Teacher Lei Ming played by Zhang Ruoyun is sometimes crazy and narcissistic, sometimes enthusiastic and responsible, which makes people feel very heartbroken for him.
A genius teacher fell from the clouds to the altar because of a student jumping off a building, and has since withdrawn from the education world.
Obviously, he was just helping the student out of kindness, but he was misunderstood by the other party for love, and a "refusal" behavior cost the girl her life, and he himself was hit by it.
His return again no longer has the vigor of a teenager, but has fallen into a "mourning life".
The most common is the way to eat a variety of strange foods. For example, for breakfast, he often mixes his old godmother with soy milk and drinks it together.
Spicy", a heavy food, has become an indispensable "seasoning" in his daily diet, and even drinks will be added to the old godmother.
This flavor can be said to be a bit "**."
My colleague Sang Xia felt very speechless about his way of eating, and for this reason, he had a lot of arguments with him.
Sang Xia thought that she had studied psychology and could help many people, but she had never been able to see through Lei Ming, and she would not know that this bottle of "old godmother" was actually Lei Ming's way of wanting to be redeemed.
And the reason for all this is that Lei Ming has something to hide from her.
Qualified teacher, failed father and husband
Lei Ming's father, Lei Lizhou, is a well-known figure in the education industry, a good teacher in the eyes of students, an industry benchmark in the eyes of educators, and is deeply loved and respected by students.
From the perspective of the family, he is not a qualified father or a qualified husband.
At his son's parent-teacher conference, he was either late or absent, and his wife's surgery was signed, and he was often delayed because of work.
He can often come home late to teach other people's children, but leave his children homeless on the streets.
Studying under the same roof, he can educate other people's children, but he can't spare a little time for his own children.
His behavior, to put it nicely, is selfless dedication, and to say that it is unpleasant, it is selfish, and he chose his career and gave up his family.
Of course, he did not completely love his children, perhaps he did so just out of the habit of cultivating his son's independent growth, and deliberately adopted this attitude of indifference to educate him.
However, this rigorous education method is inevitably a bit harsh for a child.
It is indeed difficult for an educator to balance both family and students, and a teacher who wants to devote himself to students will naturally have sacrifices, so Lei Lizhou chose to sacrifice his family.
From an educational point of view, his approach is undoubtedly great, but for Lei Ming, Lei Lizhou is undoubtedly selfish.
The company that Lei Ming wanted, he couldn't do;He couldn't teach what he wantedEven when he was admitted to the university and got the admission letter, he couldn't even praise him.
What kind of father does this have to put on such an "indifferent" attitude?
The absence of father's love for 18 years has already made Lei Ming no longer have any thoughts about his father, and the thorn in Lei Ming's heart is actually more of his mother's death.
His mother was sick, and as his mother's husband, he often couldn't even see people, let alone care for and accompany him. His mother died of depression and had a certain amount of responsibility with his father, which deepened Lei Ming's resentment against his father.
In Sang Xia's eyes, Lei Lizhou is her mentor and a respected elder, and she is naturally grateful to the other party.
But Lei Lizhou's affection for her teaching should have belonged to Lei Ming, but she took possession of it. While she was enjoying Lei Lizhou's careful teaching, Lei Ming had to silently endure loneliness and grow up alone.
And her love and respect for Lei Lizhou is undoubtedly very ironic in Lei Ming's eyes. Every time Sang Xia sang the praises of Lei Lizhou, he stabbed Lei Ming in the heart.
A qualified teacher, but a failed father and husband, for Lei Ming, there is nothing to brag about.
Of course, out of respect for his father, Lei Ming didn't want to ruin his father's image among his students, so he chose to hide something from Sang Xia.
Lei Ming is indeed sick
Lei Ming often eats spicy things, mixed with various foods to eat, not because of his heavy taste, but because he has to.
There is a sentence that Sang Xia really scolded right, Lei Ming is indeed sick, and he is getting sicker and sicker.
What kind of disease causes such a "** behavior?".
Lei Ming used to be a very good Internet celebrity teacher, he once helped a female student, but this student fell in love with him and dared to confess to him boldly.
There is no shame in the teacher-student relationship, but only if it does not violate the rules and the wishes of both parties.
However, now it is Lei Ming who doesn't like this female classmate, he bluntly rejected the other party, but what he didn't expect was that this female classmate couldn't think about it, so he turned around and jumped off the building.
Although Lei Ming did not directly kill her **, as a witness, he was hit in the end.
Moreover, his father Lei Lizhou not only did not comfort and help him, but even admitted in public in a tacit way the unwarranted fact that "Lei Ming's capital teaching methods indirectly forced female students to death", which pushed him to the limelight.
After that, he suffered from depression, which was stabilized by medication**.
But after he returned to school, due to his high mental tension, his illness also began to **, but he knew how to cover it up, so Sang Xia never failed to see it.
Sang Xia mentioned many times that "only people who have experienced major changes in their lives can do this", trying to test his inner world and dig out his "secrets", but let him fool him with his "poisonous tongue" one by one.
Although Lei Ming didn't want to admit that he was sick, the fact that his illness still existed, and he couldn't escape it.
Therefore, he chooses to eat stimulating foods in order to release his suppressed emotions and achieve the purpose of decompression in this way.
When he ate "Lao Gan Ma Soy Milk Coffee", several days had passed before the enrollment deadline for the experimental class was opened, and he had not recruited a single student.
Although he has a plan, he will inevitably be anxious, so he can only relieve his stress by eating stimulating food.
Therefore, Lei Ming is not a taste disorder, but because he can only stimulate his pain nerves by eating spicy food, so that he can always stay awake and calm and avoid illness**.
A teacher with paranoia is not suitable for leading a class at all, but he returns to school with his own purpose, and it is impossible for him to be stopped because of such a thing.
And Sang Xia is a psychology teacher, she has her own professional judgment on mental illness, and when it comes to matters of principle, she is a relatively stubborn person, and after knowing the truth, she may stop Lei Ming from continuing to teach.