My name is Zhang Dapeng, I am 35 years old, and I am a programmer in an Internet company. I was born in an ordinary family, with both parents and a younger sister who is three years younger than me, named Zhang Xiaomei. Xiaomei has been sticking to me since she was a child, and I love this sister very much.
Brother, shall we go to the park together?"I still remember when I was a child, every weekend, Xiaomei always told me coquettishly.
Okay, let's go fishing!"I always smiled and agreed to my sister's request.
We walked hand in hand to the community park and sat by the lake to fish and chat. Xiaomei always likes to tell me interesting stories about her in school, and I will also teach her what I learned in school. We were inseparable, inseparable.
However, the good times did not last long, and when I was in junior high school, my parents had to move and flee due to business failure and huge debts, but they only took me with them and sent Xiaomei to a welfare home. At the moment of separation, Xiaomei tearfully took my hand and didn't let me go.
Brother, don't leave me alone!Xiaomei cried.
I was also in pain, but there was nothing I could do. I remember I said to Xiaomei, "Sister, when I grow up, I will definitely come to you." ”
In this way, Xiaomei and I were separated. I followed my parents to a foreign land and lived a wandering life. I've missed Xiaomei for years, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't find her whereabouts.
Later, I was admitted to university, got a job, and my life gradually stabilized. I met my current wife, Li Jing, in college. Li Jing is very beautiful and generous, and she has a good personality, and we quickly fell in love.
Zhang Dapeng, I am willing to marry you and spend my life with you. "The year I graduated, Li Jing said to me with a red face.
I also loved Li Jing deeply and proposed to her without hesitation. On the day we got engaged, I happily hugged Li Jing in a circle, feeling like I had found the other half of my life. After marriage, we live a sweet and happy life, just like every couple who loves each other.
Until one day, a small discovery completely changed my life and put me in a huge predicament.
That day, I accidentally saw a birthmark on the inside of Li Jing's arm, and I was shocked, because it was the special sign of Xiaomei in my memory, and she also had such a birthmark on the inside of her arm!
I was thrown into extreme shock and confusion. I began to recall all the details of Li Jing and Xiaomei over and over again, trying to confirm my suspicions.
Xiaomei has a special habit of always pursing her lips when she speaks. I suddenly remembered that Li Jing also had such a small action when she spoke, is this a piece of evidence?I still remember that when Xiaomei laughed, there was a shallow dimple under her nose, and Li Jing also had such dimples!
I decided to tentatively ask Li Jing about her background to see if her answer would confirm my thoughts.
Jingjing, we have been together for so many years, and you rarely mention your family to me, how are they doing now?I asked as easily as I could.
Li Jing's face suddenly became a little ugly: "My parents were gone when I was a child, I was sent to a welfare home, and I have been living there ever since. ”
I was shocked, this was exactly what happened to our family back then, and my sister Xiaomei was also sent to a welfare home!
Do you remember when you were a kid?I continued.
Li Jing thought for a while and said, "In the earliest days of my memory, there was an elder brother who had a good relationship and often played together. But one day he left suddenly and never came back to me. ”
Is it?Do you remember what that brother looked like?I resisted my excitement and pretended to ask casually.
This astonishing fact plunged me into despair like never before. What should I do?Should I tell Li Jing the truth, or just keep this secret?I was torn between a dilemma.
Roc, what's wrong with you?You look ugly. Li Jing asked me with concern.
No, no, I'm fine. "I was overwhelmed and overwhelmed.
After a few days of struggle, I finally mustered up the courage and decided to tell Li Jing the truth. Regardless of the outcome, it is not the way to stay afloat.
Quietly, I have something very important to tell you. "One day after dinner, I said solemnly to Li Jing.
What's so serious?Li Jing said with a smile.
Lost?I plucked up the courage to ask.
Well, I remember. What's wrong?Li Jing was a little puzzled.
Li Jing's eyes widened and she looked at me in surprise: "What, what?."How could you be my brother?It can't be, right?”
I nodded heavily: "That's the truth. When our family changed, my sister and I were separated. I am your brother Zhang Dapeng. ”
I nodded, and told her all the details of that year, the bits and pieces of my childhood, the pictures of us playing together. Li Jing also began to cry when she heard this: "It's you, it's really you!."I've finally found you!”
Our brother and sister recognized each other, hugged each other and wept bitterly. I was sad and happy that I had finally found my long-lost sister, but our relationship is so awkward again.
But now that we're married, what should we do?Li Jing asked me with red eyes.
I also felt extremely hopeless that we became husband and wife, which was not legally and morally permissible.
I'm sorry, quietly, it's all my fault. I said reproachfully.
No, it's not your fault. Li Jing held my hand, "None of us thought that such a thing would happen. ”
But in any case, we have to face reality. You and I can't go on like this. I said sadly.
Li Jing nodded silently, and tears flowed down again.
After many days of discussion and consideration, we decided to divorce and end this wrong marriage. Although we still love each other deeply, this ** relationship cannot continue.
Quietly, I will love you forever, but we can't be together like a normal couple. I said to Li Jing with red eyes.
I will always love you, brother. Let's just let the time ** all this. Li Jing sobbed and said.
We couldn't stop crying on the day of the divorce. I looked at the back of Li Jing leaving, and my heart was like a knife. I know I'll never forget her for the rest of my life.
It's been a year since the divorce. Li Jing decided to live in another city. We still occasionally get in touch with **. Talking about the past, I can't help but feel sad. But I know she's going to get better, she's so strong. I also have to learn to slowly get out of this relationship and start a new life.
There is still a long way to go, and I believe that there will be light ahead. Li Jing and I will eventually get out of this misunderstanding and start anew.