After graduating from Guangping Public Security College, Anxin was faced with an important choice. She can choose to stay in the province's public institution or accept the organization's appointment to go to the dangerous South German region to arrest drug traffickers and bring peace to the local people. In the eyes of Tie Jun's mother, Anxin is a very ideal candidate for daughter-in-law. She is not only kind-hearted and knowledgeable, but also hardworking, sincere and open-minded. What is even more admirable is that when Tie Jun's father was seriously ill, he donated blood bravely with peace of mind, and took care of the old man with all his might after he woke up, until he **.
Tie Jun's mother's recognition and Anxin's own excellent qualities prompted her to arrange for Tie Jun and Anxin to get along with each other. Over time, the two gradually developed a relationship. Tie Jun's carefulness, steadfastness and good family background, as well as his status in Guangping, make Anxin feel that he is an ideal partner. In addition, Tiejun has a decent job and has a good character, which makes Anxin even more determined in his choice. However, Anxin comes from a poor mountainous area, and she is determined to make her own place in the big city. She knows very well that only by marrying a good in-law can a woman wholeheartedly pursue a perfect life. Therefore, when she meets the principal's son-in-law and becomes the treasure of his heart, she does not hesitate to choose to stay away from her hometown and devote herself to the struggle of the city. At that time, Anxin naively thought that happiness would always be with her, but she didn't expect that she had unknowingly made an irreparable mistake. This mistake subjected her to great moral condemnation and psychological pressure.
19 years ago, when I watched "Jade Guanyin", I felt deep sympathy for Anxin's experience. She lost her husband and children, but she still faced all kinds of trials with strength. Fate was cruel and merciless to her, but she chose to devote herself to the front-line career. However, with the passage of time and the increase in experiences, my attitude towards peace of mind changed a lot when I revisited the show again. I no longer felt as sympathetic to her as I used to, and even began to question her actions. Especially when she first met Mao Jie in Nande and became pregnant with his child, Tie Jun chose to bear and take care of her silently. This kind of behavior really makes people feel that she is very shameful.
In the past, I couldn't understand why An Xin would cheat on her fiancé behind her back and have such a scandal with the young Mao Jie. But now I understand that that kind of behavior is a sign of a lack of morality and responsibility. No matter how difficult the circumstances, you should not satisfy your own selfish desires at the expense of others. For An An, her choice not only hurt her fiancé Tie Jun, but also caused irreparable damage to her family and children. In any case, we should stick to our moral bottom line, cherish what we have, and take responsibility for our own actions and those of others. In the process of re-reading the original book, I found that "Peace of Mind Indulgence" and a series of events derived from it show the truth of human nature that goes deep into the bone marrow. As Tie Jun's wife, An Xin not only relied on this cash cow to live a prosperous life, but also became pregnant before marriage and was successfully promoted to the daughter-in-law of the Zhang family. Her snobbery and **, like a prickly poppy, made the two men who approached her pay a terrible price.
We must not forget the fate of Mao Jie. This teenager, who originally didn't know anything about the world, couldn't turn back because he went astray. His life is like a plucked poppy, full of toxins, and this is precisely because he has encountered peace of mind. At that time, Anxin was still in Nande, a girl who practiced taekwondo since she was a child, and her strength made those gangsters flee in despair. After Mao Jie was injured, he was taken to his residence with peace of mind. The air there is fresh and the environment is elegant, but Mao Jie rarely takes outsiders there, unless it is a real person. Mao Jie is simple-hearted and curious about the world. He was moved by Anxin's bravery and desperation, and the two began a relationship that should not have started.
However, this relationship also brought disaster to Anxin. She didn't expect that her encounter with Mao Jie would make her lose her innocence and cast a shadow on her career as a policewoman. Mao Jie embarked on the road of breaking the law for her, became a drug dealer, and wanted to rekindle his old relationship with her after his career was successful. And all of this stems from their young, restless emotional and physical transactions. For these young people, they yearn for true love, but often ignore ethics and honor. Their feelings are like a reconciler, reconciling their contrasting lives.
