughters, and in the later period, he had no regrets. If you want to find your soldier brother, you can, I'll help you find it!
The cruelty of GXB is that after occupying PP's body, he is satisfied, but he can't occupy PP's heart, it doesn't matter, he, a man, narrowly believes that this life is enough. What will happen to you in the future, I won't stop you, see what you do?
PP has always relied on his relatives to support his life. Her relatives, including her father who abandoned his wife and divorced his daughter, her mother who struggled alone, her sister who was waiting for her help, and even her father-in-law and stepmother recognized by Hefei were all her dependents. Unexpectedly, except for a few younger sisters, those people slowly passed away. His father suffered from cancer, his mother fell ill, and his stepfather and mother also died of ......Strike a pile! She still wants to rely on!
PP has been struggling to find a reliance, however, what she thought was a reliance is gone. Now the only thing is her first love in her dream, Brother Acan, which has become her thoughts. And yet she** knows? Things are wrong, her subservience, as a wife and mother, can she go back?
Doesn't pp know? Her brother Acan, who has long been a husband and father, has made her heart scab over and sealed everything in the past. For the sake of her own thoughts, she forced GXB to find her soldier brother, can she achieve her ideal state? Is all this still possible?
I had my wounds torn open and had to heal on my own. For PP, I refused to communicate **, and I refused to continue to communicate ......In Douyin's private messages, I saw her calling again and again, but I still didn't reply, even a symbol, a mark, no more. It's a responsibility to each other! The new year is coming, and I received her Douyin reply, and I think that should be the last message!
Brother Acan, at this time, burst into tears and typed out one word after another......It's like when you're so sad that you're sitting in a taxi alone and don't know where to ......go
Those peaceful appearances on the surface, only they know, this pillar that has been roasted on the fire for half a life......How sad and ...... heart
Life is better than ...... when you dieReally died ......I forced him to find your ......You say my presence disrupts your life......You've lost interest in marriage ......How good, while he loves me, he can tease my sadness for twenty years: What's the matter, I miss your soldier brother again......A few months ago, when the pain was unbearable, countless separations were ...... deathI feel that you are the only one in this world that makes me sad and desperate...... and despairsI'm going to ...... youWhen he hugged the crazy me, he said heartbreakingly: You have long been people and people have passed through the ......Yes, you also hurry up to remind: there are children and husbands ......
Goodbye, my other heart ...... when I was vulnerable
Hurt, or disturb ......It really wasn't ...... on purposeThose inexplicable dim times are too idealistic, childish want to borrow your shoulder to lean on, even if it is just a moment of ** to drain half a lifetime of grievances ......Then rebuild your whole self and continue to live ......The New Year is approaching, and people are already sober......I wish to send you the blessings of the whole world......Since then, life has been like a song......Everyone's safe world!
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