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My name is Lin Xiaoqing, I have just worked for two years, I have saved some money, and I want to buy a house in the city. But my parents strongly objected, saying that I had just entered the society and bought a house too early, so what if I couldn't afford it in the future.
I explained that housing prices are low now, and they will only be higher in the future, and you can afford to buy early. But they just didn't support me buying a house.
In desperation, I came up with an idea, and I lied to them that I had found a new job in the city, that the company provided housing, that I had signed a housing contract, and that I would only have to pay a small monthly rent.
My parents were very happy to hear this, warmly congratulated me on finding a good job, and told me to work hard.
I felt very uncomfortable, but I still pushed the boat with the river, saying that the house I found was in good condition and the location was good.
Sure enough, my parents didn't object anymore and let me live in the new house.
I was secretly relieved that I could finally buy the house I loved.
I fell in love with a house in the suburbs, after all, the loan pressure is high, and I am reluctant to buy it in a popular area.
After I bought the house, I started renovating it.
I go to work during the day and go to the new house at night to see the progress of the project.
Every weekend, I would go to my new home to decorate and buy furniture and appliances.
My parents asked me about my new house from time to time, and I told them that the dormitory provided by the company was very good.
They also asked me to take some ** regularly and send them to see.
I'm just fooling around on the Internet, for fear of revealing my stuffing.
After three months, my new house was finally renovated and ready to move into.
I was so excited to start my new life.
The first month or two was easy, and I worked hard to get my mortgage on time.
But in the third month, I realized that my income was not enough to support my expenses.
I had to cut a lot of expenses and live a dirty life.
I don't have the money to pay for cleaning, and the house is a mess like a.
I was also reluctant to spend money on a taxi or online car-hailing, so I had to squeeze the bus diligently.
Not to mention what kind of main meal I eat, I always eat cheap meals in the company cafeteria to fill my stomach.
I didn't have the money to buy clothes, but I didn't want to dress too sloppily, so I had to keep rummaging through old clothes.
My parents called me and asked how I was doing, and I still bragged about how I was doing.
I really don't want them to worry or be preached.
And just like that, I lived four months of stretched-down days.
Until one day, I finally couldn't hold it anymore.
On that day, I worked late in the company, and there was a sudden power outage, so all employees had to stop work and wait.
I was nestled in a dark office, bored scrolling through my phone.
At this time, a colleague sent a circle of friends, saying that he had finally saved enough for a down payment, bought the house he wanted, and posted the ** of the new house.
I feel very uncomfortable, my colleague joined the company at the same time as me, but people buy houses with the full support of their families, but I can only bear the mortgage alone.
Thinking of this, I couldn't hold it anymore and began to cry bitterly.
At this moment, the lights on in the office stung my eyes.
My colleagues all looked at me, and I hurriedly ran to the bathroom to wash my face.
People may think I'm just stressed out at work, but I know that I cried by my own choice.
That day I couldn't sleep all night, thinking about my situation over and over again.
I knew I had to change the situation.
Early the next morning, I called my parents and told me everything.
They were so shocked that they said that I lied to them so badly.
I cried and apologized to them, saying that I was too impetuous and short-sighted.
I asked them to give me support and help me with my mortgage.
My parents were silent for a long time, but finally compromised.
They promised to give me a portion of the room money every month so that I could save money.
With the support of my family, the big rock in my heart also fell to the ground.
I vowed to look at money differently in the future, work hard to increase myself, and no longer worry my parents.
This experience made me understand that the bitter fruit of young and reckless action is swallowed by myself after all.
But as long as the family supports it, everything will be fine.
I will always be grateful to my parents for their tolerance and tolerance.
I will also try to get out of this road of self-blame and repentance.