Therefore, whether it is Anxin or Mao Jie, their fate is like a broken flower, blooming with short-term beauty, but finally falling into the abyss of pain. Their stories tell us that whether it is love or life, we should respect ethics and honor and disgrace, otherwise we will only end up in destruction. Peace of mind, deeply attracted by Mao Jie's poppy-like charm, his existence is like an invisible **, which made her do something to betray her marriage. However, Mao Jie's wishful thinking and those affectionate love words have not been responded to here in Anxin. That stormy *** is actually the result of Anxin losing himself in emotional chaos.
She is interested in Mao Jie's good-looking skin, however, she understands that such a relationship must come to an end. In order to completely sever the relationship with Mao Jie, Anxin chose to marry a man who loved her. At this time, Mao Jie was tasting the bitterness of longing. However, things are out of An's control. She tried to use marriage to get rid of Mao Jie, but in the end she fell into a deeper predicament. Betrayal and revenge in marriage are so cruel and heartbreaking. Sometimes, because of the impulse and blindness, women will make irreparable mistakes that bring endless pain to both of them. In "Jade Guanyin", Anxin took maternity leave and returned to her mother-in-law's house to prepare to give birth to a baby. Tie Jun's mother cares and takes care of her meticulously, all so that the grandchildren in her daughter-in-law's womb can have a better growth environment. However, Anxin's worries eventually became a reality, and she had to face some sudden problems.
Nande ** sent her to Wuquan to negotiate with the drug trafficker, and she completed the task verbally. But when she saw Mao Jie, even if she was calm on the surface, it was difficult to calm down inside. She had to face the fact that her relationship with Mao Jie had reached the point where it had to be made public. Mao Jie was imprisoned, and his superiors in the police station couldn't let him prescribe **drugs**. Standing in front of his former lover with peace of mind, his heart was full of self-blame and remorse. She looked at him indifferently, unable to say something. Mao Jie's roar and roar tore apart Anxin's coolness, and in order to make him die, Anxin broke with him ruthlessly. However, retribution came too quickly. In court, the judge needed some testimony to prove that Mao Jie was indeed involved in drug possession. The lawyers on both sides have their own arguments, and Anxin, who is anxious to get out of his predicament, lies because of it, which leads to Tiejun's death. This really fulfills the saying: happiness begets sorrow. Those women who don't know what to do and who are forced to a dead end are difficult to think about their husbands. The message and meaning of the original text are maintained as much as possible, while also increasing the fluency and naturalness of the language expression
At the beginning, Anxin wanted to cover up the crime and try to deceive everyone. She wanted the people of the Zhang family to admit this child, but she didn't know that she was hypocritical and selfish, and she was actually cuckolding the Zhang family. The old principal was so good to her, but she was so ruthless to the Zhang family. Maybe it's because Anxin has been pampered by his parents since he was a child, he hasn't experienced the wind and rain outside, and he has little experience in love, so he fell into Mao Jie's trap. In today's society, it is inevitable that there will be personal emotions mixed with this. After getting engaged to Tie Jun, the two were in a different place, and the loneliness was unbearable, and Anxin quickly chose Mao Jie. Mao Jie's love for the first time opened, and when he saw the beautiful and moving peace of mind, he also fell in love at first sight. However, Anxin lost herself because of a momentary infatuation and forgot that Tie Jun was her fiancé. She gave up her duties as an anti-narcotics policeman, lost her principles of being a person, and became a woman spurned by everyone. She knew that the people at the South German police station could not accept that she was having an affair with a boy from a family of drug dealers. When she learned that Mao Jie's family background and wealth were unknown, she began to panic. For the first time in so many years, she was being taken advantage of.
As the rumors spread, the testimony in court exposed the behavior of Anxin and Mao Jie. The lawyer pointed out sharply that Anxin fabricated evidence and wanted to put Mao Jie to death. He also revealed that Anxin wanted to cut off contact after having a relationship with Mao Jie. It can be said that Anxin did not see Mao Jie's true face in this fatal relationship. She is an unscrupulous woman who cannot control her desire for true love. When she began to develop feelings for Mao Jie, Tie Jun was not in Nande. So they met secretly every day, and Mao Jie's sweet words made her fall into it. However, the truth is that Anxin just uses Mao Jie as a tool to entertain loneliness. In the end, her actions led to the death of the Iron Army. Looking back at "Jade Guanyin" now, I only feel that my heart is like a knife. With his unique brushstrokes, Hai Yan depicts a family full of sadness and pain. The reason why this drama can become a classic is because it touches people's deep pain. The image of Anxin gathers the good, evil, beauty and ugliness of human nature, and her ruthlessness and unrighteousness and her behavior of turning her face and not recognizing people are deeply shocking.
