Everyone has their own secrets, and I am no exception, with a well-known past.
It was 2015, and because my old father was sick and owed a lot of money, I had to leave my wife and children to work in the south. In order to save money, I didn't go home to reunite with my family and children during the Spring Festival that year, and chose to spend the New Year in the factory. However, just like that, I was with Xiaohua, an employee in the factory.
Xiaohua is an employee of our factory, and it is said that she divorced her husband and worked here by herself. She didn't go back during the Spring Festival that year, and stayed in the factory for the New Year. Usually when we are in the factory, we don't have a particularly good relationship, but we can talk, and we are not so familiar.
But during the New Year, because they all lived in the dormitory, they knew that they did not go back for the New Year, so they talked more, and she lived in the dormitory as a woman, there will always be some inconvenient places, places that need help, so she will also call me, come and go, we are very familiar, and we also made an appointment to have a Chinese New Year's Eve dinner together.
On the day of the Chinese New Year, the two of us rode early to the vegetable market to buy vegetables, and she sat behind me. At that time, my spring heart sprouted, and I thought to myself how nice it would be if I could be with her. After buying groceries, we went back to the dormitory, because her dormitory did not have an induction cooker, only a rice cooker, so she went to my dormitory to cook.
The two of us cooked together, and then we drank and ate, and both of us tacitly agreed not to talk about awkward topics. After eating, we chatted for a while, and in order to alleviate the embarrassment, we watched the Spring Festival Gala together. I handed her a can of beer, and the two of them drank and watched the Spring Festival Gala while eating melon seeds and candy. And my eyes were more on her.
At first she watched it secretly, then she watched it openly, pretending not to know, her eyes fixed on the TV. Seeing her like this, I thought she had acquiesced, so I came closer and put my hand on her thigh, but she stood up and told me that she was going back.
She didn't agree, and I couldn't force it, so I could only watch her go back in disappointment. However, an hour later, she came over in her pajamas, the thin pajamas looming over her body. She closed the door as soon as she entered, and I couldn't hold it anymore, so we were together. On the day of the Chinese New Year, we lived together and lived a life that only a young couple can have.
When the start of work was about to start, she had to move back to her dormitory when someone came to our dormitory. In order to be able to be together, I went to rent a house outside, no longer living in the factory, she didn't move out to live with me, but she often came to me.
Then one time, I saw her with a boy who was very young and had tattoos on his body. I messaged her and asked, what does this mean? She told me that she was not my wife, so how could she keep my life like a jade? I was just one of her many boyfriends, and the one at the back.
I got angry and started pestering her, and I started wanting her to be mine. But she threatened me that if I did it again, she would tell my wife and disappear into my world. At that moment, I realized that I had a family and couldn't take her seriously. We continued to have this relationship for more than a year, and I used her as a temporary wife. Two years later, I had to return to my hometown because my old father needed someone to take care of me, and we broke off our relationship.
I thought that this matter was unaware, but in the end, everyone knew about it. Because more than two years after I came back, I started to feel unwell. I often have a cold and fever, I have no strength all over my body, and I have no effect no matter how **, and finally I went to the hospital for examination, and I am HIV positive.
In the end, I thought that no one would know about this past, because this illness broke out, my wife cried angrily and wanted to divorce me, saying that I hurt others and myself, but I only dared to lower my head, and I didn't dare to come out, at that moment, I regretted it.