I sat alone on the couch, staring out the window at the snow, in a gloomy mood. The fifteenth day of the first month isLantern FestivalIt was supposed to be a happy and peaceful day, but I ushered in loneliness and loneliness. Due to the cold weather, I didn't let my daughters go home for the holidays, and my mother-in-law was in my hometown, so only my son and I were left. The day was dull, and every now and then I stood on the balcony and looked outSidewalksAlthough the snow has not been completely cleared, it has not hindered people's enthusiasm for travel. Outside, the lights were bright and lively, but my home was eerily quiet. All night, I sat on the couch watching TV, listening to the laughter of the children downstairs, and the emptiness of the room made my heart ache. I recall the scene on the 15th day of the first lunar month last year, when my wife and I cooked dumplings together, and I sincerely asked my son to buy dumplings, but he was reluctant to go. After dinner, my son went out to play with his classmates. Although I didn't worry about my son running around, this night was extra special because the fifteenth day of the first lunar month last year was the last one I spent with my loverLantern Festival。The sudden death of my lover made me realize the impermanence and fragility of life. Looking at the lively street scene outside the window, that scene is still vivid. If the lover was still there, this night would also be an ordinary night, but the departure of the lover made the fifteenth day of the first lunar month extraordinary. This night has been a memory that I will never forget.
My wife and I went downstairs together on the 15th night of the first lunar month last year, and walked down the street with the crowd. By accident, we came to the Lantern Square on Binhe Road. People are weaving, and all kinds of lanterns are dazzling. This night, there isFireworksThe evening had just started when my wife and I arrived. FireworksThe sound of firecrackers comes and goes, people cheer, and the dazzling lanterns add a bit of fantasy to the night. We all like to be busy, and we don't stay at home on holidays. We used to be like young people, and we liked to go to all kinds of lively places during the day and night. UntilFireworksThe party was over, and we left. When we walked to a landscape bridge, we were pleasantly surprised by what we saw in front of us - many young people were putting it downKong Ming lantern。My lover, who usually doesn't like this kind of activity, bought a few of them because I don't know what kind of psychology drove meKong Ming lantern。It was an unexpected surprise to me, as he had only set off once in his lifeKong Ming lantern。Under the guidance of others, he finally ignitedKong Ming lanternto let them rise into the night sky. His happiness and smile still echoed in my ears, and I wondered if he had made a wish. Looking at his happy appearance, my mood also became excited and happy.
The night of the fifteenth day of the first lunar month last year became a time for me to spend with my loverLantern FestivalThe last night. My lover has only set off once in his lifeKong Ming lantern, but it became the happiest moment of his life. Now, these are memories. Those beautiful moments will always be cherished in my heart. As the saying goes, there is nothing more painful in the world than in the heartThere is a person, but said goodbye in life. However, this painful thing happened unexpectedly. The fifteenth day of the first lunar month of this year is the first after the departure of the loverLantern Festival, the two daughters did not come home, and the son went out to play after dinner. I like my son to go out and play, and I don't want him to stay at home all day. Boys are active by nature, and that's a good thing. Recalling the scene on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month last year, the Year of the RabbitLantern FestivalThe Lantern Festival seemed to be just around the corner, but I didn't know when I would be able to go out and enjoy the lanterns again. Therefore, I quietly guarded my home alone, listened to the sound of firecrackers outside the window, silently shed two lines of tears, and spent a time in silence that could not be reunitedLantern Festival
When I think about the past, I can't help but think of those beautiful onesLantern Festival。PastLantern FestivalIt means a lot to me and my lover, it was our time together, full of warmth and happiness.
On the fifteenth day of the first lunar month last year, we went downstairs to the street together and walked along the crowd to the Lantern Square on Binhe Road. It is crowded with people, the lights are brilliant, and people are laughing and watching the various lanterns. There were still that nightFireworksEvening, brilliantFireworksBlooming in the night sky, accompanied by cheers and laughter. These beautiful sights allow us to forget all our worries and troubles and focus on enjoying the joy of the moment.
And at the end of the party, we walked to a landscape bridge and saw many young people playingKong Ming lantern。The lover decided to buy a fewKong Ming lantern, although he had never set off a firefight before. But that night, he lit it with a sense of reliefKong Ming lanternWatching them fly into the sky, his smile and happiness infected me. At that moment, our hearts were tightly connected, and we felt the taste of happiness together.
Now, when I recall these, my heart is full of emotion and longing. The night of the fifteenth day of the first lunar month last year was the last time I spent with my loverLantern Festival, and the last fireworks in his lifeKong Ming lanternexperience. These are precious memories that I will never forget.
Now on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, I am silently staying at home alone, listening to the sound of firecrackers outside the window. The house was empty, and there was no atmosphere of reunion. The two daughters did not come back, and the son went out early to play. I silently shed a few lines of tears, my heart full of thoughts for my lover and concern for my family.
The years change, and personnel are like a dream. I could only sit on the sofa silently, reminiscing about the good times of the Lantern Festival in my memory. Although the current scene is very different from the past, I will always miss and cherish the memories of the past. I know that life is impermanent, and cherishing the happiness in front of me is the most important thing. Maybe next yearLantern FestivalI will have new experiences and feelings, but those good memories will always remain in my heart and give me strength and courage.
Although the home is quiet now, I believe in the futureLantern FestivalNo more loneliness. I will spend these special moments with my family and make eachLantern FestivalAll are full of joy and reunion. The one who spends time with a loverLantern FestivalIt is a good memory in my heart forever, and it is also the motivation for me to insist on a happy life.
I closed my eyes and quietly felt the one in my memoryLantern FestivalAt night, the happiness and warmth of memories permeate the room. The years have passed, but I believe in the futureLantern FestivalIt will be better and bring me more joy and happiness. In any case, I will guard this home with my heart, fill this festival that belongs to us with love and warmth, and let everyoneLantern Festivalall become eternal memories.