While I don't want to defend her, she really doesn't deserve to be forgiven. When we are young, we think that peace of mind is a victim with ignorance and innocence of feelings. But in retrospect, we must admit that her actions had irreparable consequences. Her entanglement with Mao Jie may have been just a casual game, but looking back now, it looks like an intricate chess game. She once had no guilt for Tie Jun, but she was unconsciously obsessed with Mao Jie's gentleness and simplicity. For her, that unknown relationship was like a remedy in the turbulent years, temporarily relieving her worries and anguish. However, is peace of mind really that hateful? Tie Jun's death may not be directly related to her, but there is no doubt that her rash and irresponsible behavior has brought irreparable pain to the Zhang family. When Mao Jie's matter reached Zhang's family, Zhang's mother was anxious to call Tie Jun, and Deputy Director Xing found clues from the report of "Nande**". The old man was worried about the damage to the reputation of the descendants of the Zhang family, and was afraid that his daughter-in-law had a relationship with the fugitive drug dealers.
Tie Jun and his mother agreed to have a blood test for Zhang Jizhi. However, when the DNA test results came out, Tie Jun's heart instantly froze. He was devastated to realize that "his son was not his, but the illegitimate son of another man". His anger and despair were intertwined, and he could not suppress tears of pain. He decided to find peace of mind and ask for an explanation, but lost his life in this reckless operation. The old mother lost her son in middle age, and the Zhang family lost its only offspring. That night, Tiejun and Anxin calmly had a fierce quarrel. An Xin knelt down and begged Tie Jun not to leave her, considering that the child could not live without a father. However, the fierceness in Tie Jun's eyes signaled the end of the friendship between husband and wife. He could not accept raising a son for someone who destroyed the family. His resentment exploded completely, and his life came to an end.
The arrival of Tie Jun's mother, who traveled thousands of miles from Guangping to the Nanping Police Station, her first sentence pointed to the sore spot of peace of mind. She lost her spiritual sustenance and saw how cruel it was to marry a woman who endangered her family. Tiejun's death has tarnished her life, and she has nothing but endless hatred and condemnation for Anxin. In fact, these harsh realities have left a profound lesson for people. A woman should not ruin her happiness for personal desires and fleeting pleasures. What a rare blessing to be able to come into this world and be loved and spoiled like a princess. However, watching Anxin make Tie Jun and Mao Jie go to different paths because of their feelings, it really subverted the values of many viewers when they first followed the drama. Looking back on the whole drama, Anxin's life may really be full of ups and downs and twists and turns. It's hard to give her a good review and praise her with flowery rhetoric. Why do I feel so disgusted and critical of peace of mind? Maybe it's because although her fate seems superior, her choice is painful and regretful. In this story, she not only loses her own happiness, but also brings endless pain and sorrow to those around her.
I hope that every woman can learn from this and cherish her happiness and destiny. Surrounded by the affection of three men, we suddenly realized that beauty is not all evil, and it sometimes hides unspeakable opportunities. When Tie Jun passed away, An Xin took her young son on a journey north, which was her choice after careful consideration. She knew that God's favor was gone, and that life would be challenging. Yang Rui, this man is deeply in love with Anxin, and even if he understands her past, he has never complained. In this huge city of Beijing, two souls that were once faltering and helpless are now closely attached to each other. An Xin chose to remain incognito, desperately devoted himself to love, and gave up Beibei, who was about to enter marriage. The world is unpredictable, and the ending is always unexpected. Sometimes, greed can ruin a person, but it can also make a person. It's like those prodigal sons who turn back, in their best years, suddenly understand the true meaning of love and are determined to return to the one they want to cherish.
Perhaps, we cannot simply criticize the rights and wrongs of peace of mind. She is not heinous, but at an age when she didn't know how to love, she got on Mao Jie's thief ship in a daze, resulting in an eternal separation from her beloved Tiejun.